I agree with Emily. I think that the war routine was so engrained in
his mind that once Bowker returned home nothing seemed quite right,
because none of the jobs were anything like the war. He had become so
used to doing what people told him that once he had the chance to make
decisions on his own, he was unable to decide on anything because the
options were endless. Bowker felt empty once he returned home from the
war, because he no longer served a significant purpose. "My life, I
mean. It's almost like I got killed over in Nam...Hard to describe.
That night when Kiowa got wasted, I sort of sank down into the sewage
with him," (O'Brien 150). Bowker felt that he had betrayed Kiowa by
not saving him from the muck, and because of that there was an empty
space within him. "Bowker described the problem of finding a
meaningful use for his life after the war. He had worked briefly as an
automotive parts salesman, a janitor, a car wash attendant, and a
short-order cook at the local A&W fast-food franchise," (O'Brien 149).
Bowker did numerous odd jobs, but none of them gave him that feeling
of peace or completion that he craved.
On Feb 23, 10:22 am, "Hannah Baran (Louisa HS)"
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hannah.ka...@gmail.com> wrote:
> This is Emily's response:
>
> That's a great question, Lindsay. I think that Norman Bowker couldn't
> find any job that suited him after the war because he had created a
> routine for himself at war. He was so used to people always telling
> him what to do, when to do it, and how to do it, that he lost sight of
> how life back home is supposed to work. He also had become so used to
> the difficult and hard life in Vietnam, that life back home in Iowa
> was boring and dull. He got tired of jobs quickly, probably because he
> he understood that life at war was a terrible sight. This is infered
> from the statement O'Brien makes, saying, "At one point he had
> enrolled in the junior college in his hometown, but the course work,
> he said, seemed too abstract, too distant, with nothing real or
> tangible at stake, certainly not the stakes of war" (O'Brien 149). He
> had experienced it all, and just the idea that people around him were
> functioning normally bothered him. He wanted to feel normal, but he
> failed to find relief from the war in any jobs he tried, so he moved
> on after less than 10 weeks.
>
> On Feb 23, 10:20 am, "Hannah Baran (Louisa HS)"
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>
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> <
hannah.ka...@gmail.com> wrote:
> > This is Lindsey's question:
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> > Why do you think that after all the job positions that Norman Bowker
> > took years after returning from war, that he couldn't find anything
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