On this topic, I could go on and on. I've had 18 years to struggle
with the god-talk, and it still irritates me! Here's some
suggestions:
1) Find a sponsor who is willing to hear your atheism and NOT want to
change it. I think my sponsor is somewhat of a pantheist, or maybe
even a deist, but she has no desire to get down on her knees and pray
(for me or with me).
2) Find like-minded friends in the program. The only way to find them
is to share opening/honestly about your own nontheism and your desire
to meet people like you. It is so wonderful to look across a room and
share a knowing look with another atheist!
3) Rewrite the steps to your liking. It's helpful to know how YOU
interpret each step, and how you work each step. I share openly about
this whenever the topic is step-specific.
4) I have connected with freethinking, humanist, and atheist groups in
my area. They are non-AA, but they give me an outlet, and the
opportunity to discuss issues (and "outside" issues), near and dear to
my heart.
5) Practice humility and acceptance.
6) Practice tolerance....practice tolerance...practice tolerance...
7) I've done a few step studies using other literature...including
books by nonbelievers. What a relief to have someone NOT talk about
the god of Abraham! One book I especially enjoyed...One Breath at a
Time: Buddhism and the Twelve Steps by Kevin Griffin.
OK...have to stop for now. I wish you all the best Joe. I love the
fellowship, which is why I stay. OH...one more thing...check out this
article:
Secret of AA: After 75 Years, We Don’t Know How It Works
http://www.wired.com/magazine/2010/06/ff_alcoholics_anonymous/all/1