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[Dying2bThin]

Hi I'm new to this site, Ive never really been a member of a pro ed
site before but im so glad i found you guys!

So heres my story...

Im 20 years old and have had ed's since i was about 14, I just woke up
one day and realised i look disgusting so i decided to do something
about it. I stuck it out and i worked really hard and i managed to
achieve a weight that i was happy with ( not that i was going to give
up!) I had been ill for a while with black outs fainting etc and
thought it was just the usual things, but i ended up in hospital, and
after many tests they diagnosed me with epilepsy! I had to bring my
body weight up to what my neurologist thought was suitable as without
a regular eating routine i was haveing up to 3 seizures a day! so i
wnet through the most horrible year of my life! the tablets i was on
mixed with my meal routine made me put on weight! but now after 2
years my seizures have almost completely stopped and i have come off
my medication! so i have started dieting again, i really need some
support and encouragement to help me get it all off! I have to be
carefull as my boyfriend caught me purging the other day but i
convinced him that i was just ill with a tummy bug or something. he
keeps telling me i look fine but im sure he will be happier with a
thin me! as will i!

i am currently 9st 8!!!!!!! i feel f****ing disgusting, i look
disgusting! and i desperately need to do something about it!

I have been reading your tips and have picked up some good ones!! just
need encouragment,

thanks for listening

Becks x

[Heather Wilkins]

Hallo

 

Aren't u the same one that was in hospital in February.  If u are then WELCOME BACK.  It is great to have u back.  I hope u find the support & care that u need thru this group because I sure have.  It is my save haven.  This group has been very quiet lately.  I really hope we get feed back from everyone letting us know how they are doing.  I am sure we all need each other.  Becks, I am so sori that u have been thru a tough time but u have come to the right place.  Feel free to open up & tell us what u are thinking & feeling.  We are here for u.

 

All the best

 

Heather

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[Rebbeca George]

It's not me from Febuary ive never been a member of this site, glad i found it though!

 

thanks for your message though was really nice, its great to finally be somewhere where people understand!

 

 

xxx

 

[Tina Eldridge]

hey hun! welcome home! he he!
itsd great to get new members, you say your 9'8, what hight are you? if your having seisures you'll have to be more careful about dieting, but we can help!
there is alwasy hope adn support here, heather is right, sometimes it gets quiet here, but were all still around, so dont worry, we will always reply! i can only update from home as i got into real trouble at work for getting these mails sent there, my b/f has a lap top that i use when he is not about - we live together, adn he knows about my ed, im trying to be healthier, but im still bingingand purging. have a look at my xanga, its www.xanga.com/lydia42 its my blog adn i can update there more easily!
Take care hun!
Txx
> From: Rebbeca...@gmail.com
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> Subject: ultimate-perfection New
> Date: Wed, 5 Sep 2007 19:21:48 +0000