I have a question that no one has been able to answer ?

[Crystal Kirby]

Hello my name is Crystal I have a gift of some sort but I don't know what it is all the things I have read are close but not right on the nose.

I first discovered it when I was 14 or 15 I was able to feel things before they happened  and sometimes get really sick when something bad was going to happen  and even have visions  I believe  that is psychic power but I have more and this is what I don't know  what to call this gift 

When I found I could do this my mom told me she to could do this and more  she called it mind control  but I can not find anything that fits my gift  she helped me learn how to use it  .

Here is what  I have done so far

1 I was so pissed at my sister and I wanted her to go through as much pain as she caused me I was on my way home at the time when I got home 10 min before I got there she was having bad back pain she went to the hospital and they told her that her vertebra had turned to mush  it was about that time that I wanted her to have pain she still suffers to this day  its not what I wanted I don't think I thought it was a coincidence  or I wanted it to be.

 

2 I was driving home with a guy I really liked and I found he was using me  we where on the highway I was so mad I thought to my self I hope he has car trouble I could feel such energy at the moment I thought it the car started smoking and it stopped right on the highway it cast him lots to have it fixed and they could not figure what happened  I was mad at my self for a bit I laughed and said to myself I meant with out me in the car  I told my mom of the two incidents  and she told me I would have to be very carful not to want bad things to happen to people when I got mad  and so I stopped letting myself get that mad  for a wile anyway.

 

3  my mom had been driving ne crazy for days and I was really stressed and we were coming down our hallway to our apartment I just looked at her and thought why don't you just have a nose bleed and right then her nose started to bleed and freaked and told her I was so sorry she was not mad she laughed and said thanks it relieved the pressure in her head .

 

4 this is the last one   My so called best friend hurt me really bad for the last time no I did not kill her lol  but I did sit and thought I would like her boyfriend to start hitting her  and her to lose her kids to children's aid and that she would get prego again with twin boys and lose them too  she was prego at the time about a year or so later I ran into her and she told me  that her mom has custody of her daughter laura 4 at that time and the baby she was prego with  at the time she pissed me off was taken from her right at birth they went to the hospital and took her baby and then she told me that happened because her boyfriend was beating her  and she would not leave him  at that time she was prego again  yup with twin boys  and children's aid came and took them right at birth too 

 

I now never let my self get that mad  not many people believe me when I talk about this  some become afraid of me some close friends believe me but I have no name for this power  it seems to be a little of a few thing please  let me know if you have the answer also I give my permission to share this with others if you think it will help me find out what this gift is .

Thank you so much Crystal