With the onset of
depression, his academic performance dropped. "The upshot was that I failed
German and, for that reason, could not graduate. Here I was, president of my
senior class . . . and they wouldn't give me a diploma! My mother arrived,
extremely angry, from Boston. A stormy scene took place in the principal's
office. Still, I didn't get that
diploma."
He failed to graduate with his class (although school records now list him with the group). Following a summer of agonizing depression, he went to live with his mother near Boston and completed makeup work that qualified him for college.
What had caused
Bill to change from high achiever to a helpless depressive? As he saw it, the
major problem was that he could no longer be Number One. "I could not be
anybody at all. I could not win, because the adversary was death. So my
life, I thought, had ended then and there."
1984 AAWS Inc.
Pass It On, pgs
36-37