RE: Ted Ontimare has invited you to open a Google mail account
Ted O.
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Sent: Saturday, March 10, 2007 10:58 PM
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Ted
'engrossed' expounding on a 'previous xp' and forgot mentioning or
commenting on the mayan aspect.. the 2012 event...
I truly 'Feel' very deeply about the 2012 Mayan 'event'... in fact,
even before being made 'aware' of that, I was already being 'led' to
it, having started what I 'needed to do' (hence my 'existence' now on
this dimension) 4 years back... when I yanked myself out of my
'comfort zone' and dived into my 'Passion'... (joining Novartis with
the Agri-Techno-Transfer concept I presented to them, which they
bought!)
... and one (huge) thing after another... am now in the 'Here and
Now'... doing my 'thing' (Kanayunan) and 'Learning' tremendously with
such diverse experiences and 'lessons'... all aimed to bring to
Fruition this "dream and passion' - all culminating to the 'timeline'
of bring '2012' into fruition as well... THAT, I could put my finger
on... its the specific Who, What, When, Where and How... that, now is
for me 'to find out'... but then again, my The Secret experience too
has 'Taught' me to 'leave Everything' to the 'Universe'... not just
simply having Faith... but having TRUST... (Faith being - leaving the
'work' ALL to one entity, the one you have 'Faith' on - as against
having Trust, wherein its a Two-Way reciprocity - with both
'participants' giving & sharing to the 'what is being Trusted upon'.
Did I come through with the/my explanation here? Hmmm).
Supposedly, the 2012 is the INITIATION of the New Era (as against the
'belief' of most, even in IA and PI <Indigo Alliance and Power
Intentions> ) and NOT the CULMINATION of the New Era, the fruition so
to speak... The Initiation... the STARTING of the New Era... wherein
the EVOLUTION of the human race shall COMMENCE... Formally... So
between Now and 2012... all that is happening is in Preparation to
that Event... Hence, all the 'turmoil' but with accompanying
"Abundance" !!! Can you believe the polarity of all this?!!!
I was just reading in papers on-line... That the Earth's economy has
NEVER been this Prosporous in ALL TIME!!! And that the Billionairs
group has grown by leaps and bounds!!! And that the 'old billionaires'
are being replace by New Ones... particular in the ages of 35 - 55
years old!!!! (the oldies being in the age range of 65+)... And the
List is projected exponentially grow the next decade!!! That the
trend really is the 'Elimination of Poverty"... As these 'new young
billionaires' are pouring in their 'new monies' into more meaningful
ventures... like addressing issues like Global Warming... more
environmental related issues... of improving the 'human condition'...
of 'Saving Planet Earth'... Amazing!!!! (the exclams signify my
EXCITEMENT of the acceleration of the 'evolution process', which now
cannot be 'slowed down'...)
The 'awakening' of the collective 'human race'... with the 'vermins'
practically exterminating themselves... and the 'purer ones' being
'shielded' and 'protected' and 'guided' by some 'unseen' hand... even
to the point of 'personal interventions' to bring said 'purer spirits'
towards their 'destiny', if indeed there is a 'collective destiny'...
Upheavals, that I believe is Assured... physical Earthly upheavals
manifesting itself... but more so the 'internal', individual 'upheaval
experience' of each Individual Spirit on this Planet... those who
'refuse' shall be 'exterminated' and 'forced to vacate' the planet...
as Planet Earth is moving I believe to the 2nd-tier of
Classification... Those 'exterminated' shall be then 'led' to another
1st-tier Planet... This of course, my belief - Now with my 'awareness'
and 'understanding' of Thiaoouba... (whatever 'Label' now it is... I
simply just 'know' it IS... its the quiet 'Peace' the knowledge bring
about in me...!)
And couple that with this 'inner feeling', even way before knowing
about The Secret... and all that I now 'know' in my 'Here & Now'...
that somehow, its my 'last pass' on this Planet... and I simply wish
to 'move on'... after 'accomplishing' my 'Mission'... and that
'Mission' is soooooo Assured... but there are 'Lessons' that I 'Have
to Learn'... so as to 'get my wish' of 'Moving On'... its so
intricately laid out already... but the simplicity of it all is just
it... simply beautiful and quietly amazing... (sigh....! huge
sigh...!!!). And this 'knowing' is making it soooooooo much 'Fun' for
me...! Truly...!
Man, I dont know if I am making sense to anyone at this point... but
that's the 'reality' am living in my 'Here and Now"... right now...
The True Experiencing of the Trusting the 'One Source'... the quiet
confidence of the 'knowing' that I am in the 'Straight and Narrow'
path... that I am and have 'Guides' (in human and non-human form/s) to
yank me to that Path... as that is what am wishing for anyways... to
'hasten' the pace... to 'get my self BACK into the Time-less
Sphere' ... without the limitation of my being a 'creative spirit'...
(sigh...! another huge sigh...!!!) And IT shall come to Pass... and
So It Will BE...!
Wait up... I think I have to get my feet back on the ground...
hahaha!!! Brings me to wishing to get back and watch my Star Trek:
The Next Generation Series...!!! hehehe...
Guess I've spell out enough... for now... and that's the thingy with
me... once I get 'started'... I truly, really 'Get Going'!...
Till next post... Do feel free please to let "Your Wings Unfold' and
'type-away'!!!
God Speed!
Ted
myself here at Thia-xp...
I just went back to the originating 'inspiration' of my replies here -
your first email, George...
I think I went way overboard in my 'reaction'... though what I
mentioned about is all TRUE, my True Feelings and Beliefs (for now...
that is, given my present 'understanding' of things...).
Your statement was : "...I am very much more cognizant and seriously
concerned with earth changes around 2012 and whatever changes ocurr
leading up to it. This does bother me more then I care to admit and
yet feel that there isn't much that can be done at this late date.
Who's to say one way or another? It would really piss me off to see
the earth get smoked, especially since I feel that the Thiaooubians,
or whatever could conceivably intervene! Guess we shall see what
happens in any event!"
I think (and believe) that a 'cataclysm' may just be inevitable... but
somewheres deep within me says such 'upheaval' of an Earthly physical
nature (meteorite hit, polar shift, core melt-down, global warming
effects, etc.) will NOT be in such magnitude to anihilate EVERYTHING
on this planet... but a SHIFT is definitely going to happen somehow...
wherein the Earth's 'vibration' will 'tune-in' or will keep in sync
with its 'inhabitants' evolution (or will it be the other way around,
but then again, the end result will still be the same)...
Such 'fatalistic' view of cataclysmic proportions may really be
inevitable IF one shall 'focus' on simply that - the Physical
Aspect... but IF one is 'focused' on the Transcending... the 'Joy' of
being 'Safe and Secure' in the Hands of the Benevolent One Source...
then surely, 'physical death' will be preceived and experienced as a
Liberation Phase... a Release from the bonds of this ultra-limiting
material dimension... (not just one's limited views but also the
'drag' of other being's absence of positivity or even their simple
spiritual ignorance...).
Frankly, I am not afraid of 'death', but probably just 'apprehensive'
of the 'millisecond physical pain' of transition from the physical to
the spiritual pane... and coincidences of coincidences - a few weeks
back when I was searching for the 'Conversations with God' movie (I
download my latest movies from Torrent sites), I downloaded a
'documentary' with the same title! But the difference was - it was all
about 'after Life' experiences of people who were able to make it
back! And the transformation of these people, after experiencing
'death' and what lies in store for us, "in the other side'... That of
NOT being afraid to die anymore - in fact, they did wish to return
back here, but for one reason or another, they just had to 'come
back'...
What drives me now is simply 'what can I do to contribute to our
spiritual evolution'? Not to mention that before I could 'share' the
"how to's" to others, that I should 'know' what I am talking about...
either by experience or the 'strength' of my Belief system... That its
no happenstance too that that Dr. Seuss' quote is one of my
battlecries ("...say what you feel... as people who mind dont matter
and those who matter, dont mind..."). Hence, 'shake the dust off
one's feet from visiting or being with unbelievers' and habituate (and
attract or look for) being with 'like spirits'... Simply leaving
'laggards' behind (as they just might 'suck you up' and be left behind
yourself!)... and prod on those who wish to 'move forward'...
So to me, its a Win-Win scenario... whether it 'ends'... or will
'beautifully transform'... both ways - One will end up at the One Same
Source... Man, we've got a LOOOOOOOOOOONG ways to GOOOOOOOO... but at
least, the pace is being STEPPED UP here on Earth...
...oh well, its again back to the 'salt mines' for me, hehehe... gotta
get back to work...!!!! Catch you later then...
Ted
Sent: Wednesday, March 14, 2007 1:55 AM
To: Ted O.
Subject: Re: george kinder has accepted your invitation to Gmail
Hello Ted:
I am extremely pleased that you have gone to so much trouble
with all of this! Read that Larga book today as well and found it
enlightening too. I have ever been convinced of e.t. contact with the
earth from an early age and there are too many cooincidences with any
research at all to think otherwise. I can truly understand now after
reading those two books why they refrain from direct major contact in
a public way! It all makes much more sense now and I thank you
exceedingly for posting TWO books now that I was able to read. I
would not have come acrossed them in any other way, save by YOU! I am
very gratefull to you for that! Those 2 books confirmed a lot of
things for me. The truth is very obvious now as both books allude to
evolution of the "consciousness" aspect! The people supposedly in the
"know" say its all mind. This is proof to me that they don't know as
they forget entirely the "heart" and therefore the "LOVE" aspect.
Never make the serious mistake of thinking that it is all mind. If it
were not for the "LOVE" aspect, therefore the "heart", none of this
would have been possible! It ever and always will boil down to
"feeling" and feeling is ever a degree of "LOVE", somehow, someway,
bottom line! When you look at all things from that aspect alone, then
it all makes sense, from a creator's point of view! One never does
anything unless its to gain a feeling from doing something or to keep
from feeling what it would feel like if you don't do something. Makes
sense if you think about it! Have an awesome day, Ted!
George
On 3/10/07, Ted O. <thia...@gmail.com> wrote:
Hi George!
Am glad you accepted the invite to open a google account... and you
named it with a prefix 'thia' as well...!
George, I have to 'confess' something... actually, am very glad about
having 'met' you... in a sense that somehow, I may be looking forward
and hopeful for a 'real sounding board' of what I am truly 'feeling'
without the accompanying apprehension that I am going to be somewhat
'persecuted' in whatever sense or level... And additional, that I
also may be 'Learning' further about experiences from others, wherein
it is 'selflessly' going to be given and shared with me, without the
'strings attached'... 'emotionally' particularly...
The google group was initially intended to be a simple one-on-one
sharing of experiences and comments on ideas, but on getting to know
what the google program offered, with the pages, discussions, etc at
al, I simply just 'toyed around' with its format... and looking a bit
forward too - when and if the time will come and be 'permitted' - that
other 'like souls' shall be attracted to it... whether in near or far
future... or whether at all even... nevertheless, as I said - I simply
just 'toyed around' with it.
I am 'baring my heart and soul' in Thiaoouba-XP - so its really not my
intention to let it be a 'very public fora' of ideas and
experiences... call it an 'elitist' type of a site (another label
there again), but the 'private' person that I am, and 'seeing' that
you too are such an individual... I was hoping we could 'bare our
souls' there, and at the same time maintain the 'inner Peace &
Harmony' that indeed, you still get the 'Feeling' that you our 'Ships
or Vessels' are 'Moored in a Safe Habour'... away from the
thunderstorms and cyclones of the 'uninitiated's self-preserving and
egotistical public opinion'...
Thank you, George... truly... however long our 'relationship' lasts...
may you know that you have been used as a 'vessel' of 'blessing and
growth'... by the Universe... even to just one 'infinitesimal'
soul...
Sincerely,
Ted
Ted
your beliefs and Feelings too...
and re: your 'thanking me' about the 2 books... I feel so 'humbled'
even to say 'you're welcome'... as I too believe am just a 'vessel' or
'conduit' as I have 'allowed' myself to be 'used' by the One Source...
by the Universe... by God... and at the same breath... with 'whatever
I have' that I could share... I share so willingly... (even to my own
detriment as more often than not, I share more than what is truly
need... hence the 'need' for me to have 'Balance'...).
I am so elated I have found a 'kindred spirit' with you... and perhaps
we could 'be like children of the stars'... Playing in this wonderful
'playground' which is known as Earth... Truly, I see this planet as
really wonderful... just that its 'vibrations' and its 'inhabitants'
are such... (sigh!)... boxed in and 'limited'... though it took me
more decades to now 'unlearn' what has been 'taught' me here, I thank
God for the 're-awakening'... as surely, I do have a 'role to play'
somehow in this 'Transformation'... this 'Shift'... the R-evolution
that is happening 'Now'... slowly but surely, but the 'process' is
being 'hastened' now... its like the 'candle called Earth' has now
been lit up at both ends... and the burning both-ends shall 'meet up'
by 2012... and then the 'Liberation' and "Graduation' to the next Tier/
Level shall have 'commenced'... This I believe and Feel in my bones...
as my 'Truth'...
Catch you at Thia-XP, George...! What a wonderful journey this is
going to BE...!!!
Keep Positively Attracting, George...
ALWAYs...
Ted