On Sep 12, 9:24 am, "debra maddox" <debrabmad...@gmail.com> wrote:
> hi aaron u'd be surprised to know that we do think of U Alot INFACT- i
> even told kelly just the other day,
> ,"funny how Cavalry placed <UNKNOWINGLY> 2 ppl with RHEUMATOID
> side-by-side desks and ..thats JUST FREAKY to me, isnt it to u?
> I menan 1 percent of the population,,and im just suprised Im in that 1% and
> U TOO!!!!!!!!!!
> ok -im just trippin on that fact and you should TOO! because it is a weird
> thing,,i HAVE TO BLOG that today on my site where i try to keep a diary of
> RA and how i am doing on a daily basis ,,im either crying OR laughing,,its
> all so "dramatic" w/me u know,,,LOLhttp://ihatera.blogspot.com/
> dunno if u have internet,but heres a link to that blog and i am really just
> so glad 2 hear that u r OK an doing goodi have NOT tried ENBRIL,,it is the
> OLNY thing i have NOT tried,,otherwise "been there-done that-didnt work-
> results are always the same = IT only make RA mad and come back harder
> everytime"
> i would love to try Embril but for now i do not have a rheumatolojust ..i
> was with Dr McKay over here right around the corner from my friggen house,,
> they still have my files and thats OK for now,,i have a copy here @ home if
> i need them,,for any emergengy or new Dr.-blablabla=\
> im stable but sleep alllll the time,, i mean i will not see more then 5
> hours a day then rewst is sleeping,i have to sleep,,it makes me sick to
> styay awake,,i get swollen then inflammed and hot and go down hard,,
> so i just give up..and sleep,,
> kelly is struggling to keep us going here ..shes wrking downtown at Tulsa
> Abstract Tile-doing a legal type job.
> We barely r making it,,the meds i take are so expensive (im talking about
> the pain meds) IM ALSO still
> HOOKED ON PREDNISONE and cant survive with any less then 20 miligrams a
> day,,
> Ive gotten myself down to 15 mg BUT OMG i flared up at any sign of stress-
> i should increase to 25 mg a day BUT I REFUSE TO because it plays mental
> tricks on me -plus, its just not a good thing,
> * I see you entered the *HELL OF METHOTREXATE*- im just glad to see
> that someone else testify that shit is not a friendly drug*,,its what sent
> me to the hospitial ,i had serous isssues and became toxic liver
> or ??whatever they called it,,*but i got pulled off of the INJECTIONS of
> metho & as time went by i felt better, i begged NOT to go back to metho-and
> have stayed away from it altogether now,whew,,i better get offfa here and
> go do housethings for now-DO keeep writting *,,just thow ideas here on this
> blog/group,,and any type of RA hate ,,ahh feelings and anyhting,,man throw
> it ionhere* and ill keep getting more to sign up here k>??your friend,
> debi maddox