Letter To Swami Brahmananda from� SRINAGAR,
�1st August, 1898.
�MY DEAR RAKHAL,
�You are always under a delusion, and it does not leave you
because of the strong influence, good or bad, of other brains.
It is this: whenever I write to you about accounts, you feel
that I have no confidence in you. . . . My great anxiety is
this: the work has somehow been started, but it should go on
and progress even when we are not here; such thoughts worry me
day and night. Any amount of theoretical knowledge one may
have; but unless one does the thing actually, nothing is
learnt. I refer repeatedly to election, accounts, and
discussion so that everybody may be prepared to shoulder the
work. If one man dies, another � why another only, ten if
necessary � should be ready to take it up. Secondly, if a
man's interest in a thing is not roused, he will not work
whole-heartedly; all should be made to understand that
everyone has a share in the work and property, and a voice in
the management. This should be done while there is yet time.
Give a responsible position to everyone alternately, but keep
a watchful eye so that you can control when necessary; thus
only can men be trained for the work. Set up such a machine as
will go on automatically, no matter who dies or lives. We
Indians suffer from a great defect, viz we cannot make a
permanent organisation � and the reason is that we never like
to share power with others and never think of what will come
after we are gone.
�I have already written everything regarding the plague. Mrs.
Bull and Miss M�ller and others are of opinion that it is not
desirable to spend money uselessly when hospitals have been
started in every Ward. We lend our services as nurses and the
like. Those that pay the piper must command the tune.
�The Maharaja of Kashmir has agreed to give us a plot of land.
I have also visited the site. Now the matter will be finalised
in a few days, if the Lord wills. Right now, before leaving, I
hope to build a small house here. I shall leave it in the
charge of Justice Mukherjee when departing. Why not come here
with somebody else and spend the winter? Your health will
improve, and a need, too, will be fulfilled. The money I have
set apart for the press will be sufficient for the purpose,
but all will be as you decide. This time I shall surely get
some money from N.W.P., Rajputana, and other places. Well,
give as directed . . . money to a few persons. I am borrowing
this amount from the Math and will pay it back to you with
interest.
�My health is all right in a way. It is good news that the
building work has begun. My love to all.
�Yours affectionately,
�VIVEKANANDA
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THURSDAY, August 1, 1895. (RECORDED BY MISS S. E. WALDO, A
DISCIPLE)
The real Guru is the one through whom we have our spiritual
descent. He is the channel through which the spiritual current
flows to us, the link which joins us to the whole spiritual
world. Too much faith in personality has a tendency to produce
weakness and idolatry, but intense love for the Guru makes
rapid growth possible, he connects us with the internal Guru.
Adore your Guru if there be real truth in him; that
Guru-bhakti (devotion to the teacher) will quickly lead you to
the highest.
�Sri Ramakrishna's purity was that of a baby. He never touched
money in his life, and lust was absolutely annihilated in him.
Do not go to great religious teachers to learn physical
science, their whole energy has gone to the spiritual. In Sri
Ramakrishna Paramahamsa the man was all dead and only God
remained; he actually could not see sin, he was literally "of
purer eyes than to behold iniquity". The purity of these few
Paramahamsa (Monks of the highest order) is all that holds the
world together. If they should all die out and leave it, the
world would go to pieces. They do good by simply being, and
they know it not; they just are. . . .
Books suggest the inner light and the method of bringing that
out, but we can only understand them when we have earned the
knowledge ourselves. When the inner light has flashed for you,
let the books go, and look only within. You have in you all
and a thousand times more than is in all the books. Never lose
faith in yourself, you can do anything in this universe. Never
weaken, all power is yours.
�If religion and life depend upon books or upon the existence
of any prophet whatsoever, then perish all religion and books!
Religion is in us. No books or teachers can do more than help
us to find it, and even without them we can get all truth
within. You have gratitude for books and teachers without
bondage to them; and worship your Guru as God, but do not obey
him blindly; love him all you will, but think for yourself. No
blind belief can save you, work out your own salvation. Have
only one idea of God � that He is an eternal help.
�Freedom and highest love must go together, then neither can
become a bondage. We can give nothing to God; He gives all to
us. He is the Guru of Gurus. Then we find that He is the "Soul
of our souls", our very Self. No wonder we love Him, He is the
Soul of our souls; whom or what else can we love? We want to
be the "steady flame, burning without heat and without smoke".
To whom can you do good, when you see only God? You cannot do
good to God! All doubt goes, all is, "sameness". If you do
good at all, you do it to yourself; feel that the receiver is
the higher one. You serve the other because you are lower than
he, not because he is low and you are high. Give as the rose
gives perfume, because it is its own nature, utterly
unconscious of giving.
�The great Hindu reformer, Raja Ram Mohan Roy, was a wonderful
example of this unselfish work. He devoted his whole life to
helping India. It was he who stopped the burning of widows. It
is usually believed that this reform was due entirely to the
English; but it was Raja Ram Mohan Roy who started the
agitation against the custom and succeeded in obtaining the
support of the Government in suppressing it. Until he began
the movement, the English had done nothing. He also founded
the important religious Society called the Brahmo-Samaj, and
subscribed a hundred thousand dollars to found a university.
He then stepped out and told them to go ahead without him. He
cared nothing for fame or for results to himself.
THURSDAY AFTERNOON:
�There are endless series of manifestations, like
"merry-go-round", in which the souls ride, so to speak. The
series are eternal; individual souls get out, but the events
repeat themselves eternally; and that is how one's past and
future can be read, because all is really present. When the
soul is in a certain chain, it has to go through the
experiences of that chain. From one series souls go to other
series; from some series they escape for ever by realising
that they are Brahman. By getting hold of one prominent event
in a chain and holding on to it, the whole chain can be
dragged in and read. This power is easily acquired, but it is
of no real value; and to practise it takes just so much from
our spiritual forces. Go not after these things, worship God.