This poem was written to Lila by her brother after her departure....posted in honor of her 18th birthday 17/07/08

[lilasmother]

Poem For Lila

To the world it seems I am smiling, but deep down inside i am crying.
Man i miss u so, life's no fun anymore.
u had no care for this mrtyuloka, all u found here was
disappointment.
ur only real passion was dancing for the lord of Goloka, now ur doing
just that eternally,ur home with ur real family.
u had devotees all over the world sincerely Praying with love for ya,
where else would u go other than to their pranadhana.
there will always be the skeptic for sure, but first of all who care's
what the skeptic wants to bok (bark), and second of all those who were
there to see the evidence know, and those who don't were too foolish
to see what was there to be shown. U were more like a mother than
anything, always giving advice to everyone.
many of us were getting into nonsense, going down the wrong path, u
would sit and cry for us like Mother Cow.
u made ppl happy naturally, and man u did it fantastically.
without u this desert has become drier...i feel like an electricity
deprived wire.
u are a real Bhakta and anyone who knew u could see that, it's true
that u devotees are full of mercy for the fallen souls.
u had mercy on this one that's for sure....u brought back his faith in
the Holy Name of The Lord.

Haribol!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love u, Miss u and owe my life to u