Dear Pınar
I found this video interesting, very much about what we talked, give time to meditate, chant malas, bring it to your daily life:
http://youtu.be/QK-UNVqeWF0
Swami Vishvananda is living in Germany, he is well known for many miracles, like materializing Lingans, and many other things, he embraces all religions as one.
Could you send yo your TT group?