ALWAYS TRY AND SMILE

[kissedangel]

Always try and smile. This is not an easy task to accomplish. What I
normally do is think about the people I love. Laughing is not so
easy, but is one of the best natural medicines one can obtain. Today,
many people had a good laugh. Some had their work disrupted, but this
one event was something so rare that it was priceless. We are all
human beings who feel. Tomorrow one will never know where our
situation will take us. When I begged social services to accommodate
my child and I, because I am frightened of where we live and they
did. My child and I stayed in a hotel which was paid for by social
services. Social services treated my child and I with respect. I met
so many people from different cultures, backgrounds and classes who
never believed that we would end up living in a hotel; but what kept
us going was laughing together. We all had a mutual respect for each
other. This is why I did not want to come back to Northampton; but I
did. Living in Northampton is torture because mutual respect for your
fellow human being has to be fought for. In London I was given it
because I am a human being like everyone else.

So, today it was brilliant that all the people around me or touched by
me had a good laugh, I am normally a giving person. What has kept me
strong is love for four people and mutual respect for my fellow human
beings. Respect to the probation service for sharing a laugh with me
about the sad situation my family is in.

[kissedangel]

Respect to the probation service for sharing a laugh with me about
the

sad situation my family is in. At the end of the day probation just
left my family in the situation, nothing was done to move us or let
the authorities no the truth. Everyone said so many negtive things
about probation, but I put my trust in them.. It is
very well saying "we tried to help", but when and how. I hear from
the
people who have disrespected us is that we want to help you. The very
same people who believe that the education of a young child should
emcompass racisim and discrimination and if you dare complain we have
you up in court for rubbish and we will give you a criminal record.
Imagine
this; black woman, one child and racial harassment directed at this
one family. Child runs away, could have been murdered and then mum is
thrown in jail. Police try to do mother with child abuse, neglect and
others (the only crime they leave out is rape). Mother cries in jail
for her baby, police doctor comes along and says she is mad. Mum
wants to know what is wrong with crying for her child who have spent
most of her life being subjected to racial verbal and physical abuse
from those outside her home; Mother retorts to doctor "did you expect
me to ask for a mobile disco?"
Mother wants to know why she is being labelled by the people who have
failed her family.

The doctor retorts if you do not shut-up about what the authorities
in
Northampton have done to your family we will say your complaints are
affecting your child�s well-being. At a later date the police find
out they do not have a leg to stand on concerning child abuse and
instead come up with charge
of harassment section 2 after trying to convict mother as the racist
and fail. They call a drunk as their prime witness. Police
prosecution throw away interview tapes of mothers
arrest for child abuse and the later arrest for
harassment. Police contaminate evidence and consolidate the running
away incident with the harassment incident so both incidents have the
same charge number, but one goes to court and the other is destroyed
the only material left is the one in which the doctor calls the
mother
mad. The police prosecute the mother, mother does not get legal aid
and the rest is history what is probation doing about it?
Guess what I have not finished yet.
We are left in our home subjected to continuous racial abuse from
Peet and her supporters. My child is so fortunate; to think what she
could have been if I was not her parent.
I am concerned about how the police promote racism in Northampton, I
am concerned that the bench did what they did; which is a reflection
of the fact that Northampton Town does not promote diversity,

[kissedangel]

"Share a laugh with me about the sad situation my family is in"

I love who I am, I am happy, I feel so good and I love life. I have a
great family and I am blessed to be the woman I am. All of you feel
good to it is your right!!

I ended up suing so many organisations in Northampton for infringing
my familes human rights and look what the courts did. NOTHING. Whilst
I on the other hand is taken to court for a bit of rubbish. The
police with the authorities have said to my child it is OK to be
violent, racist, drink booze all day do not read or write and we will
support you. My role is to counteract this negative example. The diary
my child produced was viewed by the police on so many occassions and
they just left us. That was then and this is now. We are now aware
that the police will never help us with the Peet family, so I will be
doing things my way.

Always love yourself first. Bye for now.