Help -- I'm on verge of suicide
ssa...@teleport.com
Lupus, Fibromyalgia, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Asthma and several more diseases.
My father passed away nearly two years ago! This when we got reconected
with my Brother (we have not seen him in over 20 years.). He kept calling
us with a sad story. I'm either stupid or overly kind and talked my mother
into letting him move in with us.
Today he started screaming at me and calling me stupod and he iis the only
one with supperior knowledge.
Since he arrived a month ago he crashed my tower compter, and my laptop!!!
He just crash them he kicked them, and threw one on the wall. He erased
inportant data that allows the computer to work. He will tell me he erased
information and then askes me to fix it because it's not working, I looked
and saw the missing info, and when I tell him what he did he starts
streaming at me. My mother always agreed with me --- excepet tonight she
sided with him and told me to shut the fuck up she doesn't want to hear any
argueements.
I now know how much my father protected my from my physically and verbally
abusive mother and brother. Now that they're together they're even worse
then before.
The cops only protect the old and the young -- anyone can do anything to
me -- I HAVE NO RIGHT--- I have to die for the pain to stop DEATH IS THE
ONLY EXCAPE FROM PAIN
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Dru
cgoods...@teleport.com
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coooooool grandma
