Don't you DARE forget

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You said dAVE may come come meet you and I may go to Lubbock to LIVE.  IF he will still have me.

He IS a gentleman.
You can STAY 'conservator' mother, that has to do
with MONEY ONLY.  NOT controlling my life.
(You have not spoken to whomever you used as your attorney to have that explained to you either).

It IS EXPENSIVE here for what we DON'T do...We did with Lilly....NOT that I liked being put away at MY expense to BEGIN with.  Which apparently neither Debbie OR Jr. believe.  (Debbie said I'm too young to have money, like the STILL has-me- blocked Bill, Jr. So much for you correcting ANY one when it comes to my life and this aneurysm.  YES IT IS IMPORTANT TO HAVE A CORRECT STORY.  ME/ Myself and I DESERVE the RESPECT.

I MISS a nice, I said NICE, LOVING, GENTLE man who CARES about me.  I have A LOT of living ahead of me, I am young, ESPECIALLY to have LIVED through an 'annie'....My 'stat' of ONE in FIFTEEN IS from information at Dr. Helvestons' office.  Dave beat leukemia....HE had a low survival rate also.

We are BOTH alive/well/and I happen to MISS a relationship with a man....As a FRIEND AS WELL AS PHYSICAL.

He WILL SAFELY come, won't he.  IF he still will. 

He did NOTHING to warrant that long ago 'experience' we BOTH had.  (I SHOULD have GOTTEN a warrant)

I SERIOUSLY MEAN it mother:  He is MY person to invite.  It's YOURS to be POLITE AND SOBER.

A LIFE I WILL have AWAY from people YOUR age. 

This I have typed before:  To have been left here since the after math of KATRINA was NOT loving OE, OR respectful to me.

I have NOTHING from my reunion but unpleasant memories....NEITHER have YOU CHECKED on ANY thing.  At least I went to CHS 12 years AND graduated....People who did NOT graduate were included.

The LAST woman who moved IN here moved OUT today....Her daughter already knew how long I have been here and asked me what was wrong with my mother? She GAVE me a pair of pink and plaid "pj" pants with a pink top.  Brand new...I DID try to pay for them,I TRIED, she said no.  Her mother is a 100% vegetarian....and I was nice to her.  I AM nice to EVERY one in 'facility'....I find it easy to be.

 I AM not ONLY THE youngest in the BUILDING only TWO people are here that were when I moved in.  And now Mr. Jimmy has to come over to this wing to eat because he does not get along with ANY one on his wing and has a sitter now.  They sit alone. (He's the one who holds a finger against his nose and was the choir director at his church in Sugar Lock, MS  & can't carry a tune in a bucket). 

I want to go to Lubbock, if Dave will still have me.  If not, I'll live in TEXAS SOME where by people I know. 

Mother you really DO owe me MORE than MY paying MY OWN WAY.

So YOU put YOUR 'little pointed head to work' and ALLOW me a LIFE....OUT of this SENIOR living facility.  I DESERVE IT.  VERY MUCH.

A LONG time ago now.....


 Marianne Rankin
 #2 Courtland Drive
 Hattiesburg, MS  39402

 601-296-9711

 
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[sILVER bELLE]

You said dAVE may come come meet you and I may go to Lubbock to LIVE.  IF he will still have me.

He IS a gentleman.
You can STAY 'conservator' mother, that has to do
with MONEY ONLY.  NOT controlling my life.
(You have not spoken to whomever you used as your attorney to have that explained to you either).

It's expensive here for what we DON'T do...We did with Lilly....NOT that I liked being 'put away' at MY expense to begin with.  Which apparently neither Debbie OR Jr. believe.  (Debbie said I'm too young to have money, like the STILL has-me- blocked Bill, Jr. So much for you correcting ANY one when it comes to my life and this aneurysm.  YES IT IS IMPORTANT TO HAVE A CORRECT STORY. 

Even my class reunion....I MISSED HALF of it and have NOTHING to show I ever went.  YOU KNOW THAT.  YOU LIVE IN COLUMBIA.  My classmates looked at me the same way the DAR Chapter here did here:  SHOCKED. 

I MISS a nice, I said NICE, LOVING, GENTLE man who CARES about me.  I have A LOT of living ahead of me, I am young, ESPECIALLY to have LIVED through an 'annie'....My 'stat' of ONE in FIFTEEN IS from information at Dr. Helvestons' office.  Dave beat leukemia....HE had a low survival rate also.

Send us off with your blessings....'We' won't have to put MY funds into a NON-existence life like this place is.  Believe me, what we do here is like what Mr. Jigs called it before he died:  A 'day care' for adults'.

That's ALL people DO here mother is live until they die.  Why not....they are ALL in their 70's.....

I WILL hold you to your word mother, and as I have typed, you can  stay 'conservator' ..... with what THIS EXPENSIVE place has cost ME, I can contribute to a REAL HOME with Dave.  If he dosen't want me, I WILL rent close to one of the relatives.

BEFORE you ended up my CONSERVATOR, I managed my OWN funds/Ben/AND foster children.
This 'Annie' did NOT 'take my feeling' away.  I DO have a TENDER HEART.  I ALWAYS have.  It did not take away my ability to even live alone somewhere, but it WILL be Texas.

KATRINA mother, and at MY expense.  AGAIN:  NOT just dollars and cents.  MY FEELINGS/MY MENTAL HEALTH come into this.  WHY DO you think I DON'T like you here.  Also, you DO manage to put everyone here down.  (YOUR experiences out do EVERYONE  here)

People are nice and 'sweet' to me, because I am to THEM.  It's just the way God created me.  I have  never backed down IF I AM right.  I do NOT claim to have done things I never have.  I ALSO apologize if I AM wrong...it has NOTHING to do with being 'sweet'....It's just the way the Grace of God made me.

I NEED out of here.  I NEED a LIFE.  I do NOT like MY money paying for a place for 'senior citizens'...This 'short stay' has hurt me worse than the aneurysm did.  I have gone over AND over that.

YOU look up 'conservator' ..... I would have thought as an ENGLISH major, you would know.

I keep apologizing for NOT dying.  NO  MORE.  I LIVED AND IT WAS A DAMN HARD FIGHT....AS WAS then RE-learning to walk.  I am  PROUD of me. You don't act like you are.

I WANT AND  NEED A LIFE AWAY FROM THIS STATE...

TEXAS to be EXACT.  AND SOON....

Someone else died this week.  A woman who was only here a couple months bought me a pretty 'lounge out fit' because I was nice to her.  (Pants and a top) (She dosen't eat meat and is very shy...I know all about her.......She KNOWS I won't tell ANY thing she told me.  To NO one EVER).

I am proud people trust me. 
I DON'T lie.

Am sorry you didn't 'set the record right' with Bill, Jr. OR Debbie.  However, I don't have to answer to ANY one but God.

You have to answer to the same God I do.

Marianne

 
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