I'm a firm believer that what happens in our past has some kind of an effect on what happens to us today. Sort of like the Butterfly Effect if you will. So, I was curious how many of you have looked back and gave serious thought about what made you the man you are today? For me, I started messing with boys at a young age, as I'm sure most boys do. It was more out of curiosity and doing what felt good. At that age I certainly didn't view it as right or wrong...and I had no concept of what "gay" was at that age...like I said it just felt good so I did it. As I grew older however, I found that my age of attraction didn't increase with my own age past the middle school years, and so that's what made me into a boylover without going into all the seedy little details. So, that's my story. What's yours?