I am all over the place + Depression, no more+ Book Review Event I am Excited About!

[Marie MacPherson Smith]

Right now, I see a "comfort" for myself to blog here. This week my
husband is away and I have lots of space for myself. Not that there is
ever a problem these days, yet I have more time for myself. Yesterday
I watched the inauguration and near the end of President Obana speech
I had a huge wave - and I know that something is different yet don't
know what or why.

Yesterday I was "in" such a different place. Not a place where I
pretended that I was sick in order to have a day for myself (boy oh
boy, that strategy was carried out even in my elementary school days).
A different day. A different day that was not about "Depression"...a
strategy that in these last decades of my life, were intensifying, and
especially carried out with "resentment" over these past 15 years of
my life...

A different day...a day where I felt "lazy"...and honored that...a day
that I allowed myself to sleep...and I did that about 4 different
times yesterday during the day...imagine, one of those sleeps happen
at the beginning of the speech that I was so "fired" up too
hear...LOL...a day to "relax" just because I said so....all knowing
that I could change my mind...and that I didn't have to fall into that
black hole anymore...

hmm "depression" that is coming up and front into my awareness right
now, and I am hearing louder in our collective awareness...even on tv
there are commercials about "how to" for people that are "suffering"
from "depression"...

Today, I am busy and it is not of effort. A person that was not
available to come to my "Women Gathering" thought she had emailed me,
and last night realized she didn't. Today, we had a wonderful
conversation and I know that I am standing in a different place
because of it.

So what does this mean for me...I AM "excited" about the many
possibilities that are in my emerging future. I AM no longer able to
not have these conversations that "light me up" and that change
people's lives. I am engaging, engaging and once again engaging. My
force is getting stronger and direct - I don't know how else to
describe?

I am declaring that I am having a program. A book review on Louise's
"Fully Alive Awakening Health, Humor, Compassion and Truth. I had a
"moment" or "realization" when I was up at a chart during my"Women
Gathering", describing the chart to the experience that was happening
in her life. And loved that moment because it was ME!!!

The whole experience of Sunday was POTENT for me.

I have a knowing in the body that I know this body of knowledge - and
it "pulls" me knowing this is a different vibration I want to
experience, for me to talk for mySelf. This book review is happening
soon and I will send out the details soon; to see if it works for you
or not. Or, if you think of anyone in your life it may "spark" to
engage for themselves?

Wow, it keeps getting better!!!