This is my explanation for not being able to feel sexually attracted to people:
HyperScribe
mock me for being a sociopath:
>>>> You're obviously trying to take the piss out of me, and let's just say
>>>> >>> quit it, because it ain't working. I know my own problems, and I don't
>>>> >>> have insecurities, I have perversions, there's a world of difference.
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> It's estimated that only 1% of the population has practiced
>>>> >>> autofellatio, and I come into that category. I have severe autophilia,
>>>> >>> and can only feel sexually attracted to myself. This is a by-product of
>>>> >>> my NPD. If I can only get sexually aroused by my own presence, it makes
>>>> >>> me furthermore consider necrophilia, as they would be no more than an
>>>> >>> inflatable doll which I could use when in my own presence, as their
>>>> >>> presence is non-existent.
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> I'm not going to have a sex change, as my penis is rather large and once
>>>> >>> I've doped myself up to the eyeballs in some intoxicant, and abstained
>>>> >>> from masturbation for two weeks, I may then be able to feel sexual for
>>>> >>> others.
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> So no, I have no insecurities, it's just that everyday I love myself, I
>>>> >>> love others less and less. For example, the town's pastor (who I know
>>>> >>> very well) dropped dead at a young age yesterday, and I didn't bat an
>>>> >>> eyelid because I just cannot be a human. I know I need psychiatric help
>>>> >>> now because it sure ain't normal for a 16 year old to to fancy himself
>>>> >>> to the extent he hates everyone else for not being him.
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> Also, because I am thinking of necrophilia and stealing paraphernalia
>>>> >>> from laboratories in case I could clone myself.
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> But hold on though, I have no idea why you're implying anything bad
>>>> >>> about me and all of this business about flooding asd to mimic me,
>>>> >>> because when have I ever dissed you?
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> And come on, who's the one going on about insecurities to someone who
>>>> >>> clearly needs a few, when you've got so many yourself.
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> I mean, what kind of man gets beaten up by women, you fucking weak piece
>>>> >>> of trash. Beaten by a woman! You should have done what I did, beat the
>>>> >>> fucker back. And my I remind you that yes I know it is cowardly to hit a
>>>> >>> woman, but the reason why I would hit a woman and not a bodybuilding man
>>>> >>> is because I treasure my life over my pride.
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> So I suggest you just shut the **** up, because I'll always be better
>>>> >>> than you, the reason why I feel so sexual towards myself, is because I
>>>> >>> am so sexy, the reason why I spread counterfeit money into the economy
>>>> >>> is because I deserve it and the reason why I am starting a cult is to
>>>> >>> absolutely ruin people's lives, which I would be very proud of.
>>>> >>>
>>>> >>> So go crawl back into your depression, with your bunny boiling bitch
>>>> >>> beating bitches, and I'll stay nice and narcissistic, sociopathic, and
>>>> >>> do all I can to hurt everything around me.
And as you can see, once again, none of this is my fault, it is an
accident that God made and I cannot be held responsible for my necrophilia.
Elizabeth
While it may not be your fault, you can certainly learn to modify your
responses. Maybe you could look upon this modification process as
something that will help you live a more normal life in society.
Otherwise you will be ostracized, or eventually imprisoned.
-Elizabeth-
HyperScribe
I know, I wish there was something I could do. All of these things I sad
here are true. I've written about 200 pages of a cult doctrine which I
am going to preach, I've perfected a method of counterfeiting, which I
may or may not use, and I am trying to cut a key of the morgue to sell
corpses to juju magicians.
I'm trying to get a secret psychiatrist appointment and I hope they will
give me something before I do any of it.
John Kuthe
> This is what I wrote to someone else in another group when they tried to
> mock me for being a sociopath:
> And as you can see, once again, none of this is my fault, it is an
> accident that God made and I cannot be held responsible for my necrophilia.
Which god, Zeus?
;-)
John Kuthe...
The Dave
<Hyper...@fortune.bad> wrote:
>I know, I wish there was something I could do. All of these things I sad
>here are true. I've written about 200 pages of a cult doctrine which I
>am going to preach, I've perfected a method of counterfeiting, which I
>may or may not use, and I am trying to cut a key of the morgue to sell
>corpses to juju magicians.
Counterfeiting currency? Start with that, that sounds like a good plan.
Remus Shepherd
> This is what I wrote to someone else in another group when they tried to
> mock me for being a sociopath:
> > love others less and less. For example, the town's pastor (who I know
> > very well) dropped dead at a young age yesterday, and I didn't bat an
> > eyelid because I just cannot be a human. I know I need psychiatric help
> > now because it sure ain't normal for a 16 year old to to fancy himself
> > to the extent he hates everyone else for not being him.
Hmmmn. This sounds familiar.
I'm a bit of a sociopath myself, HyperScribe. Not very sexually attracted
to human beings. I feel different, not really human at all, sometimes.
I'm quite a bit older than you so I've mellowed out some, but you sound a bit
like myself as a teenager.
My advice? Be yourself, even if you're a monster...but be the most
benevolent, socially active and socially responsible monster you can be.
You will be cutting yourself out of many opportunities and experiences if
you continue to avoid human beings. Spend time with them and learn to
appreciate their good points, because they really are amazing creatures when
you get past the ugly primate outer behavior. I'm not saying you should
fuck 'em, just get to know them and keep a few human beings in your life
who are important to you. You *will* need them someday, whether as emotional
support, professional contacts, or just intellectual stimulation -- all
things that you can't get from inanimate objects nor from yourself.
I'm not just offering this advice because human beings make great pets
and you should adopt some. :) I'm telling you that if you do not keep
yourself tethered to humanity, you will end up hunted by them someday.
Deviant behavior is feared and punished. It's a good idea to understand
human beings enough that you know where their social and legal boundaries
are. If you cross those boundaries, your life will be cut short, and you
don't want that.
You cannot choose what you are, HyperScribe, but you can choose what
to do with yourself. You could be a morgue-stalking monster that is
hunted with pitchforks, or you could be a observant, benevolent alien with
a unique perspective on human life and society. That is your choice, and
don't blame God or anyone else for the path you choose to take from the point
at which you started.
Best of luck, paisano.
... ...
Remus Shepherd <re...@panix.com>
Indefensible Positions -- a story of superheroic philosophy.
http://indepos.comicgenesis.com/
Cali
I don't believe that anyone on here is mocking you. Perhaps at first
we felt you were a troll or wanted to get attention but if you are
really 16 years old, how do you *KNOW* that you are narcissistic,
sociopathic and a necrophiliac? Most guys your age are into cars,
movies, girls, fun, etc. If you do have these severe psychological
abnormalities, I strongly suggest that instead of spending money on
pros, use that money on a psychiatrist. Do you know what necrophilia
is? You seem to compare this so lightly as playing with a doll.
Necrophia is having sex with a dead body, with human remains and that
takes someone with a very sick mind to choose an activity like that.
You love yourself so much yet you don't care if you desecrate other's
body or even let yours open to germs, since a human body begins to
deteriorate rapidly upon cellular death. And you can't see this is
totally abnormal???????
You are right: nobody else will want you until you get help and even
then, you have a long way to go before you can even show proper human
emotions, such as respect for others, feelings for others, etc. This
is your fault because you are not willing to do anything about your
problems!
Your writing style nor your grasp of information and vocabulary
indicate that you are not 16 years old....Is this a cry for help or
just a troll who is bored and decided to have a bit of fun at the
expense of the group????
Calli
> accident that God made and I cannot be held responsible for my necrophilia.- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -
The Dave
<calligr...@yahoo.com> wrote:
>Your writing style nor your grasp of information and vocabulary
>indicate that you are not 16 years old....
Perhaps, perhaps not. When I was 13 most people assumed I was in my 20s
or 30s based on my writing (this was mainly in technical newsgroups)
*shrugs*
Neither grasp of information nor vocabulary is a reliable indicator.
>Is this a cry for help or
Possible.
>just a troll who is bored and decided to have a bit of fun at the
>expense of the group????
Yes.
HyperScribe
> Hi HS,
>
> I don't believe that anyone on here is mocking you. Perhaps at first
> we felt you were a troll or wanted to get attention but if you are
> really 16 years old, how do you *KNOW* that you are narcissistic,
> sociopathic and a necrophiliac?
I wasn't saying that anybody here was mocking me, I was referring to a
man who tried to hurt me in alt.support.depression and failed greatly.
I do have narcissistic personality disorder because the shrink said so,
but here in England, we have the power to stop a psychiatrist from
diagnosing us unless we are sectioned, which I haven't been.
She said I have narcissistic personality disorder, and I said to her,
fine but I won't allow you to officially diagnose me as that, and she
said fine, there is nothing she could do if I was not a danger.
I have to say that it is a odd question to ask as to how someone knows
what they are. It's quite simple, I love myself and want to marry
myself, (narcissism), I have no feeling for others and didn't cry at any
funeral I have been to even those of close relatives, (sociopathy).
Yesterday, I was reading the obituaries to see if anyone had died
recently from a tumor or something so they weren't mutilated,
(necrophilia). But what you have to realize is that I am not a
necrophiliac because I feel attracted to dead bodies, I am a
necrophiliac because I am put off by the thought of other people, and
seeing as a dead body has no presence, they do not put me off.
Their eyes cannot see me, but I can see them.
> Most guys your age are into cars,
> movies, girls, fun, etc.
Don't you think that is what I want? Don't you think I have a right to
be angry for the accident that my mother calls her conception? It is my
right to have sex with these corpses and sell them to cannibals for if
fate will put me at odds with all living but myself, I will put myself
at ease with death, and defile the remains of God's creation creating
corruption of biblical proportions.
> If you do have these severe psychological
> abnormalities, I strongly suggest that instead of spending money on
> pros, use that money on a psychiatrist.
In England, we do not pay for shrinks, and if we did, I would not
because I shall not sit there and be forced to cure something that
should have never been my burden from the first place.
> Do you know what necrophilia
> is? You seem to compare this so lightly as playing with a doll.
And do you have deep insight into why it isn't?
It is not a doll, but a piece of meat.
> Necrophia is having sex with a dead body, with human remains and that
> takes someone with a very sick mind to choose an activity like that.
> You love yourself so much yet you don't care if you desecrate other's
> body or even let yours open to germs, since a human body begins to
> deteriorate rapidly upon cellular death. And you can't see this is
> totally abnormal???????
No, for I have explained that if I love myself so much, then I hate
others a lot, being the case that by screwing a corpse, i am desecrating
something sacred, sex can become a turn on for me in the hatred factor.
I do sincerely hope though, that I manage to gain a system of control
where I can feel sexual towards others.
There's a little autistic girl who is a virgin that lives in another
city to me, think of how I could be seen as her God if I was the cherry
popper, she could be the first member of my cult.
> You are right: nobody else will want you until you get help and even
> then, you have a long way to go before you can even show proper human
> emotions, such as respect for others, feelings for others, etc. This
> is your fault because you are not willing to do anything about your
> problems!
I have already stated before, and I am beginning to wonder whether you
were under the influence of a narcotic when you read my posts, that I am
trying to feel sexual for others and I wanted some advice as to how I
could gain self-control to gain and maintain an erection over others, as
I am using sex as a control method like Charles Manson.
You have no insight into my life apart from what I portray myself here.
I do not think you have the slightest clue on necrophilia, narcissism,
or sociopathy, because you would know that a sociopath can mask their
illness. I swear, and by saying this I am not boasting, that almost
everyone I meet compliments me on my good looks and charm.
But you don't yet realize that that is exactly what they said to Ted
Bundy. Once I do learn to control my sexuality, boy, you'd better watch
out because I'm going after every shy, anorexic and autistic girl out
there, they can be my new cult members.
> Your writing style nor your grasp of information and vocabulary
> indicate that you are not 16 years old
I'm afraid they do actually, as no-one of my age is as articulate as me.
For Christ's sake, do you blatantly ignore the fact that I am an author,
do you ignore the fact that I hold a diploma in NLP, have learned
hypnosis, studied criminal psychology, advanced hacking and politics.
If you listen to most children my age, they are thick, every other word
is fuck, they don't know the meaning of long words and they are just
generally nowhere near as versed as me.
....Is this a cry for help or
> just a troll who is bored and decided to have a bit of fun at the
> expense of the group????
It is neither.
I don't know why you have constantly ignored my posts, but I quite
clearly said to you that I wanted to know some control techniques to
gain and maintain an erection and generally send my sexuality in the
right way, but when I tell you quite humbly that I am not under endowed
with my penis, and have been told many many times that I am a
good-looking young man, you give me all of this bullshit about "if women
are attracted to you, why not shag them?
Well the answer is right there, I don't fancy them, the thought of there
skin touching mine makes me feel a bit gross, and that is the problem
that I requested help for.
In the other thread entitled "Big Gals" I shared my opinion and got
hounded for it by almost everyone reading it.
Not necessarily because I said my opinions on fat, but because I said
that I know for a fact that I am sexy,and this is true.
It is not a case of ego, it's a combination of common logic where people
look at others and their perceptions of them view them as ugly, and then
realizing why they have been called such, seeing as I have never been
called such, and almost everyone I have known had secretly confessed to
having a crush on me to one of their friends, and then it gets back to
me says what? That I'm ugly?
No it says that people do find me charming and handsome.
Think about it, wouldn't you think it odd if Brad Pitt looked in the
mirror and said "oh no, I'm so ugly"?
I'm not boasting, I am stating the opinions of my peers and the opinion
of myself I have gained which was based on their opinion. And
furthermore, I do have an extremely seductive charm, which is the whole
prerogative of a sociopath's existence, a glib and superficial charm
until their crimes are exposed.
I am not here to troll, because I am trying to gain help, which has been
ignored, and maybe this groundbreaking statement has opened your eyes.
I think it's just plain ignorant when I take a lot of care in writing
posts requesting something and then I get replies like, "don't use a
pro, get a girlfriend), "join a calligraphy class and find love" when I
have clearly stated that I cannot feel love, and have trouble gaining an
erection over people other than me.
What am I supposed to say, "sorry I need you to mechanically suck my
flaccid dick while I look in the mirror and pretend that you're me
because I'm only screwing you to gain you as a cult member"?
I've just been ignored. I asked how to alter my sexuality and control my
paraphilias, I did not ask for something telling me "go get 'em tiger"
when it's quite clear that I cannot. I am not their tiger, but their
mortal enemy (sexually), and that is what I asked help for.
At least there is one thing that ICP taught me, and that is that a dead
body bitch learned to keep her mouth shut.
Elizabeth
>
> At least there is one thing that ICP taught me, and that is that a dead
> body bitch learned to keep her mouth shut.
>
You deny having feelings towards other people, but this sentence above
contradicts that. How can you express hatred when you deny the
capacity for love/affection? Love and hatred are parts of the thing.
Your supposed desire for dead bodies seems less to do with necrophilia
than a desire to engage with a woman who herself cannot show feeling
so that you don't have to feel anything. The point in all this is that
you do have feelings. You hate, but hate is also a feeling and part of
a feeling continuum. If you were wholly narcissistic you'd be
impassive towards others; there would be no hate and no desire for
dead bodies. You'd just carry on having sex with whom ever you found
and totally disregard their feelings. As soon as you hate, you give
up a capacity for this.
-Elizabeth-
HyperScribe
> In message <1185545528....@q75g2000hsh.googlegroups.com> Cali
> <calligr...@yahoo.com> wrote:
>
>> Your writing style nor your grasp of information and vocabulary
>> indicate that you are not 16 years old....
>
> Perhaps, perhaps not. When I was 13 most people assumed I was in my 20s
> or 30s based on my writing (this was mainly in technical newsgroups)
>
> *shrugs*
I am glad to hear that you were articulate.
>
> Neither grasp of information nor vocabulary is a reliable indicator.
>
>> Is this a cry for help or
>
> Possible.
>
>> just a troll who is bored and decided to have a bit of fun at the
>> expense of the group????
>
> Yes.
You cannot say this as a definite for you do not know my motives.
That is your opinion.
HyperScribe
I don't really believe in God, I rather mean natural selection, fate,
destiny. God is to me, only a personification of it.
HyperScribe
No way, I'm kinda doubtful about that. See the thing is that you have to
print it on rag paper and apply pressure to it, but the foil strip and
hologram, I'm still working on. But there's so many things, cameras,
dna, serial numbers, it's nowhere near easy and the secret services
actually started to stop it. Selling dead body bits and starting a cult
is less law-infringing and less easy to get caught.
Counterfeit money I will not do until I am a total pro and literally
know more than the police.
SolitoN
That's very insightful Remus, and sound advice. For one, even a
sociopath is a human being, and thus has the need to socialize so as
to gather other perspectives and stay sane, though the degree to which
it's necessary may vary. Also, this world IS a human world after all,
and to meet your basic needs and beyond some connection to this world
is necessary, whether you enjoy it or not.
As a sociopath, your focus is on what you need most of the time I
suppose, so it's not surprising you've understood all this, bur your
insight into this deep and true, and not a thing all sociopaths
possess, so I have a suggestion: since you've come this far, why not
participate in workshops on empathy? It's the essence of human
connections, and the basis for ethical behavior. If you can learn to
empathize with yourself, then it can be extended to others, which
would put you on the road to experiencing your connections with people
from a more human perspective, and would also provide a counterpoint
to any immoral tendencies you might have.
GL
HyperScribe
> On Jul 29, 5:24 am, HyperScribe <HyperScr...@fortune.bad> wrote:
>
>> At least there is one thing that ICP taught me, and that is that a dead
>> body bitch learned to keep her mouth shut.
>>
>
> You deny having feelings towards other people, but this sentence above
> contradicts that. How can you express hatred when you deny the
> capacity for love/affection? Love and hatred are parts of the thing.
I said I cannot feel anything for others because I don't.
I may feel hatred atm because my fortune faded, and I don't want to go
into it, but I think when my fortune rises again, I will go back to
neutral.
Hatred is not the same thing as love, hatred is the opposite, I don't
usually feel as much hatred, but like I said because of circumstances...
I can feel hatred but to be particular then, I cannot feel love.
> Your supposed desire for dead bodies seems less to do with necrophilia
> than a desire to engage with a woman who herself cannot show feeling
> so that you don't have to feel anything. The point in all this is that
> you do have feelings. You hate, but hate is also a feeling and part of
> a feeling continuum. If you were wholly narcissistic you'd be
> impassive towards others; there would be no hate and no desire for
> dead bodies. You'd just carry on having sex with whom ever you found
> and totally disregard their feelings. As soon as you hate, you give
> up a capacity for this.
I'm sorry but that is wrong, I am solely narcissistic, and I think you
need to maybe study NPD before giving this as an opinion I am meant to
accept.
It can get boring sometimes to keep justifying myself.
The following is an excerpt from Sam Vaknin's website:
The narcissist believes in his omnipotence. "Believe" in this context
is a weak word. He knows. It is a cellular certainty, almost biological,
it flows in his blood and permeates every niche of his being.
The narcissist "knows" that he can do anything he chooses to do and
excel in it. What the narcissist does, what he excels at, what he
achieves, depends only on his volition. To his mind, there is no other
determinant.
Hence his rage when confronted with disagreement or opposition – not
only because of the audacity of his, evidently inferior, adversaries.
But because it threatens his world view, it endangers his feeling of
omnipotence. The narcissist is often fatuously daring, adventurous,
experimentative and curious precisely due to this hidden assumption of
"can-do". He is genuinely surprised and devastated when he fails, when
the "universe" does not arrange itself, magically, to accommodate his
unbounded fantasies, when it (and people in it) does not comply with his
whims and wishes.
He often denies away such discrepancies, deletes them from his memory.
As a result, he remembers his life as a patchy quilt of unrelated events
and people.
(Sam Vaknin was the guy who posted in the other thread)
And because my grandiose has failed, I am feeling quite hateful.
Cali
>>I am trying to cut a key of the morgue to sell corpses to juju magicians. <<<
I've noticed that you really have a fascination about putting unusual
remarks into a group and watching how people answer. So do I. Even
to see how quickly, if at all, anyone comments about your change of
name. Btw, if you really have perfected a method of conterfeiting,
why do you spend so much time on the computer? Most people with that
talent would be buying the items of their dreams--or if none of that
appeals to you, I would think that you would want to buy the premier
escorts available or buy more mirrors and perhaps video cameras,
digital cameras to take pix of yourself at every conceivable angle.
This entire thing is just a joke...
Calli
> give me something before I do any of it.- Hide quoted text -
Cali
Bright Blessings to you! I just twitched my nose a bit this morning
and voila! I came online!
>>>Their eyes cannot see me, but I can see them. <<<
What about their spirit? Most people can still feel their loved one's
spirits and many people walking through a haunted house mention that
they sense a "ghost" or "spirit" of someone in the house. What about
someone who is blind? That person's eyes cannot pierce your vision,
but that people still feels you, hears you, etc.
My other response about psychopaths vs. sociopaths has not come
online yet. Please read it first. I'd like your response to that.
Calli
> ...
>
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The Dave
<Hyper...@fortune.bad> wrote:
Yes, it's an opinion. An educated opinion, but an opinion nonetheless.
Your lack of response to <9k0ga3ta6n9t56vuo...@4ax.com>
helps confirm my opinion.
HyperScribe
> Hi HS,
>
> Bright Blessings to you! I just twitched my nose a bit this morning
> and voila! I came online!
What a nice pagan greeting.
>
>>>> Their eyes cannot see me, but I can see them. <<<
>
> What about their spirit? Most people can still feel their loved one's
> spirits and many people walking through a haunted house mention that
> they sense a "ghost" or "spirit" of someone in the house. What about
> someone who is blind? That person's eyes cannot pierce your vision,
> but that people still feels you, hears you, etc.
> My other response about psychopaths vs. sociopaths has not come
> online yet. Please read it first. I'd like your response to that.
I don't believe in life after death. I can walk straight through a
haunted house and trash the lot, throw the bones across the lawn, rape
the medium through her seance, and I still would have no fear of a piece
of meat. I wouldn't do it with someone blind, (not by preference, as
opposed to normal people).
Dead people are dead, they have no soul now, and I won't ever believe in
life after death.
HyperScribe
> HyperScribe <Hyper...@fortune.bad> wrote:
>> This is what I wrote to someone else in another group when they tried to
>> mock me for being a sociopath:
>> > So no, I have no insecurities, it's just that everyday I love myself, I
>> > love others less and less. For example, the town's pastor (who I know
>> > very well) dropped dead at a young age yesterday, and I didn't bat an
>> > eyelid because I just cannot be a human. I know I need psychiatric help
>> > now because it sure ain't normal for a 16 year old to to fancy himself
>> > to the extent he hates everyone else for not being him.
>
> Hmmmn. This sounds familiar.
>
> I'm a bit of a sociopath myself, HyperScribe. Not very sexually attracted
> to human beings. I feel different, not really human at all, sometimes.
> I'm quite a bit older than you so I've mellowed out some, but you sound a bit
> like myself as a teenager.
But I won't accept being like it though.
>
> My advice? Be yourself, even if you're a monster...but be the most
> benevolent, socially active and socially responsible monster you can be.
> You will be cutting yourself out of many opportunities and experiences if
> you continue to avoid human beings. Spend time with them and learn to
> appreciate their good points, because they really are amazing creatures when
> you get past the ugly primate outer behavior. I'm not saying you should
> fuck 'em, just get to know them and keep a few human beings in your life
> who are important to you. You *will* need them someday, whether as emotional
> support, professional contacts, or just intellectual stimulation -- all
> things that you can't get from inanimate objects nor from yourself.
Well, if I cloned myself, I could get everything and I would never talk
to another human being again, but seeing as that won't happen, I'm
training myself to fancy others.
I heard that alcohol lowers people's preferences, and they'll do it with
anything then, that's why i will be taking a strong prescription medicine.
>
> I'm not just offering this advice because human beings make great pets
> and you should adopt some. :) I'm telling you that if you do not keep
> yourself tethered to humanity, you will end up hunted by them someday.
> Deviant behavior is feared and punished. It's a good idea to understand
> human beings enough that you know where their social and legal boundaries
> are. If you cross those boundaries, your life will be cut short, and you
> don't want that.
It's only if you get caught. I've planned, that if I walk in the
building with latex gloves on, take the body, walk out and put it in my
car (which I would have lined), I can screw the body, then send it to
the cannibal, throwing away the lining and burning the latex gloves.
>
> You cannot choose what you are, HyperScribe, but you can choose what
> to do with yourself. You could be a morgue-stalking monster that is
> hunted with pitchforks, or you could be a observant, benevolent alien with
> a unique perspective on human life and society. That is your choice, and
> don't blame God or anyone else for the path you choose to take from the point
> at which you started.
But I can sure as hell blame the omnipotent being for my accident sexuality.
I won't take it with silence, though, I will train myself to feel sexual
or gain an erection unnaturally, so I can have sex to control others,
I'll do almost anything and if it really doesn't work at all.
It may just be my choice to be a morgue stalking monster, and if anybody
has a go at me for it, I'l be even more monstrous to them.
It is my right to have a sexual life what I enjoy, and if someone has
stolen that from me, I will use sex as something destructive and sick.
>
> Best of luck, paisano.
Thank you, and I can only hope that my sexuality comes better, or I'll
have to make it a little worse.
Elizabeth
>
> It's only if you get caught. I've planned, that if I walk in the
> building with latex gloves on, take the body, walk out and put it in my
> car (which I would have lined), I can screw the body, then send it to
> the cannibal, throwing away the lining and burning the latex gloves.
You're a romantic, albeit a gothic one. First of all, grabbing a body
from a morgue isn't easy. They're heavy, difficult to move, unlikely
to be easily taken outside by a single man, undetected. Secondly, a
corpse, unless freshly dead and/or thoroughly embalmed is a smelly
thing; old ones are in a process of decay, of putrefaction and
liquidification. Not really a good fuck. Thirdly, this notion of
cannibals, well..... there aren't too many of these around anymore.
Fourthly, cannibals tend not to eat old corpses, not those already in
morgues.
-Elizabeth-
HyperScribe
> On Jul 30, 4:30 pm, HyperScribe <HyperScr...@fortune.bad> wrote:
>
>> It's only if you get caught. I've planned, that if I walk in the
>> building with latex gloves on, take the body, walk out and put it in my
>> car (which I would have lined), I can screw the body, then send it to
>> the cannibal, throwing away the lining and burning the latex gloves.
>
> You're a romantic, albeit a gothic one.
Thank you, I'm not gothic, at all, but I am a romantic in a way.
I used to have high plucked eyebrows, and waxed body hair, and be clean
shaven with longish bleached hair.
I looked really like a girl, but now, due to my need for some normality,
I've grown a moustache, and have normal eyebrows. I still have bleached
hair, but it's reasonably short now.
I actually look like a lesbian nazi atm.
> First of all, grabbing a body
> from a morgue isn't easy. They're heavy, difficult to move, unlikely
> to be easily taken outside by a single man, undetected.
I could drag it, but I'm bodybuilding now, I should be strong enough
soon to hoist her up on my shoulders.
> Secondly, a
> corpse, unless freshly dead and/or thoroughly embalmed is a smelly
> thing; old ones are in a process of decay, of putrefaction and
> liquidification. Not really a good fuck.
No, I agree, but I need to find out where the bodies go to when they
just die. I would assume that they are taken to the morgue straight away
for an autopsy, well if that's the case, I could follow from the scene
of death, and go into the morgue while the coroner is out, it's not as
if the carry out the autopsy straight away.
> Thirdly, this notion of
> cannibals, well..... there aren't too many of these around anymore.
> Fourthly, cannibals tend not to eat old corpses, not those already in
> morgues.
No, but these people are sick, so they may settle for less, and plus,
there is always juju magicians, they'll take anything.
Delila
"HyperScribe" <Hyper...@fortune.bad> wrote in message
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Oh my god, I'm so glad to be back here! LOL! This is just priceless. You,
Hyperscribe, need professional help. I do hope you'll get it and soon!
D.
JustGB
> "HyperScribe" <HyperScr...@fortune.bad> wrote in message
We've been trying for a *long* time to entice you back to SSG. Plain
old good humor did the trick. Welcome home!
With YOU here, maybe Tom will come back. And with Tom back, maybe
Norton will come back. And a whole string of others who have been
hibernating. And it ain't even winter.
JustGB
HyperScribe
> Hi HS,
>
>
>>> I am trying to cut a key of the morgue to sell corpses to juju magicians. <<<
>
> I've noticed that you really have a fascination about putting unusual
> remarks into a group and watching how people answer. So do I. Even
> to see how quickly, if at all, anyone comments about your change of
> name.
I changed my name because I got my account banned and I had to use
Google, but now I'm back on a newsreader, I can put it back to being
fake, something which you can't do on google.
> Btw, if you really have perfected a method of conterfeiting,
> why do you spend so much time on the computer? Most people with that
> talent would be buying the items of their dreams--or if none of that
> appeals to you, I would think that you would want to buy the premier
> escorts available or buy more mirrors and perhaps video cameras,
> digital cameras to take pix of yourself at every conceivable angle.
> This entire thing is just a joke...
I find it more sociopathic if you find the fact that as a 16 year old
boy, I have to train my sexuality. Yeah, really funny that, most boys
like cars, girls and fun, now let's laugh at the kid who can't because
his mother made a fucking big mistake.
Careful, you're neck might go red in a minute, and you'll become the
jock's little thick air-headed bitch meat puppet whore cheerleader
multiculturalist.
I don't want to explain myself anymore if you think this is funny. I
have been sitting here trying to gain erections over women normally, and
wasting my money on whores, when I shouldn't have to, I should be able
to get a girlfriend and fancy her normally, and I'm trying to get on and
do it, not hear you say all of this trash without any base for your opinion.
They call me a troll, but you have just laughed at someone for having a
sexual disorder and a mental illness, making you not only a troll but a
cruel, heartless person.
You say so much stuff without knowing what the hell you are on about, I
may have perfected a method of counterfeiting, but you have to consider,
DNA on the notes, CCTV following the trail of who spent the notes
determined by which banks the duplicated serial numbers have gone into,
and then transferring the change from the spent money into notes without
my bank getting suspicious.
Next time, when you want to take the piss out of something which someone
is trying to help, make sure you don't forget, that ridicule of that
disorder, may just be the type of behaviour that I have seen over and
over again, giving me this hatred of life, and making me feel mirth for
the poor relatives knowing their daughter, girlfriend, mother, has just
been wasted by some beast, and sold onto even weirder beasts.
JustGB
..
Delila
"SolitoN" <solit...@gmail.com> wrote in message
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> why not
> participate in workshops on empathy? It's the essence of human
> connections, and the basis for ethical behavior. If you can learn to
> empathize with yourself, then it can be extended to others, which
> would put you on the road to experiencing your connections with people
> from a more human perspective, and would also provide a counterpoint
> to any immoral tendencies you might have.
I don't think it's possible to learn empathy. A person either has it or not.
D.
Delila
"JustGB" <getti...@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1186202150.3...@b79g2000hse.googlegroups.com...
>
> We've been trying for a *long* time to entice you back to SSG. Plain
> old good humor did the trick. Welcome home!
Thanks! :)
>
> With YOU here, maybe Tom will come back. And with Tom back, maybe
> Norton will come back. And a whole string of others who have been
> hibernating. And it ain't even winter.
Tom and Norton left, too? I'm sure they'll be back shortly.
D.
P.S. Did you and your sweety get married yet?
JustGB
>
> P.S. Did you and your sweety get married yet?
Yes we did, in March. See how long you've been AWOL?
JustGB
Delila
> On Aug 4, 10:47 pm, "Delila" <watertig...@verizon.net> wrote:
>
>>
>> P.S. Did you and your sweety get married yet?
>
> Yes we did, in March. See how long you've been AWOL?
Congratulations!
D.
Norton
I'm back.
A death in the family kept me away.
--
Norton.
Tom Allen
> I'm back.
>
> A death in the family kept me away.
Not yours, I hope.
--
Tom
http://tom-allen.livejournal.com
http://vanillaedge.wordpress.com
"I don't have multiple orgasms, myself... I am, however, known to be a
carrier."
Norton
>Norton wrote:
>> I'm back.
>>
>> A death in the family kept me away.
>Not yours, I hope.
I don't think so. I'll check and get back to you.
--
Norton.
Moira de Swardt
"Delila" <water...@verizon.net> wrote in message
> I don't think it's possible to learn empathy. A person either has it or
> not.
Empathy is an emotional skill. While some people have more natural
emotional intelligence than others, it is possible to acquire the skill of
empathy. We were talking about it yesterday in the context of small group
dynamics. One of the organisations I am involved with has a woman who is
talkative beyond the point of dominating the conversation, and she was
saying yesterday that even when she underwent the basic course as a guest
she dominated and she knew she wasn't giving anyone else a chance, but she
didn't even think of keeping quiet herself. Now she knows to keep silent to
give others a chance. She is still at the point where she sometimes needs
guidance in this regard but she has made strides to the point at which she
is more of a pleasure than a pain to have around. She's never going to be
good at group dynamics, but she'll eventually reach the point where she can
be used with supervision.
The problem with skills like empathy is that the types of voluntary work
where empathy is needed tend to attract only those who already have the
particular basic emotional intelligence I referred to above. In South
Africa we have an organisation called "Life Line" where they train crisis
intervention counsellors (telephone counselling). But before they do the
counselling course they have a basic twelve week course which they encourage
anyone and everyone to do. No pressure to go on to the counselling course.
It teaches basic listening, empathy, feedback, reflecting etc skills. They
work in both a large group and smaller groups. One gets to know oneself. I
can recommend it highly for its value in teaching basic emotional skills. I
also found it to be a most enjoyable time, remembered with fondness. For
what it is worth I hated the follow up counselling course. ;-)
Delila
"Moira de Swardt" <moir...@wol.co.za> wrote in message
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>
> "Delila" <water...@verizon.net> wrote in message
>
>> I don't think it's possible to learn empathy. A person either has it or
>> not.
>
> Empathy is an emotional skill. While some people have more natural
> emotional intelligence than others, it is possible to acquire the skill of
> empathy.
Maybe for some. I've been reading quite a bit about Autism lately, and the
whole 'autistic spectrum', and full-blown autistics do not have empathy and
can never learn it.
D.