So you are going to live in your fantasy land?
If you saw a book on
Amazon.co.uk that has dozens of reviews and they were
all uniformly bad would you assume it was a good book?
You say you've had 9000 hits on your website but the only comments you've
had are dozens (or hundreds?) saying your cryptography is bad. Not a
single person has said it is any good. What should that tell you.
You're looking for confirmation of your 'genius' from this group but you
are never going to get it. We have all looked at your stuff and have all
independently decided it is crap because it is. You don't even know enough
to understand why it is crap.
Don't waste time with this group looking for what you won't get. It is
better for everyone for you to take your crap elsewhere where someone
might be fooled into thinking/saying it is good or best of all get
yourself to a psychologist because you really need help.