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AngelaB
Jun 8, 2011, 8:21:08 AM6/8/11
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For the first time in years, I’m not consumed by the demands of work,
family and other stuff (the doing stuff). I have manifested what I
needed for myself. In the last few weeks I have had lots of time to
myself to consider what I really want and what has meaning for me. It
is so strange to be alone, in my home for hours some days, just me in
my body hanging out. I have allowed myself to experience me standing
alone, uncertain, and vulnerable and I have come to discover so much
more.
I spent most of the last two days with tears in my eyes, as I relaxed
into wave after wave and danced between what I believe I have “to do”
and just riding the wave (being). It has been an incredible
experience of leaping forward in my own evolution, allowing old stuff
to move and new stuff to integrate.
I looked in the mirror (really looked at myself) and I thought –
you’re beautiful even with those red puffy eyes. LOL. I saw (and
continue to see) my own beauty. I see me for who I AM and I love what
I see. I’m reminded to trust myself, take a breath, relax in to the
flow and allow myself to express in the physical world, knowing I am
not limited by the physical world. I have capabilities that go far
beyond the physical realm. I’m a spiritual being having a human
experience as a quantum biological being. I’m a Godforce, energy in
flesh, vibration, sound expressing as Angela.
In this moment I know I’m willing to discover more of the power that
lies within. I’m full of magic, creativity and the gifts of healing.
It is time for me to dive deep into myself and surrender to the
Godforce that I am. I`m tired of knowing there is more and seeing it
at arm’s length and pulling back from myself. Enough is enough! I
want to make a difference. My desire for “impact” far out weights my
fear of the uncertainty. I am free to live as I want each and every
moment of each and every day. I am free to create meaningful
experiences as I continue to align my life (expression in the physical
world) with my true and authentic self. How that will look is
anyone’s guess but I know it will be BEAUTIFUL!!
Something has shifted deep within me and this morning my body feels
lean, tall and strong, it is relaxed and opened to the magnificence of
the Godforce that I am. My head is clear and I’m excited to jump into
my day, into myself. This is the beginning of something big and I’m
primed to be in it.
The sleeping dragon has awoken and do not mistaken her tears for
weakness. The tears are the wave and the power for transformation is
in the wave…Oh I so get it. Thanks to Naomi for the phone
conversation on Monday – certainly got the juices flowing. Thanks to
Louise for posting the suntoday yesterday on facebook. Watching the
wave come out and back into the sun triggered something deep inside
me.
It is with a great sense of respect for all women that I share my
experience with you. It is our time to take the lead and create a new
platform for humanity to stand on, a new way of living guided by
respect for the unique beauty of each individual. Oh, I’m all fired
up!!!
Joy, Joy to all,
Angela
family and other stuff (the doing stuff). I have manifested what I
needed for myself. In the last few weeks I have had lots of time to
myself to consider what I really want and what has meaning for me. It
is so strange to be alone, in my home for hours some days, just me in
my body hanging out. I have allowed myself to experience me standing
alone, uncertain, and vulnerable and I have come to discover so much
more.
I spent most of the last two days with tears in my eyes, as I relaxed
into wave after wave and danced between what I believe I have “to do”
and just riding the wave (being). It has been an incredible
experience of leaping forward in my own evolution, allowing old stuff
to move and new stuff to integrate.
I looked in the mirror (really looked at myself) and I thought –
you’re beautiful even with those red puffy eyes. LOL. I saw (and
continue to see) my own beauty. I see me for who I AM and I love what
I see. I’m reminded to trust myself, take a breath, relax in to the
flow and allow myself to express in the physical world, knowing I am
not limited by the physical world. I have capabilities that go far
beyond the physical realm. I’m a spiritual being having a human
experience as a quantum biological being. I’m a Godforce, energy in
flesh, vibration, sound expressing as Angela.
In this moment I know I’m willing to discover more of the power that
lies within. I’m full of magic, creativity and the gifts of healing.
It is time for me to dive deep into myself and surrender to the
Godforce that I am. I`m tired of knowing there is more and seeing it
at arm’s length and pulling back from myself. Enough is enough! I
want to make a difference. My desire for “impact” far out weights my
fear of the uncertainty. I am free to live as I want each and every
moment of each and every day. I am free to create meaningful
experiences as I continue to align my life (expression in the physical
world) with my true and authentic self. How that will look is
anyone’s guess but I know it will be BEAUTIFUL!!
Something has shifted deep within me and this morning my body feels
lean, tall and strong, it is relaxed and opened to the magnificence of
the Godforce that I am. My head is clear and I’m excited to jump into
my day, into myself. This is the beginning of something big and I’m
primed to be in it.
The sleeping dragon has awoken and do not mistaken her tears for
weakness. The tears are the wave and the power for transformation is
in the wave…Oh I so get it. Thanks to Naomi for the phone
conversation on Monday – certainly got the juices flowing. Thanks to
Louise for posting the suntoday yesterday on facebook. Watching the
wave come out and back into the sun triggered something deep inside
me.
It is with a great sense of respect for all women that I share my
experience with you. It is our time to take the lead and create a new
platform for humanity to stand on, a new way of living guided by
respect for the unique beauty of each individual. Oh, I’m all fired
up!!!
Joy, Joy to all,
Angela
Louise LeBrun
Jun 8, 2011, 9:30:59 AM6/8/11
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In this moment, I am reminded of what's possible for us all! Authenticity + Courage = Transformation . In that way, I choose to ACT! Tx for sharing this moment - it makes a difference.
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karate...@yahoo.ca
Jun 8, 2011, 4:53:39 PM6/8/11
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Thank you beautiful Angela for sharing. I FEEL what you wrote.
And it provided me with courage to go where I was afraid to go inside of myself.
Hugs
Audrey
And it provided me with courage to go where I was afraid to go inside of myself.
Hugs
Audrey
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