When I started in October I had stopped any form of real study on
anything for quite some months-I'd pretty much given up on it all
apart from a couple of weeks where I tried to learn a little hacking
and technical stuff for work. I lost patience at that time.
Now in the past I'd had 1 - 2 week "enthusiasms" for various things
that hadn't lasted long enough to go anywhere. Due to this since April
this year I'd just gave up. Up till April I'd been drinking vodka and
beer together fairly regularly to get drunk. I quit the vodka and
reduced the beer somewhat in April and began to train (I'd taken zero
exercise for months and months!).
I find out about dual n back in October and begin to use it daily. I
used it for over a month just about everyday. In the first week there
was a marked difference that I couldn't measure - so we'll chalk that
to placebo. However I was reading Cryptonicon at the time, and could
feel myself starting to get some interest back in maths. Now this
isn't my strong area at all, yet during October I began to acquire
books who's premise was to bring maths to life and/or explain math
thinking to non mathamaticians. To bridge the gap so to speak. Just at
that point I read the Brain that Changes itself by Doidge and realise
that whatever I thought of my past (I'm 31 and have got NOWHERE in
life, professionally/career or academic wise AT ALL), this didn't mean
my past was my future.
Thanks' to Norman's book I've begun teaching myself neuroscience, as
I've mentioned elsewhere. Of course I'm coming from the position of a
layman who's last science study was at 16 (GCSE level) with a
reasonable grade at that age but no more. Yet the other day, I used
Chemistry for the Biosciences for an hour in the morning, in order to
coach a young lady who's chemistry was poor that afternoon. She and I
spent 3 and half hours covering most of her weak spots...and I was
able to learn it and figure it out on the fly with her. A terms' worth
of skipped lessons got condensed into this time to a degree and we
both now understand valancy, orbitals, equilibrium reactions and molar
mass :). This is a drop in the ocean to you chemistry graduates
(Paul), but imagine a bricklayer or common laborer doing it....this
was where I felt I'd been to a degree because I'd not followed a
proper course of study since school.
The fact is I'm studying stuff now, and it's sticking. Rote learned
material is as hard as ever of course. Principles are staying, as are
many structures and concepts. My ability to concentrate on stuff that
I find difficult to comprehend has gone way up, with the result that
understanding does come far faster, because I can get my mind to stay
on it till I finish.
There are LOTS of gaps to fill before I'm ready to go onto a degree,
but thanks to Paul's program and Norman Doige's book, I truly believe
it is possible now.
:P. There that's my story.
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