PNPC Lieutenant JG Wyla Avae - Finally saying how I feel
Lieutenant Commander Toryn Raga
((Crew quarters corridor, Deck 7, USS Atlantis, Earth orbit, Starbase One, Sol System))
((Day 28 of Shoreleave))
Avae: My hero.. ::She murmured and Wyla cupped his cheeks in her hands, forcing him to meet her lavender gaze::
Wyla felt the tension in her chest increased as she stared at him and without a second thought the Antosian nurse stepped in towards Kurt and pressed her lips against his. She knew this would probably push him away more, but she just had to. It had been far too long since the last time they’d kissed and in a surprisingly bold move she wrapped a hand around his back and the other hand rested on his chest. Wyla poured all of the intense attraction she felt for Kurt Logan into the kiss, lips parting slightly she lost herself in the moment.
The hands on her fob watched ticked by counting the time that passed while she showed him just how she felt in the only way she knew that didn’t result in her sounding and acting a complete mess. When she finally pulled back, still with a hand on his chest, fingers curled gently in his shirt while she stared at his face, her chest rising and falling rapidly from her trying to catch her breath.
Logan: ........... um......er......um....
Avae: Sorry...I...I had to do that.
Logan: I'm sorry Wyla..... but we cant. :: His head hanging slightly as he spoke::
Avae: But, wh..
Gently he put a finger to her Cherry lips to stall her reply and she trembled a bit, her breath catching in her throat.
Logan: It's not you Wyla..there's nothing wrong with you. In truth you're too good for me, I'm nowhere near what you need.
Avae: Kurt..that’s not true. ::she murmured softly::
Logan: No...please listen. If that drill was real we wouldn't be standing here. I died remember?
She’d learned that he was one of the ‘casualties’ during the training simulation Hyden had organized where the ship was filled with holo emitters and the crew was subjected to a surprise ‘boarding’. It had terrified her. Of course, she had been cornered by a pair of Breen. And not knowing that they weren’t real she had fully expected to die. And then a hero had shown to save her. Kurt Logan.
Logan: That is my life pain and death and that is nothing to put on you, you deserve much much better than waiting for someone to come home...that never will. And I won't put that on you.
Wyla’s heart broke for the man standing in front of her and her fingers curled into his shirt more tightly. She stared at him, thankful he hadn’t tried moving away from her yet and brushed her fingers against his cheek.
Avae: We’re Starfleet Officers. Or do you think, there isn’t a person on this ship that doesn’t have that worry?
Logan: response
Avae: What about the 27? ::She said sternly:: I know that was before my time, but it wasn’t just Marines who fell that day. Everyone had that to worry about. They had someone who didn’t come home.
Logan: response
Tears welled up in those lavender eyes and she shook her head, sending her lavender locks billowing around the both of them.
Avae: Just like Commander Serala blames herself. And Commander Raga. And Captain Brell and everyone else on this ship. Whenever something happens we all carry the burden, though you tend to carry it more than others. It’s one of the things about you that I find so endearing and attractive.…::she said softly::
Logan: response
Avae: Do you honestly think I won’t feel that way anyways? ::She whimpered:: This whole time, I worry about you. Do you seriously think that will ever change? I’m a nurse you silly goof..
Logan: response
Avae: I know..I’m not strong...in fact I’m probably the weakest most scared person on this ship but..but I’ll always do what I can to take care of everyone on board too.
Logan: response
Avae: Please...Kurt...don’t break my heart anymore than you have...I want to be with you. To be there with you, to patch you up so you can look after everyone else. And give you a place you may actually want to come home to…
Logan: response
Wyla pulled him tighter against him, trying to hold onto this moment as long as possible and in an act of surprising strength she hugged him tightly and shook, her head and her body from the emotions raging in her.
Avae: Does what I want matter at all to you? ::she asked vehemently against his shoulder::
Logan: response
Avae: Because I love you!! ::She exclaimed loudly::
She gasped at the outburst and relaxed her grip on him in her shock at what she’d said. She truly did love Kurt Logan. It felt strange and freeing to have admitted it but the timing. She leaned back staring at him, eyes pools of lavender tears and shook her head.
Avae: I do...I shouldn’t have...said that...but I...I do...love you. If you never want to see me again though. I’ll understand, I’ll put in a transfer request if you want, if..if that will make you feel better but now that I’ve said it out loud I know it’s true and I…
Logan: response
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PNPC - Lieutenant JG Wyla Avae
Chief Nurse
as boisterously simmed by
Lieutenant Commander Toryn Raga
Mission Specialist
USS Atlantis NCC-74682
PodCast Team Member
Training Team Member
Atlantis Staff Member
Writer ID: A239410TR0
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