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Fear
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"The practice of AA's Twelve Steps and Twelve
Traditions in our personal lives also brought incredible releases from
fear of every description, despite the wide prevalence of formidable
personal problems. When fear did persist, we knew it for what it was,
and under God's grace we became able to handle it. We began to see each
adversity as a God-given opportunity to develop the kind of courage
which is born of humility, rather than bravado. Thus we were enabled to
accept ourselves, our circumstances, and our fellows."
Bill
W., January 1962
1988AAGrapevine, The Language of the
Heart, p. 268
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Thought
to Consider . . .
Courage is the willingness to accept fear and act
anyway.
With the onset of depression, his academic performance dropped. The upshot was that I failed German and, for that reason, could not graduate. Here I was, president of my senior class and they wouldn't give me a diploma! My mother arrived, extremely angry, from Boston. A stormy scene took place in the principal's office. Still, I didn't get that diploma.
He failed to graduate with his class (although school records now list him with the group). Following a summer of agonizing depression, he went to live with his mother near Boston and completed makeup work that qualified him for college.
What had caused
Bill to change from high achiever to a helpless depressive? As he saw it, the
major problem was the he could no longer be Number One. I could not be
anybody at all. I could not win, because the adversary was death. So my
life, I thought, had ended then and there.
1984, AAWS, Inc.,
Pass It On The story of Bill Wilson and how the AA message reached the
world, pages
36-37