help

[cool girl 2009]

I’m living in my own little fantasy world. You know the one we all get stuck in the world of love. The one where we all believe love is real. When in truth all love is, is hurt. We stay with someone and for girls the guys make them think they really love them. It’s easy for girls to believe guys cause we only date the ones we like. They keep us going with it. Then when we least expect it they break our hearts. You can be walking through the hallway at school and they just walk by and say it’s over or something that hurts you then later they try to fix it. You can’t fix a broken heart you can only try to piece it back together. The hurt stays with us and it never goes away. I’ve had enough of it from my family, friends, and from guys I actually did love or still do love. Why do they have to hurt us. I know most of the time its because they don’t know it is going to hurt us. My world is being torn apart piece by piece and no one notices it they think I’m fine cause I try to cover it up with a smile and most of the time it works. I’m starting to get to where I don’t care anymore. Why sit here and let people tell me who to be. I hate that. I want to be with someone to be happy. I noticed lately that’s not possible. I’ve told people for years that I wasn’t meant to be happy. They think I’m wrong. Everything I try to do messes up. I try to keep a boyfriend I don’t do anything wrong he breaks up with me breaks my heart and hurts me so bad I cried. I get another guy and all the stuff my ex is spreading around he doesn’t want to date I feel like about to cry now cause of that because I really did like him. Why does love have to be so hard?

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love always
       cool girl 2009

[Courtney Mathewson]

oh my gosh.... that sounds terrible!! :(

[cool girl 2009]

yeah i no but everytime i turn around i get hurt so i am starting to get used to it i think it wrong for someone to have to get used to that but now im with a guy i was with 7 months before all the drama im not losing this one i refuse to

[Courtney Mathewson]

good for you :)

[melina alonso]

i know how you feel but the most important part is that you make sure
your happy first, dont try to be who your not becuase you'll end up
hurting yourself, you cant be who your not embrace who you are because
if people dont accept you then there not important to being with.
everyone has a reason for doing things either or no they realize it.

On Wed, Mar 23, 2011 at 4:53 PM, Courtney Mathewson

[Aliya Malhotra]

thats really bad!!! i know love gives so much pain!!! probably its the
only emotion in the world that makes you feel happy and sad!! dont
worry things will work out!!!!

[madi iv]

well then get out there and fail a little more i know im not much of a lover bec i dnt fall, but the ones tht do im jelouse of they seem to have a little more heart in them.

  

          i really hope for your sake nothing else happens!

[tish]

hang in there the right one will come along and will treat u right there some good ones out there youll find one i know

[cool girl 2009]

yeah ive been looking and u no sometimes u just feel left out and lonely and i dnt no what to do sometimes its weird ive never been single and ive been single for a month now lol i need a life but i dnt know how to get one!!!

On Mon, Sep 19, 2011 at 12:41 AM, tish <trtr...@gmail.com> wrote:

hang in there the right one will come along and will treat u right there some good ones out there youll find one i know

[tammy raimondi]

just hang in there it will work out.tammy

[Wensie Todogieta]

dont worry some one better will come in just hang in there.naloz