What is my gift?

[Patricia Hall]

I don't know what to call this, perhaps a gift from God.

 

Several years ago, because of a photographic memory, friends wanted me to go to be  hypnotized.. and also other experiences. They wanted to see if I had lived another life.  I said no because I had a fear of not coming out of it.

So my sister taught me how to self hypnotize myself.

She said when you hear a familiar voice you will come out of it.

 

I saw a calf in a enclosure, there was a little girl with blonde pigtails in a dress, and she and this little dog were worrying the calf. Now worrying is not a word I would use, but that is how it came to me. Then I head a screen door slam, and a woman yelled RENA.   Talk about coming out of it, I felt like my head telescroped clear through my body.

 

Rena is my mother, and the voice I recognized was her mother.  Both were still living at the time. Mom is 87 now.

 

My grandmother was in a nursing home, and I went to her with the information. She said oh my You have the Gift.

I said what, she said I had it too, but my mother told me not to pursue it as that is why they burned people at the stake.

 

I also saw a man sitting on a front porch with a corn cob pipe in his mouth, a plaid long sleeve shirt, and overalls, and he had his chair leaned back against the wall, you know with two legs off the ground.

 

I asked my grandmother about what I had seen.

She said that my mom used to get all dressed for church, and she would either go under the house with the dog, or she would worry the calf.   The old man was my grandmothers sisters husband.  My mom even remembered him in that pose.

 

He was dead before I was born.  I have seen much more then this, and very early when I was 13, and went through a tramatic event.

 

So what is this called that I don't necessarily see dead people,but some events.

 

GrandmaPat

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[donn...@gmail.com]

SO HOW DO YOU HYPNOTIZE YOURSLEF,IT COST $185.00 TO GO TO A LADY IN
DALLAS,I DONT HAVE $185.00 BUT REALLY WOULD LIKE TO KNW HOW TO FIND OUT
ABOUT WHAT IM SUPPOSE TO DO HERE,WHY I AM DIFFERENT AND WHY I AM NOT
GETTINGMUCH HELP,ETC. FIGURED I HAD SOME HORRIFIC THING WITH WATER
HAPPEN IN PAST LIFE,OR ITS MY FUTURE BECAUSE I ALWAYS HAVE FEARED
DROWNING AND MY SITER AND MOTHER ALWAYS HAVE DDREAMS OF ME DROWNING.
ENOUGHT O MAKE ME PROMISE TO NOT SWIM ON MY VACATION TOF LA AND NOT GO
ON A CRUSIE WITH MY BOYFRIEND. COULDNT OF HAD ANY FUN IF MY MOM WAS SO
WORRIED FOR THAT WEEK,JUST DIDNT SEEM RIGHT TO WORRY HER SO,SHE
DEFINITLY HAD SOME DREAM,SHE BEGGED ME NOT TO GO,FUNNY THING,I ALMOST
DID FALL OF YEARS LATER ON ANOTHER CRUISE,WEL I ALMOST JUMPED OFF. GLAD
I DIDNT. NOT A GOOD WAY TO GO IN MY BOOK. I DINT THINK I AM EASILY
HYPNOTIZED,IT LIKE SEEING GHOSTS AND SHADOW POEPLE AND NEAT STUFF LIKE
THAT. I HAVE TRIED ALL MY LIFE AND BELIEVED IN IT,BUT I NEVER GET TO
SEE ANY. ALL THE NON0BELIEVERS ALWAYS GET TO SEE THEM AND ON TOP OF
THAT,THEY STILL DONT BELIEVE AFTER THAT! ALTHUOGH, I DID HAVE TWO
ANGELS(I ASSUME) TAKE MY PANIC ANWAY AND LIFT ME UP WHILE I WAS FLYING
OUT THE WINDSHIELD IN A CAR CRASH,I FELT TWO PEOOPLE GRAB ME AS I WAS
IN MIDAIR SAYING OH SHIT OH SHIT I M GOONA HIT THAT PAVEMENT GOING
HEADFIRST AND IM SCARED ,WAH WAH WHA,THEN TWO FEELINGS OF HANDS UNDER
MY ARMPITS,I WENT TO LOOK BACK AND IN MY RIGHT EAR,I HEARD"DO NOT LOOK
BACK" I DIDNT.
I LIVED,A BIT MESSED UP,BUT I HEALED. I EVEN WONDER IF I REALLY HEARD
THAT SOMETIMES,OR IF I CREATED IT. GUESS IM SOUNDING LIKE THOSE
NON-BELIEVERS. I BELIEVE,ITS JSUT THAT WHY TAKE SO MUCH TIME TO SAVE ME
IF ITS GOTTA BE THIS HARD ALL THE TIME.I MEAN,I CAN LEARN ESSONS ALOT
EASIER THAT THIS,REALLY I CAN. COULD USE SOME HELP OCCASSIONALLY TOO!
WHY GOOD PAOPLE ALWAYS ALONE,AND BAD ONES TRAVEL IN PACKS?LIKE THEY
SNIFF ME OUT,APPEAR OUT OF NO-WHERE JUST TO FUCK WITH ME.ITS MORE THATN
COINCIDENCE. I HAVE ONE OF THOSE LIFES OF "WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF THAT
HAPPENING?" LIKE EVERYDAT! WEIRD SHIT,STUFF I CANT EVEN TALK ABOUT
,PEOPLE THINK I MAKE IT UP,BUT IT REALLY HAPPENS.
AND I JUST MOSY ALONG,WAITING FOR THE NEXT PERPOSTEROUS THING TO
OCCUR,I NEVER NOT EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED! KINDA COUNT ON IT. LAUGH ABOUT
ALOT TOO. IM THE KID WITH THE CLOUD OVER HER HEAD. THATS WHAT MY
PARENTS SAY. ONLY IN JSEST BUT THEY POOR THINGS,HAVE TO PAY FOR MY
HAVOC MOST OF THE TIME TOO,BAILING ME OUT OF THE MESS. POOR PARENTS,GOT
A BUM DAUGHTER. THEY DONT GET MAD,THEY KNOW ITS JSUT MY LIFE. IF TIS
GONNA HAPPEN TO ANYONE,IT WILL BE ME!
SO I COULD USE SOME HELP GOING TO THE HEART OF THE MATTER OR IF
ANYONE TALKS TO SPIRITS OR ANGELS,ASK THEM TO BE A BIT MORE CLEAR TO ME
IN WHAT THEY WANT!!GIVE ME A SIGN OR SOMETHING! ONE I CAN READ. OR EVEN
BETTER,APPEAR BEFORE ME,ONLY IF THEY ARE GOOD ONES! NO MEANIES ALLOWED!!

[Lisa Portolese]

Wow, Donnaboo, the first thing I want to point out is you reap what you sew, if you are going to expect bad/negative things than it has been my experience that they will find you.

 

The next thing I want to tell you is what I write is only my opinion and is not based on anything scientific or pragmatic. Okay? It is based on many things and not limited to the teachings of Christ, the Kabbalah, Buddism, Astrology and Native Indian Blessings.

 

You should always expect the best, think the best, think really positive and I think that brings enlightenment, peace and happiness, not only to you but the entire world.

 

It is our responsibility to medatate, pray and wish for world peace because we are spiritual beings which I think is a gift.

 

Bad news used to follow me everywhere, first step that I took and Iately have been much happier is to rid myself of toxic people i.e non-believers, people who are not spiritual or otherwise faith impaired, people who are not open minded and people who are dishonest etc. et al.

 

So you mention that you would like to hypnotize yourself to find out about past lives....also in an unrelated incident/accident angels told you to "not look back"

 

Maybe they were trying to give you a hint????

 

Maybe, the best thing IS to look forward......and not to make your life too complicated.

 

Chances are whatever negative karma you have built up over past lives will be dealt with in this one.

 

If you find yourself being exposed to the same lesson over and over again....then chances are you haven't dealt with the core problem just yet, the fact that you are seeking information is a really good sign.

 

From reading your e-mail...again this is only my opinion, I think you allow too many people to try and control you. I think you need to grab the reigns and get and then stay in control of your OWN destiny.

 

No one is omnipotent so I won't refer to the many books I have read from the many pop mediums out there with so many different theories.

 

I will say this, and not because she is part of this forum...the only person I would trust with any information that I feel I need to know would be Joyce Luciano....I heard her recently on the radio and I know she does past life readings over the Internet and many other kinds of readings as well.

 

Check out her site.

 

www.psychicofficialwitch.com/

 

...please don't go to some local hypnotist that could damage your 'psyche'....being hypontized puts you in a very weak and vulnerable state and leaves you open for the darkness, evil etc. Leave it to Pro's, some of them know what they are doing and really just want to help.

 

It seems far too easy to end up with a Charlatan and then what you learn becomes a self fulfilling prophecy.

 

I don't know why so many people are dreaming about you drowning, of course because I am a Pisces to me that would be the best way to go, as opposed to fire or shark attack. I recently went to Cuba and my ex-boyfriend put so many thoughts in my head about Sharks that at first I was afraid and normally I love Salt Water! I am surprised a Shark didn't find me because the smell fear but I got over it realizing the water was much too warm for them!

All I am trying to say is our thoughts have great power...and I hope you don't put off another cruise because someone thinks the worst will happen......www.psychicofficialwitch.com/ This eartly life is too short to keep putting up the more pleasurable things in life.

 

Anyway,

Peace, Light and Love

Lisa

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[Lisa Portolese]

I have that too............I usually just call it deja vous....but I guess it is something more.....