Great posting Tristan.
Yes - hard to say about other traditions, but Zen in the West has had
some problems with people taking up unreal expectations in their
practice. A pervading myth is that we practice to become calm and
serene, this has come about partly because of American authors and
teachers riding the Hippy wave, the imagery of Buddhism might be a
factor too, Iconographic images of Bodhisattva's such as Kannon have
been emphasized in modern Buddhism (It's interesting to note that
religious images from medieval societies in both in Japan and the
Europe are often harder images). Another is the therapeutic view if
you like, people sure they need to relax, or referred by some kind of
therapist, not a bad thing but not the core of practice as it's
sometimes presented as being.
There's a strong social factor too, our ancestors lived with death and
disease as accepted daily facts, today our cultures increasingly
demand explanations like "how could we allow this?" This is quite a
strong swing in our thinking compared to previous generations of
humans since we emerged as conscious beings. When you think about it
that's quite unprecedented. So we control our environment, our
comfort, surely this leads to being able at least to control our
happiness, ego, and health! This is our modern mindset as society,
which in turn emerge from Greeco-Indian Idealistic systems of
philosophy. It's very human (or monkey) to want things like this.
You say training for 'self improvement' -yes and no. As a short term
concept of something to aim for in practice - yes. If I take up
practice because I have an uncontrollable temper, depression or some
other deep problem, yes. But what then? No - because the Awakened
person comes to be free of that goal, this is not a philosophical
freedom, you can't just decide you don't care about your goals and
that means your Awakened now, that's still a Thought. Awakened Freedom
(Jiyu) is expressed in being. It's the difference between a
Calligraphy Artist who has hone a skill, and a Zen Master who's
calligraphy looks like Crows feet in ink. It can't be imagined or
sought or faked, it's nothing less than experiential expression of
Awakening - who am I - This.
Are Buddha's nice people? Are Buddha's people who have serene hearts?
Egoless? If you come to the answer 'yes' or at least 'I think they
should be, because they live in constant Samadhi' your practicing with
an ideal. You can't practice with ideals in fact, if you do then
your practicing with an out of control ego. Is your ego nice, calm,
turbulent, selfish? That's your practice in fact to find that out. Do
you extinguish it? No, that's a big mistake in thinking, thinking is
the problem here, all those things you like and don't like about
yourself make you who you are. Do you know who you are?
There's a Taoist story that's always been one of my favorites, it's
about just this very thing. A Taoist master is called upon by the
emperor of China to train a fighting Rooster. The imperial Cock must
be the best under heaven. Little by little the master extracts from
the animal various ego elements. Fear, doubt, pride, etc. Each time
the Emperor visits the progress of the animal it seems a little bit
more magnificent and invincible each time the Master says it's still
needs more training. Finally the Cock is presented to the Emperor, it
is no longer alive. Extracting all the flaws of personality have left
a dead thing that just stands like petrified stone - the facsimile of
it's former self. So perfect it has become useless and dead.
People quite often come to training it's seems confusing practicing
the Buddha Way with hating themselves. Or at least hating what they
think they fall short of being. It is surely difficult to grow
compassion from a position of Calvinistic inner hate.
Buddha Way is Middle Way.
On Nov 26, 6:50 pm,
grb...@gmail.com wrote:
> Dear Tristan,
>
> It's good to exercise the body and to a certain extent the mind and to eat
> health food and drink plenty of water. Hatha Yoga and massage and stretching
> are good to relax the body and relase nervous tension while regulating the
> breathing. Tai Chi and other similar activites, some of which you mention
> are probably also useful in this regard. It's also essential to do our best
> to lead a simple, kind and compassionate life, get up early and do some
> walking.
>
> However, while as humans it is difficult for the ego to perform activities
> without goals and performance indicators, this is not over useful in Zen,
> apart from helping to prepare the body and nervous system for extended
> sitting practice. One cannot really sit without forming an idea of goals,
> (because we are human and the ego is strong) but, they are not really
> helpful. Also, one should not try and sit without goals, because this is a
> form of 'doing' and also not over helpful. On the other hand we should have
> some commitment and engage in a regular program of Zazen and plan to sit
> each sit for a certain period of time. Gets confusing doesn't it? If we must
> have an aim it is to sit in stillness and silence, however some helpful
> practice such as walking meditation and counting the breath are also helpful
> at the right time in promoting the eventual goals of stillness and silence.
> While we can only act on an individual basis, when enough of us practice
> regularly and receive instruction appropriate to our level of practice and
> understanding, the world will be a "better place". Indeed, if only one of us
> practices with "heart", the world will be a better place.
>
> Kind regards,
> Graeme
>
> On 23/11/2007, tristan <
tder...@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>
>
> > Many people think about making the world a better place through self
> > improvement or training^. And there are plenty of paradigms they use
> > to direct their efforts. For example, 'accumulating brownie points on
> > your soul through compassionate action' is an idea that crops up quite
> > often. I don't find that one very helpful so I have been thinking
> > about other ways to describe goals.
>
> > I remember once hearing from someone about the idea of tension in the
> > body, and eliminating that tension* as a goal for training. In that
> > case it was in the context of zazen but I have, in part, trained
> > towards that goal through Aikido and using the Feldenkrais method -
> > moving my body parts in harmony so as not to have them work against
> > one another.
>
> > Please expand this idea to body-and-mind and consider tension as the
> > result of conflicting desires. Rather than thinking of desirelessness,
> > one could train towards eliminating tension.
>
> > Firstly, is this a worthy goal or is it flawed?
>
> > What would it be like - to have your desires completely aligned? For
> > example, all your actions would be aligned also - totally committed.
> > You would have no self-doubt, although you could remain skeptical.
> > Sounds pretty good, huh?!
>
> > Could it backfire? Could you be aligned but be a bastard - totally
> > committed to selfish or hedonistic desires? Could you end up training
> > to improve only yourself and nothing else? Does it need corollaries to
> > make it work?
>
> > Is there a desire (or set of desires) that is immutable and would have
> > to be part of one's alignment? I.e. Would it act as a constraint on
> > your other desires? This would determine the limits within which a
> > person could choose the direction of their alignment and the desires
> > to be changed/eliminated.
>
> > Is the above simply a restating of the goal for desirelessness?
>
> > I would appreciate any thoughts or comments.
>
> > Thanks!
>
> > Tristan
>
> > -----------
>
> > *Tension is often thought of in a static context (forces with no
> > motion) but I am applying it here in a dynamic context (forces and
> > motion).
>
> > ^In martial arts and some buddhist circles people use the term
> > 'training' more than 'self-improvement'. 'Training' allows for
> > broader interpretation in my opinion.