Love Story : The End

[Rajasekar Mani]

Then End:




I reached basket ball ground. He was sitting in the place where we sat together last time. With tears and heart full of love I sat next to him. I want to hug him and cry in his chest but we remained silent for some seconds.

    'What are you doing here? I was searching for you everywhere.' I broke the silence.

     'I too searched for you. ' He voice was so shaky. In darkness, I couldn't see his reaction properly.

     'Why you searched for me?' I asked.

He didn't tell anything. Can u reply me? I asked again.

     'I am sorry Harini.' He said. First time he was asking sorry to me. I waited for this word before, but now it is useless. I don't want his apology now, I want his love alone for my life long.

    'Why are you asking sorry now?'

    'I couldn't say it on the day, you left me.' He said without looking my eyes.

     'I was waiting for you till I got in to train. But you didn't show up.' I chided now.

     'You know that, If I feel stressed I used to drink. Then how can you expect me to come?' He raised his voice but suddenly he became normal and he contuined ' I drunk on that day, so only I couldn't show up. I contacted Gita, but she didn't give proper response.'

  'So after that you forgot me?' I asked

 'You didn't understand me yet, I came to Mysore and searched for you. But I couldn't find you. I couldn't go back without seeing you, so I called her again but she said you got engaged to someone. You know what after she said like that also I searched for you all the places in Mysore but no sign of you, where you have been?' He asked.  Idiot I was inside my room thinking about you only.

   'Leave that, So you came long way to say only sorry to me?'

    He remained silent for some time and said 'That day, I don't know why I came and searched for you like mad. You used to say that you were alone in childhood. But I never know how it would be until you left me. You taught me how it would feel by being alone. Daily I used to come here and sit. As I drunk on that day, I couldn't see you, so I left drinking.'

       He left drinking because of me? I cant believe my ears. He too felt the way like me. At least he is saying everything now.

     'Then why you married me? You can leave me with that person itself know?'

      'My dad showed your photo for marriage, I thought you both are separated. Actually I accepted this marriage to unite you and that person, which will give happiness for you. So I hid everything inside me.' He said. He was sacrificing me?

 ' So really you married me to unite us?'

 'Yeah.'

'Promise on me?'

' Hmmmmmmmm I married you with full heart, I was happy only. But i was worried for you because I don't know what happened between him and you. I know how you were interested in love and marriage and also know how you would have feel if anything happened to your love.'

 'Then why you didn't try to join me and him?' I asked.

 'Really Harini I became mad again. How can I leave my wife to someone? I cant leave you, even if you want to go.' His tone was very childish. Thank God he spoke without seeing my eyes, otherwise after hearing his last words how can I be without kissing him.

'So you lied to me that you married me for compulsion?' He was silent.

'Hmm...tell'! (Now its my turn) I sounded with a fake anger. Throughout the conversation I was hiding my smile, first time I was asking and he was answering to me with his lovely voice.

'Listen Harini, some things has to be understood rather than being told'. He defended.

Have you lied to me for any other matter?'

'Do you think my only job is to lie.' He said.

 'Ok , I believe you, but after some days if you say anything like this, then...............I wont talk with you.'

' hmmmmmm....When I slept with you on that day, you were so disturbed in sleep so I touched you, put you in my arms, when I was about to................ Came near to you,  you got up from bed, you didn't like my closeness I think so, so I lied to you that I didn't  touch.' He finished. I know, that was not dream. But I feel like this only as dream.

  'Really you don't like my touch ? ' He asked.

   In words I cant say how much I liked his touch, ' I was in some other thinking, I need to tell you one thing, actually Gita lied to you. She thought I would be happy if you didn't talk with me. I never get engaged with anyone and I didn't roam around Mysore, I was inside my room all the days.'

    'So you were in angry on me? I was the reason for your all problems?' He asked in very low voice, I can say he felt so guilty.

 'No, not you, I only misunderstood the things.' I consoled him.

 'I believe you more than me Harini, but I spoke those words in fear of losing you. I became mad after I saw that msg. I know how my words would have hurt you. I am stupid, like you say I never understand one's feeling. I cant give up you to anyone, I cant even think how Sanjay would have thought about you when he proposed. I cant tolerate that. I always have the feel that you are only to me. I am sorry Harini.' His voice became so shaky than before.

  ' Its ok Gautham, leave it. I know about you.' I tried to console him.

  ' At least you would have said to me about this, how many days we lived together why you never told me? I am not that much arrogant to think all the mistakes are yours.' He said.

  'All the time I am the one who is coming and talking to you. In these days you should have asked me once about this.' I asked.

  'Don't blame me, I asked you what happened, you only said that you used to watch Ghost movies.'

  'Don't talk like child, I said it for fun, how can you take all the things serious. ' I said.

  'Ya I am idiot, I am believing everyone, You also lying , your friend also lying. All are cheating me.'

   ' Friend? Are you talking about Gita? Do you think this is a movie to get engaged after I left you?  Are you thinking yourself as hero to sacrifice me to someone. How can you imagine such things?' He didn't look at me still, I continued, ' Ok atleast now you said everything to me, Thanks for everything. I am going to Delhi, then..... you enjoy your life.' I got up from that place and walked few inches away from him. Actually I was acting like I am going but I was angry also how can he think about leaving me. He too got up and came near me.

  'Are you crazy?  Do you think am I saying this as you are leaving now? Already you left me once that's enough. If you want to go to job then be here, otherwise resign the job and be in home.'

   'What is the meaning of being here? I am going Gautham.'

    'Don't go.' His tone was serious.

    ' Why should I have to be here? Why I should not go?'

    'For me. ' He said.

    'For you?  Why?'

     ' Because.........I cant be here without you.'

    ' Say the reson, why you cant be here?.' I asked.

     'Why means? I cant , that's all,  Don't go.' His tone became more serious and childish too.

     'Are you going to say it or not?' I asked

 ' What to say? Hmmmmmmmmm.....  Really Harini,  I.. I don't know when It started, but now I cant live without you.'

  'Started what?' My lips started to smile. To get one word from him how I am struggling.

   He was still looking down. I was waiting for his answer, at last, he said in very low voice. ' Love !!!.'

    'I cant hear it properly.' I lied.

    ' Love.' He said in loud voice but his eyes were somewhere.  I have been waiting for this word 6 years. Tears started to roll down from my cheeks. First time I got tears because of happiness. All my worries and pain vanished in his one word.

       'Look in to my eyes and say it properly, otherwise I will go.' I said.

       He turned to me and saw my eyes, the look was so deep, his eyes was filled with so much off love than his word, We forgot the world and looked each other for few seconds then he said, ' I love you Harini, please be with me.'
  I smiled with tears. I hugged him at once. He hugged me tightly,

'I won't go away from me, if you hug me like this. ' I said with smile.
'You still didn't say your love to me' He remained me. His eyes filled with tears. First time I am seeing his tears that too for me.
I answered him with my kiss...!!


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Thus the Love Story Ends........................................................................


"HOPE WILL MEET IN YET ANOTHER LOVE STORY" :)

Thanks,
Rajasekar M


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