Zadkiel

[Cinthia Parkes]

A few weeks ago now, there were more of us healers than clients at our healing centre, so I was offered some healing - gratefully accepted!

 

I have a special relationship with Zadkiel- he has always been the first angel to greet me when I connect, and sort of leads me to the others.

He has always been in indigo coloured gowns, wearing a mitre (like a bishop's cloak and hat). I therefore assigned him to be more mature in years than me, and a figure to look up to, respect. Not that angels age, or have clothes, but this is how he portrayed himself to me.

 

Well, on that night of healing, I lay there and Zadkiel came to me...in cut-off chino's and a checked beach shirt! He had bare feet, no hat but masses of long dark curls, blowing in the wind!  Wow!  And he also appeared slightly younger than me (toy boy angel? Sorry Zad) - not that 40 is old, but he wasn't that yet. Anyway, he took my hands, and was dancing with me on the beach. Dancing with joy. I tell you I lay there with a huge grin on my face!

 

I then got all serious for a mo and asked him why the angels always had nice messages for me, and made me feel happy, when I hear other people talk about the angels saying to them I had to do this, that and the other - they never seem to assign any tasks to me - unless I'm using selective listening...and I do know everyone has their own path, but was still curious.

 

He said we're going to fill you up with joy first, just joy, pure joy. The joy of being. And when you're full and your cup runneth over, we'll get you to radiate that out to others, and that's where your task will be, to let others experience this same joy.

 

Mindblowing.

 

So what could I say - fill me up!

 

And in the couple of weeks since, there has been an underlying sense of joy in almost everything I do. I wake up not wanting to hide under the covers, I even WANT to get up nowadays, even the chores don't feel like chores - (perhaps Martin being at home 24/7 at the mo has something to do with it so there aren't so many for me to do in the first place) but I find myself smiling, even beaming almost constantly. Yes I still lose it with the girls, but not as often, and for shorter time when I do. I do hope it lasts! I worry less, anger less, and of course everybody is now smiling back at me. Things are falling into place, little miracles keep happening, and the world is allright.

 

wishing you a similar experience

lots of love to you all

Cinthia x

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[Rachel]

hi cinthia,

that is so lovely...i'm really pleased for you x

it has taken me a while - ok AGES - to realises that sometime to
'just be' and to 'just radiate' is enough .. and that actually that
is very freeing...

sending you love

R x