my orgasm is back
David Dalton
erection and ejaculation but zero orgasm, possibly for as long
as two years (I didn't note the start time) except for rare
and isolated orgasms.
Well, I haven't changed my medication any; I'm still on
lithium and olanzapine, but my masturbation orgasm has
returned beginning on July. I still have an occasional
null orgasm but those are outnumbered by real orgasms,
some quite strong.
I rate my orgasms on a factor scale where factor 1 is a
minimum acceptable orgasm, factor 5 is a good orgasm,
factor 10 is a very good orgasm and anything above that
is an extremely good orgasm (the highest I've had is a
100 and the highest I'm had thinking of just one
woman is a 30, and the highest I've had since
July 13 is a 12).
Here are some entries from my Salmon on the Thorns web
site:
July 14, 2011: last night I had a factor 5 orgasm which, unlike the June
12 one mentioned above, did not involve any wish on my orgasm (sex
magick). Then tonight I had a factor 10 orgasm, and this marks the first
time in a year and a half that I have had two orgasms in a row (the one
of last July and the one of June 12 were isolated ones surrounded by
null orgasms). So I hope that my orgasm has returned for good this time.
Note that I have not made any adjustments in my medication, I remain on
10 mg olanzapine and 1200 mg lithium carbonate daily.
July 18, 2011: The orgasm I said was June 12 was actually May 13 or 14
but I didn't mention it on this web page until June 12.
July 19, 2011: I had another null orgasm tonight.
August 1, 2011: I just had another factor 10 orgaSM.
Here is some material I posted to another newsgroup about
orgasms since August 1:
I'm pretty sure my orgasm is back for good, not just
for SM (although highest, up to 12 so far, for SM,
10 for MB, 6 for SO, 8 for TT).
Maybe I spoke too soon. Late Saturday night (early
Sunday morning) I had a null orgasm thinking of MB.
But I blame that partly on the six beer I had had
before that (alcohol usually reduces my orgasm).
SInce then, tonight I had a 2 thinking of NC, so
non-null but not very strong.
Do you think it's OK for me to post the initials
of the women or is that a form of e-stalking?
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David Dalton dal...@nfld.com http://www.nfld.com/~dalton (home page)
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/nf.html Newfoundland&Labrador Travel & Music
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)
"Here I go again...back into the flame" (Sarah McLachlan)