| Jack,
a talented poet, composer and musician, who has few outer resources,
but a rich inner life, photographed in front of my refrigerator. | What
good fortune can possibly surpass the value of a rich inner life? Yes,
for thousands of years, the earth's resources have largely been ruled
by extroverted men of action, but as Mark put it, "For what shall it
profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?"
Mark 8:36 Outer resources can be great too — after all, it is only
through the grace of outer resources that you are able to read this
right now, but the experience only has value if you have inner
resources. Which would be preferable, to be a financially struggling
genius or a vacuous billionaire? Most people reading this would
probably choose to be the genius, because a genius, even if her outer
circumstances are challenged, has great inner riches, but a vacuous
person is impoverished no matter how opulent the outer circumstances.
Of course, it would be great to have some of both, inner and outer
resources, and most of us do, but if I could only choose one it would
be inner resources, because those are intrinsic, and if I don't have
the inner resources there's no one there to experience the outer
resources.
Often, people with great inner resources,
underestimate the treasure they have. Even those people, like myself,
who value inner resources, still underestimate the blessings and
abundance of their inner wealth. We live in a world that through
advertisements, and other relentless engines of conditioning, focuses
our attention on surfaces, appearances and outer resources. The message
that underlies every one of the millions of advertisements you have
seen is that outer resources are the key to a good life. If only you
had the new pill, the shiny new gadget, or indispensable service, only
then would you have the good life. For example, Subaru says, "The
All-New 2010 Legacy. Feel the Love. Bigger and better, the 2010 Legacy
is one dynamic drive. Feel the difference starting at $19,995.*" If
only I had the All-New Legacy, then I would feel the love, then I would
be bigger and better, but I don't have the $19,995* to obtain such a
love. Since I don't, I'm going to have to settle for the inner feeling
of love. Unable to obtain the love of a new SUV, I will have to settle
for loving and being loved by people, and on my death bed, I will have
to settle for that legacy, knowing that the love of the 2010 Subaru
Legacy eluded me. Research in Motion (Blackberry) says of their new
gadget, so elemental it is called "Storm," "Touch it. Love it. Share
it." Here is another lover, beckoning me, inviting me into its stormy
depths. If only I can commit to a contract with Verizon, this lover, so
ready for me to touch it, to share with it, could be mine. And I do
love gadgets, and sometimes they really do make life better, in fact, I
already own a Blackberry, and it is a great gadget, it allows me to
talk to people I love with better sound quality than other gadgets I
have owned, but the value of that is due to my inner resources, my
capacity for love, and the inner resources, the capacity for love in
those other people. But what if I could replace my Blackberry, which is
not All-New, with the more loving, more touchy-feely, Storm II, but at
the cost of my inner resources, would I be better off? Suppose I had
both the Storm II and the All-New 2010 Legacy so I could text while
driving, but this was at the cost of my inner resources, so I could
only send instant messages like, "Whad up? r u hot?" would I really be
better off?
No advertiser will sing the praises of inner
riches. And yet with inner riches, the world has higher definition, has
better colors, better audio quality, and the potential for a type of
love so profound that it even surpasses the love of cars and phones.
With inner riches I have something that is worth sharing, and can build
my own legacy of relationships and creative works.
People who
visited J.R.R. Tolkien found his house to be depressingly ordinary and
middle class, but what inner riches he had! Tolkien created new
languages, cultures, races and worlds. Tolkien called fantasy writing
"subcreation." Nietzsche said, "If there were gods, how could I bear
not to be a god?" The consumer culture gets you to say, "If there is a
new gadget, how can I bear it not to own such a gadget?" I say, "If
there are subcreators, how could I bear it not to be a subcreator?" If
it is possible to have the inner riches to give birth to whole worlds,
the inner riches to find portals and multitudes within, to generate
artistic creations, empathic intuitions and new revelations, how could
I bear it not to have such inner riches, such magical fertility? What
car, what phone, even a touch screen phone, could possibly compensate
me for the lose of such inner riches?
Outer resources can be
great, but they can never replace the value of your inner kingdom.
Consider this a propitious time to appreciate your inner riches. |