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sayles
Nov 27, 2002, 5:29:43 PM11/27/02
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Jessy and baby are doing well. She cares for him and loves him. She just
needs a lot of instruction. They are still in hospital until his weight
starts to come up.
I am working and still going to job interviews and still doing pizza
delivery on my day off. so i am too busy, between works stuff and the
hospital. I have to go there first thing every morning so Jess can go have a
morning smoke and I take her a cup of tea. And I go in the afternoon and/or
evening before and/or after work. Jessy has not named him yet. They are
knocking down walls and building a room for the baby at Waynes. They have it
all planned and taken care of, and Jess will be going to school and keeping
her job. She likes being a waitress in a 50's restaurant in Deep River. She
makes really good tips.
So Walmart still sucks although I don't mind the cashier work. I kind of
enjoy it and will stay there until something better happens. But it is only
seasonal and they may not keep me after.
I am in so much trouble with money. My cell phone is now definitely cut off.
I owe, i owe i owe in the landlord's name and I don't know how to fix that
fast enough. My next money is on Dec. 6.
I am using my 200$ to live until Dec. 6. I didn't pay down any of the bills
and have even bigger trouble coming because of that (new and bigger bills).
Cyrille will be so mad. Hopefully he will be able to wait for the 20th cause
then I'll have a 2 week paycheck and baby bonus on the same day. Should be
able to get caught up with him. But I should and want to move, giving notice
on the first of Dec. So I will need some money to pay new rent for Jan.,
wherever we find a place - smaller for sure or maybe even by myself.
I have decided to really start riding Maggie about looking for work.
Everyday she has to come up with two places to go apply to or revisit and
reapply. I can't support her and me anymore in my current state. I am in
very bad shape here.
She will no longer be allowed to indulge herself until her day's work is
done. Take control Mom. Okay, but you are not gonna like it. She already
wrecked two of my things in protest and fear. But she fixed them after, and
Brittany got mad at her for freaking out at least 3 times a week. She's had
enough too. I will not let threats of suicide deter me any longer. She must
get herself together.
I feel free to do that now because Jessy is taken care of. Her life is set
and with her dad's family to help her she is on her way. And I am in the
way, according to them. It's kind of true cause I've been too lenient with
my kids and it screws up their hard line plans for tough love. Tough love
works for Jessy. Maybe it will work for Maggie too. I have been so stupid
when it comes to my girls. Live and learn. Too bad it took so long. I want
some life for me too and now am determined to get some. Have to get Maggie
on a path before I can do that.
Gotta send an email to you about tfl tel.
needs a lot of instruction. They are still in hospital until his weight
starts to come up.
I am working and still going to job interviews and still doing pizza
delivery on my day off. so i am too busy, between works stuff and the
hospital. I have to go there first thing every morning so Jess can go have a
morning smoke and I take her a cup of tea. And I go in the afternoon and/or
evening before and/or after work. Jessy has not named him yet. They are
knocking down walls and building a room for the baby at Waynes. They have it
all planned and taken care of, and Jess will be going to school and keeping
her job. She likes being a waitress in a 50's restaurant in Deep River. She
makes really good tips.
So Walmart still sucks although I don't mind the cashier work. I kind of
enjoy it and will stay there until something better happens. But it is only
seasonal and they may not keep me after.
I am in so much trouble with money. My cell phone is now definitely cut off.
I owe, i owe i owe in the landlord's name and I don't know how to fix that
fast enough. My next money is on Dec. 6.
I am using my 200$ to live until Dec. 6. I didn't pay down any of the bills
and have even bigger trouble coming because of that (new and bigger bills).
Cyrille will be so mad. Hopefully he will be able to wait for the 20th cause
then I'll have a 2 week paycheck and baby bonus on the same day. Should be
able to get caught up with him. But I should and want to move, giving notice
on the first of Dec. So I will need some money to pay new rent for Jan.,
wherever we find a place - smaller for sure or maybe even by myself.
I have decided to really start riding Maggie about looking for work.
Everyday she has to come up with two places to go apply to or revisit and
reapply. I can't support her and me anymore in my current state. I am in
very bad shape here.
She will no longer be allowed to indulge herself until her day's work is
done. Take control Mom. Okay, but you are not gonna like it. She already
wrecked two of my things in protest and fear. But she fixed them after, and
Brittany got mad at her for freaking out at least 3 times a week. She's had
enough too. I will not let threats of suicide deter me any longer. She must
get herself together.
I feel free to do that now because Jessy is taken care of. Her life is set
and with her dad's family to help her she is on her way. And I am in the
way, according to them. It's kind of true cause I've been too lenient with
my kids and it screws up their hard line plans for tough love. Tough love
works for Jessy. Maybe it will work for Maggie too. I have been so stupid
when it comes to my girls. Live and learn. Too bad it took so long. I want
some life for me too and now am determined to get some. Have to get Maggie
on a path before I can do that.
Gotta send an email to you about tfl tel.
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