On Wednesday, April 27, 2022 at 4:20:49 PM UTC-5,
vicep...@gmail.com wrote:
> On Saturday, April 16, 2022 at 5:12:12 PM UTC-4, Ted Jones wrote:
> > Forceful and violet sex is all the nigger women knows.
> You once told me it's good to see i've embraced the Whiteness in me as a result of this, but...
> i don't have a choice if i'm to be so-called honest with who or what i
> am, despite most of us louisiana guys identifying mostly as african
> american. Back then we didn't have a choice when yawl raped our women
> but to watch then. It was rubbed in our faces, just like your facts
> now and how i'm not pure african american, and there ain't a thing we
> can or could do about it then, besides bow when told, and pray we
> don't have to kiss His feet or ass as more salt on the wound if told
> to do so. i feel, no matter what, we powerless towards yawl and always
> have been and probably will be. That's about the only thing history in
> school really got me to realize. When i lived and worked back home in
> louisiana, i remember working at this store for two years, and a new
> hire gets on board, a White guy. Became my supervisor within four
> weeks time despite not ever having worked there nor experience. Made
> me wish i were White ever since -.- but will sadly stay nig :(.....
I'm actually not White, I'm a nigger with light skin, so I've felt the same way you're feeling right now, and I've also had the same work experiences that you've had, so I totally understand your thought process and how you feel...What I've learned over the years, is that it ain't about us anyway. It's about the White man, and that being a nigger comes with humiliation and degradation, and you can either embrace it or let it eat you up to point to where you're killing yourself as so many nigger bucks did back in slavery days.
Having to watch their wives and daughters being raped, or them getting raped themselves. It's a lot to deal with, but once you embrace all aspects of it. Only then can you be a peace with how this world really is.
And I mis-spoke by saying to embrace your Whiteness, because we aren't White at all. However, we can try and be White (assimilation) and show them and our own race, that even though we're born niggers, doesn't mean that we can't put any effort in working hard at not being seen like one everyday for the rest of our lives.