I could tear out my mind
whenever I recall
the too many times I dared
against despair,
under the relentless buzzing of drones
that never shut up,
near the waves of the sea
that never cease to weap
.
I dared my people,
and didn't believe any
of the messages
coming from the universe
barking in my chest.
I dared despair with a fragment of hope,
collected memoirs and memories
I no longer remember.
I found comfort in a bed and pillow
pressed against a wall
in a room I have have long imagined it
the most captivating cell
I bathed in a cold,
murky, scarce water,
dried off with darkness
and slept in between besieged H6i 569y56
Wishing for an end to the more than 75 year long brutal occupation of Palestine.