HER HANDS WROTE A POEM IN THE AIR by Jill Stockinger
The speaker's hands flutter,
push, pull, frame
her face. Fingers
fluidly change
positions like a dancer
flowing through steps
of a ballet.
I want some way
to have her poem.
My frustration mounts.
What is she saying?
How unfair that
I don't understand.
A world with sound
is the world I hear.
Silence reigns
in the world of the deaf,
but her hands speak
volumes.
Body movement
and facial expressions
changing quicksilver fast
punctuate her lines.
In her world,
I am the deaf one.
Realization dawns.
I can learn American
Sign Language.
It's taught as a language
in colleges these days.
But deaf people
cannot learn to hear
what the world is busy
saying, yelling,
singing, sharing,
that endless flow of sounds.
Centuries of music, human voices,
trills of birds, the roar of ocean, children's
cries, cascading chimes, shrill
whistles, a cat purring,
the teakettle's whoosh, clacking
trains, warnings of danger,
laughter among friends.
I fall silent,
ashamed of my complaint,
facing their silent world.