ok thank you for your input.
1)(over ten years ago) The Pastor told me not to come to any more prayer meetings....as far as i can remember i was er "praying" that the "Church" would do more for people with addiction issues ......he got very angry with me. in hindsight i think he probably thought i was using the prayer meeting as a platform to criticise him.....whivh i may have been doing....it was a while ago
2) (about 4 years ago) i had a new album by the secular rock band "Overkill".....part of the chorus was
How many times and how many crimes
No pill to break the fever
How many more will walk through the door
Turn doubter to believer
When you're alone
Say a little prayer for me
So i took the singer semi literally and prayed for the band in Church on a Sunday morning service. But the singer did ask for solitary prayer. Anyway the leadership took extreme exception to my prayers. He was a very very annoyed. I havnt been back!
3) 2 days ago. Against my better judgement i got involved in prayer walking. It was suggested to me by a female in the home group i was going to . It was difficult and very politically incorrect to refuse her. Anyway i went prayer walking. On the first day of the prayer walking the female "leader" corrected my prayer by asking me not to pray against anything. That is when i should have left. But i thought i need to be more balanced in my views, and uphold the principle that all are entitled to their point of view. Anyway i kept going to prayer walking. And then 2 days ago, we were given access to a local Church building, so went into the building and prayed in the various rooms. We finally ended up in the main worship room. I ended up praying for the power and authority to cast out the devil
Lu 9:1 Then he called his twelve disciples together, and gave them power and authority over all devils, and to cure diseases.
Immediately the female leader asked me to stop. Of course i immediately complied, as i have no wish to give offence ....
so three complaints about my prayers. I seem to have a perfect knack of giving offense. So dont worry i wont darken any more corporate prayer meetings....i have learned my lession. Some leader will shut me down so i withdraw. I can pray alone. if God doesnt like it He can always kill me. Church is all about power. Nothing to do with love! I have cancelled most of my whatsapp contacts....i have probably offended people for this email. I can only apologise.