Rahul-er Diary Theke (VII)
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Rahul-er Diary Theke (VII)
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Rahul-er diary theke:
"...
Majhkhane akdin amar janla diye lafiye ghore dhukechhe ekta
ball. Ektu pore mukh uthechhe shei janlay. Nak diye jhol
goDachchhe. Ami-o chomke uthechhi. Jolodhor ato taDataDi phire elo naki?
Na. Onyo karo bachcha chhele. Bhoye bhoye ball-ta chaichhe. Dhore-i
niyechhe paoa jabe na. Mone poDlo je amader chhotobela-o
petaam na. BuDo tuDo-ra ki
gaal-i na dito. Tar kon pothyir oshudh-er gochhit puDia poDe bhenge
gachhe tai amader ball to debe-i na, ulte bejonma, bNadorer bachcha bole
kutshit kotha shonachchhe. Tokhon-o amra dhore nitaam je ota amader-i
prapyo. Ball hNakabar koushole dosh. Akhon bhabi je oi loktar-i
hoyto choddo-ta chhele-meye hoyechhilo, gota shottor nati-puti. Jara amader
shonge khelechhe. Tokhon to oto beshi kore-i hoto. Bachcha jader beshi hoy
tara bachcha kokhono pochhondo kore na.
Jai hok, ami chhele-tike ashwash dilaam je tar ball shiggir-i paoa jabe. Khater
niche dhuke gachhe. Baksho pNetra, hNaDi phNaDi achhe onek. Tar modhye
ondhokare kothao dhuke boshe achhe. Ami na parleo, keu na keu thik she
ball-er shondhan pabe.
Chhele-ti nijei eshe half-pant shomet shei
ondhokare dub diye du-duto ball ber kore anlo. Ekta bodh-hoy amader
baDir ball. Bastu-ball. Sheta-ke ami abar bhitore rekhe dite bollam.
Ei bachcha-take dekhe chomke othar karon Jolodhor-er shathe or mukher mil.
Chhotobelay thik erokom-i to chhilo Jolodhor! Dhola half pant. Nak diye
jhol. BoDo boDo chokh.
Chheletar naam Kapil. Ami take ektu dNaD koriye bollam - Khub
shabdhane thako Kapil. Kono risk nio na.
Chhele-ta besh buddhiman. She - Okay uncle, bole hashi dilo khub
shundor.
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Bachcha Jolodhor amar jonyo ekbar pray morte boshechhilo. School theke palachchhi
fourth period-er por. Football-mather tola diye ekta boDo sewage pipe
chhilo; byabohrito hoto na kono karone. Pashe ekta khad moto chhilo,
shekhan theke pipe-ta-te dhoka jeto. Shei pipe diye shiki mile gele boDo
rasta ebong ofuronto chhuti.
Shedin shokale prochondo brishti-te duto bus ashe ni. School bolte gele
khali. Keu jokhon nei, tokhon Jolodhor-ke bollam ami - amrai ba theke ki
korbo? Pipe-e giye dhuklaam. Shurjer alo kichhudur gachhe, tarpor
ondhokar. Jolodhor bollo - bhitore ki achhe janish? Jantam na, tobu
bollam - Jani. PNak achhe. Aya-tya thakte pare. Side diye diye douDote
thak.
Ami age Jolodhor pichhone. Aste aste chhutchhi. Ekebare ondhokar
noy. Halka alo achhe. Hothat ekta jhNajhalo gas-er gondho. Phenyl ar
shorshe bata ar mol mutro akshonge mile jerokom gondho hoy. Nak-e haat
diye egochchhi. Gondho-ta teekhno theke teekhnotoro hochhe. Dom bondho
hoye ashchhe. Tobu egiye jachhi. Mone hochchhe, arektu egoi, batash peye
jabo thik.
Jolodhor akshomoy - matha ghurchhe re, bole pichhu phire
douD dilo. Jate she palate na pare tai ami aro jore douDe or pantalun
dhorlaam pichhon theke. Jolodhor ek jhotkay hat shorate giye hothat pa
pichhle matite. Ami giye poDlam or ghaDe.
JamakapoDe kada lege gachhe. Tar upor nihshash nite parchhi na
keu-i. Jolodhor hNa kore bollo - morlaam, morlaam. Tokhon or obostha
dekhe amio ghabDe gechhi. Nijer koshto-o dwigun hoye galo jano. Dujonei
uthe poDi ki mori kore iskooler dikei chhut. Beriye eshe mather dhare
chitpat. Nihshash nichhi kintu mone hochhe buk-pet bhorti
gas. Matha ghurchhe, ga gulochhe. Jolodhor balir modhye gorto kore bomi
kore dilo. Shomane bole jachhe - morlaam, morlaam, kano tor kotha shunte
gelaam?
Fifth period-er sheshe dujone class-e chupi chupi dhuke last
benche giye matha nichu kore boshe achhi. Sharadin dhore matha jhim
jhim korlo dujoner-i. Oto chhoto boyeshe gas poisoning. Chhoto bolei
hoyto bNeche gelaam. Chhoto buk. Nihshwashe batash nitaam to khub kom..."
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Rahul-er diary: "...
Shei Jolodhor-er khela shango hobar por-ei elo goromer din. Prochondo
khor tap-er modhyei puDchhilo lash. Or baba putrobiyoge shojyashayi, tNake
bNachate chhotobhai baDi ar hashpatal kore morchhe. Bonomali-i bhalo
kore ghee makhiye dilo kopale, dugale, shomosto buke, kNadhe.
Tar niche jaoa galo na. Shada kapoDe dhaka. Kara jano ektu tule dekhei
dhaka diye diyechhe. Bollo - Buke makhalei hobe. Ashol kotha amra
jani. Tolpet bole ja achhe ta dekhar jogyo noy. Bladder phuto hoye
gachhe. Aro ja phNashbar phNeshe gachhe. Ontro-naDi shob chhNiDe
phordaphNai. Upore upore muchir shelai. Drishti-r aDale
thakai bhalo.
Patla shada kapoDe Jolodhor. Du chokh bondho. Ghee chok chok
korchhe. Chardike bhoyanok phuler gondhe ga guliye ashe. Goromer modhye
Jolodhor-er thanda ga chhNutei bhalo lage akrokom. Limca ene day
akjon. Ami ar Bonomali dujonei byapok ghamchhilaam.
Dhu dhu kore jolchhe chita. Onekkhon boshe boshe
dekhlaam. Tarpor ar kothay manush kothay kath kichhu bojha galo na. Bonomali
ar ami uthe giye Jomunar jole hat, pa, ghaaD dhulaam bhalo kore.
Ekti naga shonyashi Eucalyptus ar bNash-er jongol theke kath
kuDochchhilo. Amader dike lal chokh kore takachchhilo. Lokta-ke ageo
dekhechhi. Jomunar tire tar ekta kather macha achhe kichhudin jabot.
Bonomaali bollo -
Lokta bar bar amader dike takachchhe kano? Ami bollam - ChheDe
de. Bonomali ja kakhono kore na tai korlo shedin. Hothat uthe hon hon
kore egiye galo loktar dike. Loktao bNasher jongole odrishyo.
Bonomali shekhane dhukte giye-i hothat chhit-ke beriye eshechhe.
Kichhu ekta ghotechhe, dur theke dekhte pai ni ami. Lafiye dure shore
eshechhe Bonomaali, tarpor okosmat dikbidik gyanshunyo hoye
she douDe giye kather machata dhore
jhNakachchhe. Bhenge phele debe shob. Edike Naga Shonyashi-r tiki-o dekha
jachchhe na. ChoDchoDe rode Bonomaali pagoler moto bNasher khNuti dhore
jhNakachhe. Ami bollam - Pagol holi naki? She bollo - Janoyar-ta amar
gaye ki shob chhitiye dilo. Ayaah! Nongra kore dilo amay! Ayaah!
Edike oshouch.
Jolodhor-er moDa chhNuye achhe je sharadin tar abar shuchi oshuchi ki?
Bonomaali kakhono erokom oshonglogno kotha bolena. Khub shanto, dhir,
thake. Ami or dekhadekhi onyo ekta khNuti dhore jokhon jhNakate shuru
korechhi tokhon she pot kore shanto hoye matite thutu phele abar chole
galo hat, pa dhute.
Phire
eshe dekhi atotuku chhai poDe achhe. Jol bhorti matir hNaDi bhenge
sheishob gorom dhokdhoke chhai amra thanda kore dilaam. Nabhita
khNuje bar korlo chondal. Bonomaali age ekadhik nabhi
bhashiyechhe. Shei nilo hate. Totokhkhone tar matha akebarei thanda. ..."
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Rahul-er diary theke:
".... Jamon tamon kore porikhkha dilam. Kono note noy, kono guess-paper
dekha hoy ni. Bonomaali, ami, Haaru ebong onyodike shombhoboto
Polash. Jolodhor amader je dubiye diye galo shekotha Bonomaali-ke boltei
she thanda golaay bollo - oshob ojuhaat dish na. Debar dorkar-o
nei. Gotobar jerokom result hoyeche tate ebar ar keu tamon kichhu asha
korchhe na.
Kintu akdin Shukhen babu amake department-e khNuje bar korlen. Bollen -
Amar close friend-der modhye ordhek-i akhon goto. Kichhudin pore
jibitorai minority hoye jabe. Tai bole ami theme jai ni. Jara bNeche
achhe tader dike ektu beshi monojog diyechhi. Etai ki logical noy?
Otai logical. Shushtho, shavabik thakai manusher kortobyo. Mora manush
holo khali tel-er tin-er moto. Phele diye bhule jao. Moner upor
brain-er control rakho.
Ekodin oniyom kore kore shorir bhenge gachhe. Khabar por
bomi. Petbyetha. Ato uposhorgo niye poDashona kora jay na. Amar kortobyo
er chikitsha korano.
Bhorbela lomba line diye daktar dekhalam. Din-ke din rugir line shudhu
beDe-i cholechhe. Chardike rokto, dettol, savlon-er gondho. PNuj,
bandage, saline water. Karo chokh diye kof beriye
poDchhe. Shwedgondhomoy bharotborsho. Ekbar tuk kore maternity ward-ta
ghure elam. Koyek sho poyati mohila shontushto bhabe
boshe achhe. Orthat aro bachcha
ashchhe. Jolodhor. Kapil. Era ki khabe, kothay khelbe tar kono thik
nei. Shudhu thik hoye achhe kon hashpatal-e boshe muddophorash pet shelai
kore thandaghore dhukiye rakhbe.
Amar-o pet-e rog. Bhitore accident. Ulcer. Amrityu jalabe. Oshudh achhe
oboshyo. Uposhom-er. Shei shonge thanda doodh. Pete-r deyale chunkam
kore jotodin chalano jay. Biscuit khete hobe ghontay ghontay. - Drink
koro? Jhal moshla khao? - AgNye prothom-ta occasionally, dwitio-ta majhe
majhe. - Make the occasions rare. Noile oshudhe kichhu hobe na. Pet-er
lining kete shob baire chole ashbe.
Shei bhabei porikhkha dilaam. Ak ghontar bell poDlei nistobdho
examination hall-e ke kuDmuD shobdo kore thin arrowroot biscuit
khay. Shobai kaan khaDa kore shone. Edik odik ghaD ghuriye
takay. KuDmuD kuDmuD. Oi abar esechhe kuDmuD-ashur. Lokjoner
birokto mukh. Porikhkhr hall na picnic? Akdin invigilator dNaDiye
dNaDiye hashimukhe adh dojon biscuit khaoa dekhlen. Kichhu bollen
na. Mukhe chapa anondo. Invigilator amar pokhkhe. TNar nijer kon
chulkani-duruho gopon chormorog achhe ke jane! ..."
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Rahul-er diary: "....
Porikhkhar por nirobochchhinno obokash. Mod khaoa pray chheDe
diyechhi. Haru Law College-e bhorti hobe kina bhabchhe. Shei shutre
Kolkata galo. Oshouch kobe kete gachhe kintu ami ar Bonomaali mone mone
moDa chhNuye boshe achhi. Bonomaali library theke kichhu shadhu
shonyashir boi enechhe poDbe bole, kintu poDchhe na.
Mash deDek ki duyek por akdin Debuda amader baire khaoyate niye
galo. Polash Debudar scooter-er pichhone boshe-i elo. Connaught Place-er
ekti sheet-tap niyontrito jayga. Bonomaali ar ami age-i giye
boshechhilam. Bonomaali ekta beer aniyechhe. Polash-der scooter-e ashte
dekhe bollo - ashchorjo! Ora thik prem kore jachchhe! Like birds and
bees. Wild geese!
Ami bollam - rege achhish to eli kano? Jolodhor-er jonyo puro prithibi
theme jabe naki? Tui morle Jolodhor shadhu hoye jeto?
Bonomali shanto golay bollo - Polash-er proti tor durbolota-ta khub-i
oshleel.
Bonomali amar shathe ichchhe kore ekta jhogDa badhate chaichhe bujhte
pere ami chup kore roilam. Debuda office theke phirechhe, ebong golay
tie. Polash jotheshto shajgoj kore eshechhe. Eshob dekhe Bonomali
bhitore bhitore aro rege gachhe sheta bujhte parchhi. Ami kichhu bolle
aro kharap-i hobe. Shobcheye baDo bhoy Debudar shamne-i onuchit
kichhu jodi bole phele!
Debuda eshe-i bollo - Ki khabe bolo? Drinks anai?
Polash lime juice analo, ami milkshake. Debuda nilo ekta beer. Bonomaali
amar chokher nishedh ograjhyo kore ekta hard cocktail order kore boshe
roilo. Jotokhkhone shei cocktail elo, totokhkhone tar ager beer-ta she
shesh korechhe.
Debuda ar ami onyanyo bishoy niye kotha bolchhi. Oder prem, biye,
Jolodhorer shesh hoye jaoa, amader shok eshob niye ichchhe korei keu
kichhu bolchhi na. Polash kichu-i bolchhe na. Ami Polash ar Bonomalir
mukh dekhei mone mone promaad gunechhi. Kintu Debuda Bonomali-ke
chirokal chupchap jenei kichhu bujhte pare ni ba shei bhab
dekhachchhe. Cocktail-er por elo khabar. Bonomali arekta beer
analo. Polasher mukh jotheshto thomthome. Lal hoye achhe. Shesh porjonto
Debu-da prothom bhulta korlo.
Polasher dike ekbar takiye niye Debuda gola namiye bollo - Tomader ekta
kotha agei janiye dichchhi. Akhon-i kauke bolo na. Byepaarta amader
modhyei thakuk. Amader biyer ekta tentative date thik hoyechhe. Agami
dumash ami Bangalore-e thakbo. Phirbo August-e. September-e biye.
Bonomaali udbhashito mukhe omni duhaat tulechhe - Hoooooorray.
Ami taDataDi bollam - Congratulations.
Kintu chhaDbe na Bonomaali. Jokhom bagher moto Polash-er dike jhNuke
bhanga golay bollo - Eta ki engagement-er party, Polash? ...."
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Rahuler diary: "....
Debuda ektu thotomoto kheye gachhe. - Ta thik noy. Sherokom formal
engagement kichhu hochchhe na.
- Informal engagement bodh-hoy. Bonomali kete kete bole. Polash-i
Bonomalir lokhkho.
Atokhkhon Polash kono kotha bole ni. Ebar chamoch-ta plate-e rekhe she
table-e duhaat bhNaj kore boshlo. Klanto ekta drishti. Jano, ja bolar bol!
Bonomali bhrukhkhep na kore kheye jachchhe. - Party deoa khub bhalo, amrao ekta
debo shiggir.
Amra mane? Amra mane ke? Debuda? Polash? Ami? Prosno-ta machhir moto
oDauDi korchhe. Keu bolchhe na. Bonomali-i byeparta porishkar kore
day - Amra kojon arki. Haru, Rahul, Shyamol, ami. Tui-o sponsor hote
parish.
Debuda bollo - Kisher party?
Bonomali ektu-o na atke bole - Farewell party. Party chhaDa kauke
puropuri biday kora jay na. Shobaike janiye dite hobe je Jolodhor is no
more. Bhalo hobe na?
Bonomalir chokh akebare lal. Quite drunk. Shechchhay niyontron
harachchhe. Debuda chot kore chair-ta pichhone korei uthe dNaDiyechhe. -
Ektu bathroom hoye ashchhi bujhle! Ato beer pete-e poDechhe. Bloated
hoye gechhi. Tomra khete thako.
Debuda chole jetei Polash jhNuke amay bollo - Amar upor tora amon rege
achhish kano bolto? Tora janish na ami akhon biye korte chai ni?
Polash-er upor amar atotuku rag chhilo na. Mod-o khai ni. Kintu
Bonomalir pashe boshar pholei amar ki holo ke jane, mukh phoshke ekta
odbhut kotha beriye galo. Bollam - Kintu prem korte cheyechhili!
Shune Polash-er chokh hothat, akosmik dhwok kore jole uthechhe. Bujheo
bujhlam na ami. Ki bole phellam? Ki kore berolo mukh diye? Jibh puDe
galo na kano? Buker bhitor dhukpuk dhukpuk.
Polash aste kore bollo - Ar tui? Tui konodin karo shathe prem korte
chash ni?
Ami ar Polash poroshporer dike takiye achhi. Ekta jomat, nistorongo
nihridoyotar byabodhan. Aste aste dure kore dichchhe amader. Ki
cheyechhilaam, kon dike jachchhi! Polash amake erokom-bhabe bolte parlo?
Shob bujhte pereo amar bhitor theke ektu ektu kore rag, krodh,
byarthota, bhalobasha ebong ghrina beriye shomosto buddhi-britti-ke
kabu kore day. Odike Bonomali amader dike takiye beer-er glass-e sip
diye bollo - Dirty buisness. Oshleel! Debudar shamne ekta scene korish
na tora. Please. ......."
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Rahul-er diary theke:
"......... Sheidin-i Polash-er shathe chhaDachhaDi. Jetuku chhilo,
shomosto cut-off hoye galo. Jolodhor-er moto noy. Hut kore okaron chole
jaoa noy. Amon noy je shobar onihchchar mukhe chhai diye desk bhorti
boi, second year-er porikhkha, rajniti, adjourn kora dabar chhok, shob
chheDe hela-phelay ghor khali kore chole jaoa. Kintu Jolodhorer porei
Polash-o galo. Naki agei giyechhilo. Ter pai ni. Dubar-i kichhu korte
pari ni. Shudhu Polasher jaoata ar keu janlo na. Buker upor theke ekta
pahaDi pakhir bhari palok neme galo jano. Shobar olokhkhye, tobu koshto holo.
Tarpor jantam shudhu baki achhe Bonomaali. Erpor ar ki hote pare?
Bonomaalir shonge shNete roilam. Shondhyebela Odeon, Rivoli, Plaza,
Sheila-r shamne tikit kete dNaDiye thaktam. Tuition-i shere phirto
Bonomaali. Konokonodin ato deri korto - Hall-er shNiDi-te boshe mukh
kalo kore ami bhabtam amake tikit blacker-i mone hochchhe
bodh-hoy. Bhishon lobh hoto. Kichhu extra kete rakhlei hoy, nijeder
khoroch-ta uthe ashe. Hoyto dhape dhape uthe jete pari. Aj ei hall, kal
oi hall. Pichhone iNdurer moto public, police. Khub beshi khatnio
nei. Bonomaalir jonyo opekhkha korte korte part time. Koto ki je kuchinta
mathay ashto tar thik nei. Kintu konodin opothe pa baDai ni.
Bonomaali ak akdin adhghonta akghonta pore esheo amake shNiDite boshe
thakte dekhe bodh-hoy obak hoye jeto. Otohpor hatDate hatDate ondhokare
seat khNuje ber kora. Er kol-e boshe, or hNatu-te haat rekhe Nasir-da,
Mithun-dar jogote dhuke poDa. Tinghonta bahyogyan-heen. Shomosto jagotik
shochyashochyer urdhe.
Lekhalikhi tokhon-i chheDe diyechhi. Shotyikarer kobita bolte ja bojhay
ta amar jonyo noy. Lekhar shonge shonge poDao chheDe dilaam. Likhbo na
jokhon tokhon poDei ba ki hobe? TachhaDa ja poDte bhalo lagto shobai
bole sheguloi opathyo. Baje lekha. Tahole hoyto drug-er moto bhul
jinishe-i ashokto chhilaam. ChheDe deoa jokhon shohoj tokhon chhaDai
bhalo. Jah!
Akdin cinema dekhte dekhtei ghumiye poDechhi. Ghumer modhye mone holo
notun jibon shuru korechhi ekta. Onyo jibon, onyo naam. Bangali-i
noy. Chena jana keu nei shei shwopne. Ekebare oporichito ekti meyer
shathe hindi-te kotha hochchhe. Chini na. Kintu hab-bhabe meyeti ato
shwotontro, kono chena meyeke atota jibonto bhabe dekhi ni. Ghumer
modhye meyetir naam thikana kichhu-i jante parlaam na. Dekhte kamon
shetao mone korte pari ni pore. Shudhu tar kothabarta, byabohar-er
modhye ekta atmobishwash, amon shwokiyota, morjadabodh chhilo ja kono
kalponik choritrer hotei pare na.
Shutorang ei choritro ami kothao
dekhechhi, ba meyeti kothao achhe. Abishkar-er opekhkhay. Rajar baDite-o
hote pare, gonikaloyeo hote pare. Shob jaygatei chokh kan khule rakha
dorkar. Tar byektitwo holo tar obhigyan. Amakei chine nite hobe. Amon
jano kichhutei na hoy je she pash diye chole galo ar ami Dushmonter moto
rajkarjo niye byasto. Ar amar rajkarjo je ki dhoper tato janai
achhe. Jibone ekti matro kajer kaj korechhi. Ekbar camp-er kachhakachhi
rastay ekta roga khNekure lok dhNUkte dhNukte moder dokaner khNoj
korechhilo. Take chhol kore TB hashpataler dike raona kore
diyechhilam. Haru byeparta dekhe pith chapDe diyechhilo. Tar beshi
kichu pai ni, paoar kothao noy.
Tahole meyeti je amar bishoye kichhu janlo na ta akdik diye
bhaloi. Tar moner moto hote parbo ei asha rakhi na. Tobu tar bondhutwo
orjoner cheshta korte hobe.
Ghum bhangtei ekta ullash bodh korlaam. Mone holo meyeti hall-er
bhitorei kothao achhe. Balcony-r seat-e boshe achhe apadmostok kalo
borkha poDe. Sherokom hole je bhab korai kothin hobe e shomoshya-r kotha
mathay elo na. Tokhon shudhu mone holo - amay hindi-urdu-pharshi
probhriti o-bangla bhasha bhalo kore shikhte hobe. Ghalib ar Hafiz poDe
prostut hoye thakte hobe. Urdu-te gojol lekhar shathe shathe cholbe
onweshon. Amon ekta notun, preetijonok adventure jibone eshe gachhe
jenei shei ullash. Jano bipul boDolok hoye gechhi. Jamshed-ji dottwok
niyechhen, kimba podmobhibushon peye gNdaphuler kg kg malar modhye
horshomotto shombordhona.
Hashte hashte pasher seat-e bosha Bonomaali-r urute chapoD martei
shondhya-ti pondo. Shei chapoD phire elo galer choD
hoye. Modhyobooyoshko onyo akjon lok - chena jana kichhu nei - amar
pasher seat-e boshechhilo. Prothome she lafiye uthe gaal
diyechhe. Tarpor amake hashte dekhe merechhe ak choD. Shei dhakkay amar
tondra puropuri ketechhe ebong ami kichhutei thahor pachhi na -
ondhokare ei nongra matal oporichito gondher kholifa-r pashe ami elaam ki kore?
Bonomali-i ba kothay?
Tarpor dutakar seat-e boshe taka bNachabar ja phol hoy tai hatenate ter
pachchhi. GNutogNuti, kostakustir modhye shamner charte shari juDe
bNadorer nrityo. Shokolei chay onyora chup koruk. Tai she gola phatiye
chNechachhe. Bonomali-o Gibreel-er moto jothashomoye eshe poDlo ebong je lokta
amay marchhilo take pichhon theke chuler jhNuti dhore tule nilo. Amar golay
atokhkhon ja atke chhilo ta shei jhNakunite mukhe. Kashte kashte ektu kof
tokhon ami na cheyei loktar payer upor thuk kore phelechhi.
Otai shedin amar akmatro oporadh. Kintu projector bondho kore alo jaliye
amader dhore niye galo baire. Ami lightman-der majhkhane matha nichu
kore - dhora poDa homosexual - jate tabot hall-er lok dekhleo borkha pora keu
chinte na pare.
Manager-er ghore dhukiye chokh rangani. Kintu totokhkhone Bonomaali ar
ami dujonei tutophata ingrijite kotha shuru kore diyechhi. Ami je
homosexual texual kichhu noi sheta proman korar jonyo mithye kore bollam - oi
loktai amar jamar bhitor hat dhokachchhilo. Gale gal thekate
chaichhilo. Loktar jama kapoD nongra, mukhe biDir gondho. Moder
gondho. Tar kotha ke bishwash korbe? Promaner obhabe dujonke-i koDa
warning diye chheDe deoa holo.
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