1963 Gurupournami Day Discourse

[SAIbalaji]

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15. Shiva Shakthi

Gurupournami Day Discourse, 6-7-1963

 (Baaba was brought down the winding stairs into the Private Room on the ground floor,

because He insisted on giving Darshan to the thousands of devotees who had come on that

auspicious day. He had an attack of cerebral thrombosis (or tubercular meningitis?) and was in

bed for eight days from the morning of Saturday, 29th June to the evening of 6th July. His left

hand, leg and eye were affected; His right hand had also slight palsy; the tongue was indistinct

and the face was twitching. He was placed on the Silver Chair in the Prayer Hall and His hand

and leg were adjusted in proper position. As soon as He was seated, He communicated the

following message which was interpreted and announced).

THIS is not Swaami's illness; this is an illness which Swaami has taken on, in order to save some

one. Swaami has no illness, nor will He get ill at any time. You must all be happy; that alone will

make Swaami happy. If you grieve, Swaami will not be happy. Your joy is Swaami's food.

Then, Baaba signed to Kasturi to speak, and after his short speech was over, Baaba wanted the

mike to be held before Him. He asked through it, "Vinipisthundhaa?"  (Do you hear Me?) But,

though He asked again and again, the voice was so indistinct that no one could make out what it

meant. He then signed for water and when it was brought, He sprinkled a little with His shaking

right hand on the stricken left hand and on His left leg. He stroked His left hand with the right.

Immediately, He used  both  hands to stroke His left leg; that touch was enough to cure it. He

doffed the disease in a thrice! He started to speak! It was the same musical voice.).

God is the refuge for those who have no refuge  Dhikkulenivaariki dhevude gathi---"For those

who have no refuge, God is the refuge." That is exactly the reason why I had to take on the

disease that one helpless Bhaktha was to get. He had to suffer this dire illness, as well as the four

heart attacks that accompanied it; and he would not have survived it. So, according to My

Dharma of Bhakthasamrakshana (protection of devotees), I had to rescue him. Of course, this is

not the first time that I have taken on the illness of persons whom I wanted to save. Even in the

previous sareeram at Shirdi, I had this responsibility The suffering that you saw was too much

for this particular devotee and so, I had to save him, by Myself going through it. This is My

Leela: My nature. It is part of the task for which I have Come: Sishyarakshana  (protection Of

disciples).

Persons who were near Me during the last week were asking Me to give them the name of the

person whom I had saved. I told them that it will make them angry against that person, for

Swaami they would say, "had to undergo so much of pain in order to save that one person."

Then, they replied, that they would honour the person, because of the extraordinary Bhakthi that

persuaded Swaami to run to his rescue, on Saturday morning.

Baaba's Identity, Mission and Advent revealed

Some people even asked Me whether it was this person or that, giving names of those who had

attacks of paralysis, especially on the left side! This is even more ludicrous, because when I save

a person, I save him completely. I do not wait until he gets the disease and I do not leave in him a

fraction of the disease, so that he may be identified later. It all looks so funny to Me, the guesses

and surmises that you make.

Even in Shirdi, Dhadha Saheb, Nandharaam, Balawanth, all were saved by these means.

Balawanth was destined to get plague, but, the bubo was taken over and the boy saved.This is perhaps the lo

ngest period when I kept the devotees wondering and worried. That was

because of the heart attacks which had to come later on the Bhaktha, from Which also he had to

be saved. Then, there is another reason too, why the 8-day period had to be observed. Well, I

shall tell you why. That means I must tell you about Myself, about something I have not

disclosed so far, something which I was keeping within Myself, for the last 37 years. The time

has come to announce it. This is a sacred day, and I shall tell you.

You know I declared on the very day when I decided to disclose My Identity, My Mission and

My Advent, that I belonged to the  Aapasthamba Suuthra  (Code of conduct) and the

Bharadhwaaja Gothra  (lineage). This Bharadhwaaja was a great sage, who studied the Vedhas

for full one hundred years; but, finding that the Vedhas were anantha (endless) he did thapas for

prolonging life, and from Indhra he got two extensions of a century each. Even then, the Vedhas

could not be completed, so, he asked Indhra again for another hundred years. Indhra showed him

3 huge mountain ranges and said, "What you have learned in 3 centuries form only 3 handfulIs

from out of the 3 ranges, which the Vedhas are. So, give up the attempt to exhaust the Vedhas.

Do a  Yaaga  (ritual sacrifice), instead, which I shall teach you: that will give you the fruit of

Vedhic study, full and complete."

The yaaga performed by sage Bharadhwaaja

Bharadhwaaja decided on performing the yaaga; Indhra taught him how to do it; all preparations

were completed. The sage wanted that Shakthi must preside and bless the yaaga. So he went to

Kailaasa but, the time was not opportune for presenting his petition. Shiva and Shakthi were

engaged in a competitive dance, trying to find out who could dance longer. Eight days passed

thus, before Shakthi noticed Bharadhwaaja standing in the cold. She just cast a smile at him and

danced along as before! The sage mistook the smile as a cynical refusal to notice him; so he

turned his back on Kailaasa and started to descend. To his dismay, he found his left leg, hand and

eye put out of action by a stroke. Shiva saw him fall; He came up to him and consoled him;

Bharadhwaaja was told that Shakthi had indeed blessed him and his yaaga. Then, Shiva revived

him and cured him, sprinkling water from the Kamandalu. Both Shiva and Shakthi granted the

Rishi (sage) boons: They would both attend the yaaga, they said.

All past assurances accomplished by one incident

After the  yaaga was over, They were so pleased that They conferred even more boons on the

sage. Shiva said that They would take human form and be born in the Bharadhwaaja  Gothra

(lineage) thrice: Shiva alone as Shirdi Sai Baaba, Shiva and Shakthi together at Puttaparthy as

Sathya Sai Baaba and Shakthi alone as Prema Sai, later. Then Shiva remembered the illness that

had suddenly come upon Bharadhwaaja at Kailaasa on the eighth day of the waiting in the cold

on the ice. He gave another assurance. "As expiation for the neglect which Shakthi showed you

at Kailaasa for 8 days, this Shakthi will suffer the stroke for 8 days, when We both take birth as

Sathya Sai and, on the 8th day, I shall relieve her from all signs of the disease by sprinkling

water, just as I did at Kailaasa to cure your illness."

It was the working out of this assurance that you witnessed today, just now. This had to happen,

this stroke and the cure. The assurance given in the Threthaa Yuga had to be honoured. I may tell

you now that the poor forlorn  bhaktha  who had to get the stroke which I took over, was a

convenient excuse, which was utilised. You see, a railway engine is not made available to haul

just one bogey; they wait until a number of bogeys are to be taken along and then, they put the

engine into action. So too, the disease had to be gone through, the Bhaktha had to be saved, theassurance to be carried out, the mystery had to be cleared, the Divinity had to be more clearly announced by the manifestation of this Grand Miracle. All these were accomplished by this one

incident.

Let Me tell you one more thing: Nothing can impede or halt the work of this Avathaara. When I

was upstairs all these days, some people foolishly went about saying. "It is all over with Sai

Baaba" and they turned back many who were coming to Puttaparthi! Some said I was in

Samaadhi, as if I am a Saadhaka! Some feared I was the victim of black magic, as if anything

can affect Me! The splendour of this Avathaara will go increasing, day by day. Formerly when

the Govardhanagiri was raised aloft by the little boy, the  gopees  and  gopaalas  realised that

Krishna was the Lord. Now, it is not one Govardhanagiri, a whole range will be lifted, you will

see! Have patience, have faith. Tomorrow morning, I shall give every one of you the

Namaskaaram blessing that you missed today.

Gurupournami Day, 6-7-1963

To discover one's reality and to dwell in that Divine peace, one

need not give up the world and take to asceticism.

Sathya Sai Baaba