see, i couldn't do that anyway, cuz my roommate at the board and care, she was there cuz she hired a masseur, and he came to her house, and raped her.
that's also why i am scared to do something like volunteer at cedars. getting stalked. it's scary living in a big city. like that man who said to me, in the russian bakery, on my way home from tennis, a sweaty mess, you better be careful going around like that, you could get raped.
so uh.....yeah. not happenin'.