Nice points Raymond, Emily, and Moria.
O’Brien missed being with his friends because they were his family.
They experienced the war with him and were there for him when he
needed them most. When Jorgenson became part of the company, O’Brien
felt jealous that Jorgenson was in the “family” while he was left out.
Sanders told O’Brien, “People change. Situations change. I hate to say
this, man, but you’re out of touch. Jorgenson- he’s with us
now” (O’Brien 188). Once O’Brien felt that he was out of the group, I
think he was consumed with so much hatred that he just wanted to take
his anger out on Jorgenson. Not only did Jorgenson almost kill
O’Brien, but he was now part of something that O’Brien enjoyed. I
think another thing that took a major toll on O’Brien was the war
overall. As he was playing tricks on Jorgenson, he mentions,
“Squinting down at Jorgenson’s position, I felt a swell of immense
power. It was a feeling the VC must have. Like a puppeteer. Yank on
the ropes, watch the silly wooden solider jump and twitch” (O’Brien
198). O’Brien felt as if he was the enemy and he had all the power in
his hands. I think his main motive for revenge wasn’t necessarily to
take revenge on Jorgenson personally, but to express his anger because
he consumed it inside of him for so long. It felt good to him to let
it out and to feel like he was in control. The VC made O’Brien scared
and vulnerable that taking his anger out on someone else felt good,
even though he regretted it in the end.