Mylittle brother Arthur Sturdivant, Jr. died by homicide on June 8, 2021. I was there when he went, lying in the street in Selma. Police arrested the man who shot him, but the ambulance arrived too late. Arthur was 21 years old. I was 25.
After Arthur died, I barely had time to grieve because I was so busy trying to make sure everybody was OK. Financial worries, paperwork, administrative delays, and the lack of clear direction about who could help manage it all made that hard moment much much harder.
But recent reporting has made it clear that delays like the one my family experienced are common, and a major reason for that is budget issues. The Commission has asked lawmakers to allocate $3.1 million in their 2024 budget, which it says will support operating expenses, reduce delays, and free up existing dollars to be spent on victims instead of staff.
My experience is like that of far too many Black women in Alabama, and across America. Black Americans are more than four times as likely to die by homicide than the U.S. population overall, and nearly seven times as likely as white Americans to die by homicide. These victims leave behind family members like me who are left to pick up the pieces, hold ourselves together, and move forward.
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It's been three weeks since George Floyd was killed by a Minneapolis police officer who kneeled on his neck for more than eight minutes. Floyd's killing has sparked unrest across America, including in parts of Wyoming that aren't used to seeing protests. From Laramie and Casper to Gillette, Riverton, and even small towns like Dubois and Pinedale, people in our state are speaking out against racism and police violence against Black people. At many of these vigils, marches and demonstrations, Black Wyomingites are leading the way.
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Toting his teddy bear by his side, my little brother would climb into his car seat, just waiting to be buckled in. My older sister and I stared out our respective windows once we got too tired to keep talking, and my baby sister would babble something unintelligible out loud to no one in particular.
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