Good. It's working.

[Benji]

Sorry to get everyone's hopes up. I was pretty stoked about it all.
Too bad to have it all come crashing down. It was quite a roller-
coaster for me.

But secretly I was sort of relieved as I was getting stressed out. I
mean, I really want to do it, and I did my utmost best, but now that
I'm relegated to simply my film goals, it's sort of a weight off me.
Now filmmaking seems simple, like a plug and play.

I'll keep this up to date as my experiences unfold, and as additional
opportunities present themselves. I haven't given up. In fact, my
upcoming trip to CA deals much with the whole nonprofit thing. I'm
expecting to learn a few things from where I'll be living.. long
story, at Lake Arrowhead. Just trust me. I know it sound trite, but
I really sense this is research for future development.