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becky lavers

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Mar 22, 2011, 9:17:16 AM3/22/11
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such powerful energy surging thru me.
i am learning what this is really about... my body is leading me, and
she will not be ignored.

the power of new life growing in my womb!
i am pregnant!!!

energy flows from root and 2nd chakra like never before.
waves of information that are so clear and i am aware!
vivid dreams and strong sensations. i must follow my body like i've
never done before. a new permission to sleep when i'm tired, to eat
when i feel nauseous. when my mind wants to reject these ideas, my
body makes it clear this is what i must do.
and crying, oh the tears just pour out when they come. no holding
back.

a new vulnerability.
I AM here!!

wow!

Beata Hart

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Mar 22, 2011, 9:23:00 AM3/22/11
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Thank you for sharing your wonderful news and such personal experiance Becky!
I really and truly feel so blessed and privileged to be in a presence of such marvellous women.
With RIG,
Beata
 
 
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LJWeiss

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Mar 22, 2011, 11:23:42 AM3/22/11
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Congratulations Becky!!!!
and you are in such AWESOME company in NS, the process of creation is
always about giving life to someone or something that did not exist
before, I stand beside you on this journey.

Hugs,
Lisa

Naomi Irons

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Mar 22, 2011, 12:08:59 PM3/22/11
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Just when I think my life couldn't get richer OR fuller it does. 
As I read your words I am filled with such hope for the emerging life on this planet...and so honoured to be present to myself as I witness the creation of a generation that has the potential to be themselves with ease because we have reclaimed our right to 'be'! 
Thank you for the reminder that I AM exactly where I need to be on my journey!!!!
BIG HUG! and see you tonight!!

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Raina McDonald

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Mar 22, 2011, 2:55:39 PM3/22/11
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Pure life force claims more and more space within my womb, a constant reminder for me that this is what life is all about. 
Thank you for sharing your incredible news, Becky.  As we consider ourselves and our journey of pregnancy differently, the expansion into MORE is endless.
Cheers to BEING HERE RIGHT NOW!
Raina
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Louise LeBrun

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Mar 22, 2011, 3:07:39 PM3/22/11
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Godforces... mindfully creating Space for godforces to birth themselves.  And all we need to do is stay awake, trust and let go.  

What a glorious and joyous day!

Thank you - your presence here, has made a huge difference in my day. 

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becky lavers

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Apr 1, 2011, 7:06:04 AM4/1/11
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Godforces!!

On Sunday, I had a surge of energy when I woke in the morning, to the
discovery of blood.
Bleeding.
Tears poured out of me, and as I sat on the toilet with the sensation
of fear. I couldn't stay still.
I began pacing, Holding in the scream. I called my mother, and cried.
She heard me, and I was able to breathe. I was able to relax and move
slowly and steadily.

Later in the morning, the bleeding stopped. I saw that it hadn't
amounted to much.
And I was aware of my truth; I am connected to the Godforce inside of
me, and I want to protect it with warrior.
I saw my habit in that, and laid down with this thought; "I will hold
myself and be gentle with you. Warrior can rest."

On Monday, I went to see my MD, and again; bleeding.
I sat stoic. Little breaths, straight back, sharp questions. No
softness.
He scheduled an ultrasound for Wednesday.
Wow! Wednesday, that's so far away!! Every moment I had to myself in
those 2 days, I held my womb.
I struggled to let breathe flow. And had many moments in conversation
with myself! ha! what a racket!

Wednesday morning after a sleepless night, I ached to SEE what was
going on inside of me.
Morgan and I went to the hospital, and when I was alone with with
ultrasound sonographer, I knew she could sense my fear.
I swear, I didn't breathe the entire time.

An eternity later, she told me she was going to let us have a look, I
said; "Does that mean everything is OK?"
"Yes, everything is ok."
She went to get Morgan, he came into the room, sat with me and took my
hand...
And she begins to explain the image in front of us... "this is your
bladder, and this is your uterus..."

I focus my eyes on the divide I see in my womb... what is that?
"Here's a little heart beat"

"and here's another."

"TWINS!" Oh my! Not one Godforce, but TWO!

Laughter fills the room. "2 heartbeats! 2!!!"

The day becomes a flurry of activity. We cannot keep still. We call
parents, siblings.... we are bouncing.
And so, I begin to be in flow in such a new way.
All this eating, all this sleeping! 2 placentas I'm building, of non-
identical twins!
No bleeding since, but oh how my body in this new consciousness is
leading me.

Just about 8 weeks along, and I can't seem to get enough food! And a
new joy in the few days since in eating, in nourishing!
A new energy in me I've never witnessed before.
Is this motherhood? A sense of calm, the sheer magic, moments of
disbelief; 2 babies?!
And this energy where just last week I seemed to have none. A slow and
steady gliding force.

Oh yes, I AM HERE!
WE are Here!

Naomi Irons

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Apr 1, 2011, 8:14:56 AM4/1/11
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Hi Becky!
Welcome  Decloaked Godforces!
Aware, Awake and Alive are the words flowing through me as I read your words.I AM so aware in this moment that I AM the awakened and enlivened space, movement and flow inside, flowing into my outside world. Nothing to do but create MORE space for the expansiveness of the ever awakening and intensifying presence of ME!
It is a true delight to have you in my life and again...congratulations to you and the 2 human beings that get to choose whether they continue to move their world decloaked and engaged to the most important person...themselves.
I AM no longer imagining a world...it is being created RIGHT NOW by our willingness to be awake to ALL our experiences and our ability to put something very different into the Androgynous Baby process as early as pre-conception!
Mahalo!

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Melissa Owoc

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Jun 21, 2011, 6:48:18 PM6/21/11
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Congratulations Becky! You ARE here and I AM here with you along with many
others. What a wonderful opportunity and space to experience even more of
being awake, present and experiencing more of the Godforce in each of us.

wow!

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