The test

[Bucy]

Hi Joni,

I wanted to inform you on what is going on, a bunch of stuff and it is
hard. Well you know I have Bi-polar schizophrenia and have a hard time
with “Voices” Last night they sat outside my window a gloated all
night long about all the things in my life they take away from me and
spoil for me so they can sit by my window and gloat. Stuff like not
getting to see dad before he died because they “Schizophrenia” devils
spirits manipulated our fellowship and myself and our family so that
everyone thought everyone else is some kind of evil monster or
something us the humans who work and try to live VS them the ghosts
with nothing to do except plot and scheme how to make us miserable
too.

Well long story short over the years I have spent months in hospitals
trying to get meds that work for this problem. Today I am strong and
healthy because of God’s Word and His help, but I have a burning ball
of anger in my stomach at these spirits who do this to me and others
like me. It wont go away, the anger ball and that is because once
kindled they read my mind and pick at me about all the things they
have taken from me to cause this pain. They are written of in the
bible as the abomination that makes desolate, Daniel, Ezekiel,
Thessalonians, Timothy, Peter, and Revelation are all books that
mention and speak about this abomination though I keep finding
reference to it, and I am now trying to track it through the whole
Bible and have started in Genesis, It helps to find what God has said
about it, and gives me a truly good feeling that God loves me so much
he had so many things written to help me fight these devil spirits,
the resurrected unjust ghosts who get to witness what their
interference in our society has caused as they know they can not truly
die, being undead, but watch as the prophecies of the end times come
true one after another.

Anyway finding these prophecies and showing this abomination the price
for its involvement and interference with the living has been my way
of coping with the loss these spirits cause me and the whole world
really, to steal kill and destroy the planet they stand on. Who they
think they are going to belittle next after the last animal dies is
beyond me, or if God does stop mankind from polluting and asteroids
from hitting this planet causing a global extinction for them as to
why. I don’t understand them but I have tools too.

I count my blessings, and pray almost non stop 24 hrs a day seven days
a week, in fact every step I take every word I say I look at God first
and them make my move, and this gives me great joy in my Spirit, In my
stomach the ball of anger at these dead people just continues to grow.
Well along time ago in Colorado God told me He put everything I needed
to stop this flesh anger in marijuana, and it works. I will be honest
it took me years to accept this after He told me because I was taught
from birth practically that smoking weed is devil worship and evil,
but I did it because I felt relief from emotional pain and anger and
finally a few years ago I truly accepted what God had told me, that
the cure grows for free.

Well I have this probation keeping me from smoking and the anger ball
growing bigger in me and depression making me sleep for days at a time
and stuff and it is centered on dad dying a lot. I wanted to go
fishing with him again some day because I love him so much, but the
devil drove these divisions in our family, and I know I caused a lot
of it because I was acting so crazy when these devils first started
torturing me. I found that smoking regularly stopped this storm of
anger and I don’t have to live in a field because I explode with rage
on a regular basis anymore. Try to imagine what it would be like to
listen to ghosts brag all night about how they took Stephanie from me,
then they took Lisa and Michaela from me, then they took mom and dad
from me, they took you and Jen from me, they have me beaten and raped
and false imprisoned often enough, and brag they are doing it to you
and your kids and everything else, they teach lies in the church and
have every greedy pig in every position of authority, well the anger
from listening to these endless suggestions of filth builds up so I
smoked some weed thinking I would take detoxify product they sell and
pass the drug test for probation. I failed the test yesterday and now
I am waiting to see if they are going to put me in prison again, or if
I can do classes of maybe rehab.

If I do have to go away I will try and send you my piano because it is
so much fun to play. I am sending this letter to document these events
on earth, I don’t know if you will get it but it was sent. The day of
the test God told me to study specifically Genesis 22 and it is about
Abraham and Isaac being taken to be sacrificed on the mount as a
testimony of Abrahams Faith and it gave me so much strength because
that is what I needed to hear. I took myself as a living sacrifice to
be sacrificed at the alter of this abomination and the witches that
are usually mentioned with them in the bible. Witches are people who
use spirits and make up little concoctions now called “medicine”
because they sell these drugs to the taxpayer through Medicare and
medicade and insurance. I don’t know what they cost but I do know one
I am prescribed costs $750.00 per month and I am looking at seven
bottles of the concoctions I am supposed to take to help me with the
pain that the abomination that makes desolate causes when it is set up
in the temple of the body of Christ. I am a proud member of this body
and that is what the bible says the abomination will do, set itself
up, declare itself god, and forbid food and marriage God declares to
be sanctified by prayer, in the body of Christ.

Just read the list of what I wrote they taunt me about my marriages
they took away as they forbid me marijuana God told me to smoke for
the anger this abomination causes an exact match to what the bible
says will happen but nobody will talk to me about it. A witch is a
doctor that makes $700.00 an hour to lie about how much they make
today, often enough.

These events are documented in the Word, and if you want to talk about
it I need moral support. God requires a test before judgment and I am
his Guiney pig some what but I don’t mind because I know it is for the
greatest best, somebody has got to get on the alter and I don’t mind
it is me but I miss you and want you to write me if I have to go to
prison again.

I love you Joni,
Your brother Dean.

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