I'm new to understanding SS but I see a pattern here (really, no pun
intended). I'm 48 and these events which I've managed to deny and
suppress since my twenties have suddenly increased in frequency and
strength. So much so that I finally told a doctor about it. I had
three last month and one was so bad I couldn't move about my office, I
was effectively blind. That one was caused by an emotional shock. A
confused and hysterical telephone message led me to think one of my
children had been killed. Turned out not true Thank God. But ten
minutes after the call I couldn't do anything but watch the light
show.
I also get these after a harrowing traffic near miss or altercation.
I stopped flying airplanes (as a pilot) in my twenties after having an
episode while in flight. I guess I wasn't in that much denial.
I also notice that a hot shower after strenuous effort/exercise will
bring one on almost on cue.
What's scaring me is putting together some of the other symptoms. Neck
and shoulder pain afterward. Wrong/jumbled words during speech but the
scariest is hearing my name called out when I know no one is around.
I've never put these together with the "UFO" landing in my head every
couple of months until discovering websites and discussion groups on
this topic. Even if there's no cure it's a big relief to share and
learn about others in this predicament.