busy working on
sayles
Said No.
Went to Money Clip. have to get a letter of confirmation of work, coming
Wednesday. Maggie, Brat that she is, emailed E, H. I feel so bad. Maggie is
moving to Deep at the end of Dec. I am moving, by myself, to a room
somewhere closer to work. Alanna and Brit will get a small apt. together.
Gotta stop the bills here and now, before it gets to be much more.
So I guess this little experiment is over, and it's winter.
I can live till spring and we'll see what that brings us.
Sunshine and warmth, hope, hope, hope.
Maggie seems quiet excited and happy about moving to Deep.
I am anxious to get back on some kind of even keel.
Now I have to find a place to move to and move. Within 25 days. And work
too. And wonder how I am going to sort out what I have and what's worth
keeping.
I brought it all when I left Ottawa. Now I won't be needing much of it.
I realized that I don't work for Tim Hortons. I work for the Canadian
government.
The military support ministry pays for Tim Hortons to be there and pays our
wages and gives us entitlement to government benefits.
They couldn't give me E.I. or welfare so they give me a job.
Works for me. I really like that. It sort of restores my faith in Canada and
refreshes my patriotism.
The worst feeling during all this, is not knowing what to do to make the
situation better. To lose sight of the next step towards what's needed.
I was that way for a day. After I had found out my hours, I was able to
figure my pay, and realize that this is not going to help me pay my debts. I
didn't know where to turn. I asked mfd and he refused and that was the end
of plan A. I hadn't had time to figure out plan B. and spent today in misery
until Maggie came home and goaded me into somekind of action. god bless
Maggie. She's a tuff nut.
By the way... She's totally insane... according to a test we found. I'm only
schizoid. It's a really neat test. It's at
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
Tonight it took me 3 pages of scrap paper to figure out how to fill two
coffee orders at once using any combination of 24 factors. I'll have a large
double double and a med with 2 creams and 4 sugars. We have to do it all and
stir it too. Over and over and over again. Maybe I'll get put on soups
tomorrow. 11 til 5:30. Right through lunch. Oh Joys.
Work is work.
I think i can live with it.
I have no choice.
Not the best job I ever had. Ho Lee Chow may have been that.
I'd kick myself in the butt if thought it would help any.
Here I sit broken hearted.
owe two thousand dollars
and have yet to get started.
.... A new life. I sure can pick em.
How's your tooths? How's the cape?
I figured out what's wrong with this newsgroup. They take the posts with
pictures off somehow.
So I seriously, this time, am looking for another place. There's something
about doing this that really appeals to me. I am going to look for a
binaries group that's not used too much. They exist for pictures and
pictures has definately become my latest hobby.
Making collages out of photos. I'm collecting background pages off the net.
Now if I could get this scanner working.
So much to do... maybe pretty soon it will be stuff I want to do. The small
stuff that is emotionally satisfying. But, gotta take care of the physical
first.
I hope E & H are okay.
I should email them. Ta