Oh PK,
That last bit, man. This is from abuse as a child. You just know the grown
up words for it now. It's sad and it explains a lot. I just can't imagine
the pain of being sexually abused as a child. The hatred for women, the
military hang up being around all those men. You're writing your story in
here and it is pitiable.
But it's only your story so far. You can learn to come to accept who you
really are and it doesn't have to be who you were. With help you can be
whatever you want to be not what you might have been made in to. There's a
far better life waiting for you. Friends, real friends instead of those who
regard you as an obnoxious nuisance or crackpot. Don't you see it?
Open your eyes, man--og
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