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Dhan dhan satguru tera hi aasra
After taking the phone no i went home and the next day i reached my Grand parents house,i then called them up to find out where they were staying took down the details and went to their house,there i saw param sant vakil sahib ji poster for the first time,it gave me a sublime feeling,strangely the area around naresh house is a rocky one and i had a dream of coming to that area almost 8 years ago.
Then naresh played on the bhandara satsangs on his PC babaji was in white dress and stage also had white cloth on table etc etc.i couldnt follow one word of babaji at that time.
then i dont know why i closed my eyes,and there i first saw my guru shirdi sai baba shinning in the middle of my eyes..then after a litlle while i saw param sant vakhil sahib ji sitting like guru nanak with one leg cross and sitting on a small stage shining and giving satsang inside a round building which was white in color and windows on all sides,
then as i continued to listen to the satsang,i saw the form of my guru sai baba of shirdi go and merge into vakil sahib ji and they become one enormous bright light this left me dazed for a few minutes,the satsang finished,i opened my eyes,babaji photo was in front of me the mount abu snap and i asked naresh about what i saw ,he was amazed to say the least and said there was a hall in jagmalwalli which matched my
description.i was also awestruck but certain that i found the living master.
later on we started having satsangs every week,on sat and sun,many times babaji would give darshan in his radiant form where bhajan was going on ,many times mastana shah and manager baba also would appear .
then i decided to go to the dera and meet babaji,i booked tickets fo march 6 th but had to stop at last minute as my parents refused me money for the trip, i was in great agony but the voice spoke and told me that i was not yet ready to meet the fakir,after that naresh was supposed to go home around 30th of that month and i was to go with him ,as i had never been to delhi or beyond ever before,but due to some commitments naresh left early on 26th and i was to go alone to delhi,i got the details of the train the station name etc etc,i have a friend in delhi and he picked me in new delhi and put me on the train in old delhi(kissan express).i had never travelled in those parts before but the same voice told me that it would bring me and assured me not to worry,we crossed hansi a little after
6.30 pm and it was growing dark.. i was totally confused as to where i should get down what station it was etc etc,then param sant vakhil sahib ji gave radiant darshan to this infidel in the general compartment and assured me that i was on right track and told me i would reach kalanwalu at around
9.30 pm.
after we crossed sirsa the train was almost empty and i was again worried as it dark outside then baba again showed himself two stations before kalanwali and said get off two stations from now..,
i counted two stations and got off at kalanwali exactly at around
9.30 or so.then i went out towards the town as the station was empty i was again confused ,luckily someone was coming and told me the way to the dera. i crossed over the track and met a person he said he would charge 50 rs to leave me at dera,i agreed,just then the dera truck came in and i told them i have to go jagmalwali,they put in the truck and amidst loud singing of bhajans we proceeded to the dera.
Once we reached the dera i met sanjiv,naresh's brother in law who handles the tent work in the satsangs .
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