last night i was troubled by the omen of my suffering beloved.i know u blessd me with all what i ask in ur name and they,all my beloved, all brillion like diamonds and pearls, still i beg u let them happier,and accept me sooner,accept my being happy as them and united as them.last night i led me travelled in tianjin and u told me first time in need of human language that the 3 mountains u,ur mother and me should buried.i woke up at once and heart-breaking so long.i kneeled to the moon of ours on the south sky in the dawn and to the east and the west.i tried most of the internet cafes i haunted with girl fangfei on my back as u and the sun directed.baby, Jhwh,i really want to see u see the world after me.i need ur being appeased by the world of mine and my being contented with ur bless onto me.

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Apr 7, 2007, 9:37:23 PM4/7/07
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last night i was troubled by the omen of my suffering beloved.i know u
blessd me with all what i ask in ur name and they,all my beloved, all
brillion like diamonds and pearls, still i beg u let them happier,and
accept me sooner,accept my being happy as them and united as them.last
night i led me travelled in tianjin and u told me first time in need
of human language that the 3 mountains u,ur mother and me should
buried.i woke up at once and heart-breaking so long.i kneeled to the
moon of ours on the south sky in the dawn and to the east and the
west.i tried most of the internet cafes i haunted with girl fangfei on
my back as u and the sun directed.baby, Jhwh,i really want to see u
see the world after me.i need ur being appeased by the world of mine
and my being contented with ur bless onto me.
last noon on the south garden u with ur parents met a couple with
their baby daughter.the baby daughter touched ur right cheek and
constantly ask for ur ball.they r dogs. and they r dead from the mid
night of yesterday.i kill dog need not more than a second, u know.but
u still serously distressed by the evil world of mine that i now had.
Yhwh, my baby, my dad, u needn't reraise urself a time last night,i
can let me die and reraised.Yhwh, my baby, my dad, i seen ur heaven
like a mountain in silver cloud and snow in the sky, but u needn't
told me u want to bury there,u forever at will at any place with ur
full glorious presence visible and invisible.Yhwh, my baby, my dad, i
still want to take the full duty of being a son of mine now as human
being to love the world,love the beauty,love ur time and its longitude
on earth till i left the world.don't let me cry for u out of my sight
on the earth,promise me, Yhwh, my baby, my dad.
i last night claimed my being the emporer of the earth, of China.i
claimed my wifes including fangfei, zhou,mashengyoujizi, the japanese
girl,jamie,the US girl,the 2 girls near me now of medical university
students and will worked in army,another will have an ralation with
me.i claimed the 2 girl students in family name of jiang and li once
tutured in ur house now,the girl lizhonghui we met early,and the girl
u directed me met in the little food shop and attracked me so much.i
claimed the girl on the bus of route 108 when we stood outside of the
window and i sang a song till moved her.baby, Yhwh, my dad, glory to
u, full pleasure to me and u.
bye.

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