I know your post is six years old, but I'm responding out of curiosity. I live about 100-kilometres west of Toronto, and to put it bluntly, I want to die. I'm not looking for a partner to die with me, although that might be nice. I'm looking for someone to help me succeed in killing myself. All I ask is that they either watch, or stand by and prevent anyone from interfering. I have my method chosen, I want to die by hanging myself. Hanging is relatively foolproof, if I'm given enough time for the noose around my neck to kill me. I now I will lose consciousness within about eight to nine seconds, and irreversible neurological damage occurs after five minutes. Death can take anywhere from twenty-to-thirty minutes. To be open, I have tried to hang myself before, five times when I was in my early teens and into my early 20s. I've even tried to cause my neck to break, though obviously unsuccessfully.
All I need is for someone to be close by when I hang myself. Then, all they have to do is stay in close proximity to prevent interference. If you want to watch as I die, that's more than okay! You can confirm when my heart stops, then give me an additional half-hour or so to make sure I'm dead.
Please help me die!