Hello everyone,
It has taken me a little bit of time to sit down to write my intro,
but here goes.
My name is Lauren Albert and I am a friend and former classmate from
Tai Sophia of both Sarah and Yiska. While I have not seen these two
amazing women in sometime I was very excited to receive the email
about the workbook and jumped at the opportunity to be part of this e-
group.
Though life is very full in many ways with work and relationship, I
continue to put myself and my body second. The ironic thing is that
many of the practices in the book I have embodied at many times in my
life and know the power of paying attention to food (both primary and
secondary).
I have created multiple excuses and my favorite excuse is my lack of
time to prepare the food and set aside the time I need to take care of
myself. For a little background...In addition to being a graduate of
the Tai Sophia Insitute as an acupuncturist, I also attended in 1999
the Institute for Integrative Nutrition and have a passion for
nutrition. I currently live in Philadelphia and moved here after
finishing acupuncture school in 2004. While I did have a private
practice for over a year, I was offered the opportunity to run an
amazing spa in the city. I continued to see clients out of the spa,
but again TIME became an issue. As my work at the spa took more time I
did not feel I was serving my clients and decided to let go of
practicing acupuncture all together in March of 2006. I feel great
about this decision, but with this decision there have been both
positives and negatives. I love my work, love the people, the constant
stimulation and learning of being in this environment. The challenge
is that I continue to be the care-taker and forget about myself. I
work many hours, forget to eat and just keep going till I collapse.
In the concern to be "perfect" and do the "perfect job" and be the
"perfect spa director"( i love what Yiska quoted yesterday) I just
keep putting myself second. I don't think this is serving anyone.
My intention for this workbook is to remind myself of what feeds me.
Both from a physical level with food, but also creating more
opportunities for "snacks". I know the things that feed me and
continue not to give them to myself. I want to explore this and
practice accepting myself right where I am right now.
I have started to journal and explore somethings already during the
first week. I have loved bringing more awareness to the areas that I
am not paying attention to and look forward to observing more.
Thank you Yiska and Sarah for creating this workbook. I am so inspired
by your committment to making this happen. There is a true need for
this and I am excited to experience it and share it with others.