GOOD NEWS!!!!! (NDC)

[Rachel]

I'm having fish for dinner.

[Rachel]

On Monday, February 15, 2016 at 6:13:08 PM UTC-8, Rachel wrote:
> I'm having fish for dinner.

I'm having grass-fed beef for dinner tonight.

[Rachel]

It's DELI-SHUUUUUUUUUS!!!!!!!!!!!! DELI-SHUUUUUUUUUUUS!!!!!!!!!!! :-D

[Rachel]

Pardonez moi, butt A burger with ketchup and gray poopon is just out-STANDING!

[Rachel]

Standing on the gallows, with ma head in ah-nooooos!!!!!!!!

i used to care, but things have changed?

btw, i'm wearing my red shorts today. wore those at bally's grand. same design, not the exact same pair.

[Will Dockery]

On Tuesday, February 16, 2016 at 10:14:48 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
>
> Pardonez moi, butt A burger with ketchup and gray poopon is just out-STANDING!

Mike Myers, digging it.

:)

[Rachel]

i don't get the reference? i know wayne's world pretty well, i can't place this one...?

[Rachel]

ok, never mind. in the back of my mind, i couldn't see it, just feel it, almost hear it again, as if he were saying it, gray poupon...

[Rachel]

now i think i can even see it...let me watch the vid. :) thanks. :)

[Rachel]

oh, never mind, it's not what i thought/imagined.

btw, i see it's grey...misjudged that one...

[Rachel]

What does an elephant use as a tampon?

A sheep!

Ba-dum-bum-UH!

[Will Dockery]

One day I'll have time to track down that skit where Mike Myers plays the little kid who says "Drawer-ings" often.

It was back in the 1990s when I still watched television.

:)

[Rachel]

this is actually i think the second, at most, third, time i've worn them since i pulled them out of one of my boxes the other day. it's been many years... :)

[Will Dockery]

On Tuesday, February 16, 2016 at 11:50:01 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
>
> > btw, i'm wearing my red shorts today. wore those at bally's grand. same design, not the exact same pair.
>
> this is actually i think the second, at most, third, time i've worn them since i pulled them out of one of my boxes the other day. it's been many years... :)

Bally's Grand rings a bell... where and what is that?

[Rachel]

Delia was a gamlin' girl, gambled all around... :) lol.

[Will Dockery]

How's this for some rapid-fire synchronicity?

I just posted this in another Forum:

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http://www.topix.com/forum/city/columbus-ga/TP7MHD6JEOMNJFJQA

Owner of Rachel's Place in Columbus arrested on commercial gambling charges

From the newspaper:

"COLUMBUS, GA Columbus police arrested the owner and an employee of Rachel's Place in Columbus on Friday, Feb. 12. According to police reports, the owner 60-year-old Rachel Mears and employee 56-year-old Barbara Hutcherson were charged with commercial gambling..."

What kind of business is Rachel's Place?
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Zounds...

[Rachel]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHmH1xQ2Pf4https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHmH1xQ2Pf4

[Will Dockery]

I'll have a look shortly... getting a hot coffee now...

:D

[Rachel]

Dinner is in the oven.

I had eggs w/lite cheese for breakfast (no onion, didn't feel like it), a medley of broccoli florets, baby carrots, and gourmet marinara sauce topped with shredded romano cheese for lunch (i'm presently out of parm), and fresh lemonade for a snack (one fresh lemon, stevia and water), and a number of coffees throughout the day with 1% milk, and i just had a teaspoon of fish oil.

[Rachel]

On Wednesday, February 17, 2016 at 5:43:59 PM UTC-8, Rachel wrote:
> Dinner is in the oven.
>
> I had eggs w/lite cheese for breakfast (no onion, didn't feel like it), a medley of broccoli florets, baby carrots, and gourmet marinara sauce topped with shredded romano cheese for lunch (i'm presently out of parm), and fresh lemonade for a snack (one fresh lemon, stevia and water), and a number of coffees throughout the day with 1% milk, and i just had a teaspoon of fish oil.

I have to be honest. These salmon and vegetable croquettes aren't the greatest. I need to explore the selection at Whole Foods. But it might just be the salmon, and I'm craving something more....comforting.

[Rachel]

The sweet potato fries are good, but I left them in a little too long. :-(((

[Rachel]

Miracle! I had just enough mayo to last for all my left-over fries. :)

Has anybody ever had the fries in Belgium?

[Rachel]

Will wrote (in another group, AAPC, poetry):

Keep an eye on that stove, don't burn dinner.

***
Thanks a lot, Will. (sarcasm) Hey, what did they call that in Kibology? When you mention someone before they die?????...

[Will Dockery]

I hope nothing burned very badly?

[Rachel]

a couple of 'em got fried to a crisp, but the rest were okay. i ate 'em all anyway. :)

[nate]

On Wednesday, February 17, 2016 at 9:48:45 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:

> Hey, what did they call that in Kibology?

OMG. Kibo returns!!! :)



- nate

[Rachel]

maybe i should go to kibology and ask... :-////

hey anyway! MORE GOOD NEWS! :-D

i'm having chilli for dinner. :)?

[Rachel]

bad news: my chilli got a little chilly, and i had to scrape off the sour cream, and pop it back into the microwave for nuking.

[Will Dockery]

On Friday, February 19, 2016 at 9:45:22 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
>
> i'm having chilli for dinner. :)?

Hopefully that's just temporary.

:)

[Rachel]

you got me with the death-ray, will! (hey wanna hear something? i remembered it BEFORE they told me. but i wasn't sure, at all. i thought i was making it up.

omg, i hope bob dylan saves me before his songs come true, and i turn into the jewish messiah or something, sick and homeless, in pain, suffering, lost, in exile, on the streets, or living in a hospital, i am NOT kidding. :-///

[Rachel]

sorry, i always forget the closing parentheses.

[Will Dockery]

On Saturday, February 20, 2016 at 10:15:07 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
>
> omg, i hope bob dylan saves me before his songs come true, and i turn into the jewish messiah or something, sick and homeless, in pain, suffering, lost, in exile, on the streets, or living in a hospital, i am NOT kidding. :-///

Like A Rolling Stone?

No, those guys are all rich and immortal... except for poor Brian Jones.

[Rachel]

Yeah, exactly. Like A Rolling Stone. :-((

***

ANYWAY, just wanted to say:

I'm having a burrito for dinner.

[Rachel]

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BURRITOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Rachel]

Actually, it's pretty gross, now that I'm eating it.

HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT HINT!!!!!!!!!! (FUNNY BUT VERRY TRUE, I TYPED FOR THE FINAL HINT, THIN!!!!!!!)

[Rachel]

Seriously, it's so gross, it reminds me of baby diarrhea in a diaper: shredded beef, refried beans, and pieces of corn.

[Rachel]

Okay, I'm having POPcorn for dessert.

Yum! ;-)

[Rachel]

I wasn't related to the baby. ;-)

LOL!

[Rachel]

I mean, why would you give a baby corn, if they come out whole on the other end? ???

[Rachel]

i'll be having turkey breast soon, originally fresh off the bone, with a sign that now says, "Defrost Me."

and cranny-berry sauce, too, here in my little nook, in this corner of the world. :-///

best royal regards,
alice, the good witch of the South :-)

[Rachel]

oh man. i'm cookin' up a corn dog in my hook, and forgot to remove the fallen fries from last time, and they are burning to a krisp in there. it smells really bad in here! :-(((

i will now not resist the urge to burst into a salacious silly song:

something's burning, baby, are you aware?

something's burning baby, there's smoke in your invisible hare, or would that be lair? (my oven)

a corn dog's journey through dark heat...

[Rachel]

this corn dog is nice and crunchy. i hope it's not too crankY! :-)?

[Will Dockery]

Wow, that sounds tasty.

I ate a few Buffalo Chicken Wings with black coffee.

:)

[Rachel]

do you eat the buffalo wings with blue cheese dressing? :-D

***

Another Naked kale blazer down the hatch! (better than nothing! :-( )

and doing my spirulina, too.

and other veggies when i can, like carrots plain (or with hummus, i should say), or with heated cooked with broccoli in a marinara sauce, etc..

[Rachel]

Will, how come you no answer me? :-/ :)?

Anyway...

So I had a mahi mahi burger from TJs, and it was delicious, and now I'm having my dessert cookies from WF from the bin.

Okay, but I have (possibly) even more good news, I have to investigate further. I plan to do this tomorrow. I *just* discovered these mahi mahi from TJs and their tuna burgers, too. Frozen. The thing is, they USED to have them at WF, and then they were discontinued (i was eating them for quite a while, though), and the big bummer was, they were GONE. nowhere else to be found. So now they're apparently back, and at TJs, too.

So tomorrow, I'm gonna go buy the mahi mahi at WFs, and compare.

Then decide where to buy them. (tuna, too). I know that's a sh*tload of fish burgers in my freezer, lol, oh well. I need to know! ;-)

[Will Dockery]

Rachel wrote:

> Will Dockery wrote:
> > Rachel wrote:
>
> > > > i'll be having turkey breast soon, originally fresh off the bone, with a sign that now says, "Defrost Me."
> > > >
> > > > and cranny-berry sauce, too, here in my little nook, in this corner of the world. :-///
> > > >
> > > > best royal regards,
> > > > alice, the good witch of the South :-)
> > >
> > > Wow, that sounds tasty.
> > >
> > > I ate a few Buffalo Chicken Wings with black coffee.
> > >
> > > :)
> >
> > do you eat the buffalo wings with blue cheese dressing? :-D
> >
> > ***
> >
> > Another Naked kale blazer down the hatch! (better than nothing! :-( )
> >
> > and doing my spirulina, too.
> >
> > and other veggies when i can, like carrots plain (or with hummus, i should say), or with heated cooked with broccoli in a marinara sauce, etc..
>
> Will, how come you no answer me? :-/ :)?

No reason, just missed this post for a while...

[Will Dockery]

On Monday, February 29, 2016 at 1:42:04 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
> On Tuesday, February 23, 2016 at 11:26:28 PM UTC-8, Will Dockery wrote:
> > On Tuesday, February 23, 2016 at 9:14:20 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
> > > i'll be having turkey breast soon, originally fresh off the bone, with a sign that now says, "Defrost Me."
> > >
> > > and cranny-berry sauce, too, here in my little nook, in this corner of the world. :-///
> > >
> > > best royal regards,
> > > alice, the good witch of the South :-)
> >
> > Wow, that sounds tasty.
> >
> > I ate a few Buffalo Chicken Wings with black coffee.
> >
> > :)
>
> do you eat the buffalo wings with blue cheese dressing? :-D

No, didn't even have any bread or celery... the cupboard was barren.

:)

[Rachel]

where'd you get 'em? were they frozen, you made them yourselves? i mean, that's surprising that a take out wouldn't give you dipping sauce. hey, if you buy them, you could buy a bottle of blue cheese or ranch dressing, to have in the fridge for them!

so guess what happened to me today? i go into the bagel store instead, and get a garlic bagel with vegetable cream cheese, and a naked kale blazer, and i go sit in the corner, and there's a spread out newspaper on the table. so when was the last time i picked up a paper? YEARS. so what's sitting right there on top, tossed aside? calendar! perfect, that's my section. horoscope and used to be crossword, wasn't planning on doing crossword (although now actually that sounds kinda fun, 'cept now after college etc...i've been so out of it, the last twenty years have kinda passed me by.... :-/// ANYWAY, so GUESS WHAT THE FIRST THING I SEE IS????????? DYLAN! a whole article about the archives, and even a PICTURE! :-D

funny, huh?

[Rachel]

Speaking of funny, and something jogged my mind in ER...

I saw this guy wearing a t-shirt yesterday, walking to whole foods. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't make it out at first, the last word, and when i did, i was like, no way, it can't be.

this man was wearing a t-shirt kinda like those t-shirts people used to wear back int the 80s, like CHOOSE LIFE, or whatever it was.

it said:

WHEE!
I LIKE
VAGINA!

[Rachel]

wanna hear another funny story?

so i am on the bus next to this hispanic woman, and i acknowledged her, so she wanted to talk with me, and she barely spoke a word of english, and she was pointing to my medi-care card. i think maybe trying to say she had part a but not part b, or something. and i said, i got this cuz of my father. and she said, father's? pointing at the card, and i said no, i mean, i don't even know a couple sentences in spanish, but i managed to come up with, porque mi papa. and she nodded, then something about her father, and i go my father's passed on. and then go, mi papa, and i point upwards a couple times, and there was some confusion, and she says, her papa, and points down.

kinda funny, if you think about it...

[Will Dockery]

On Thursday, March 3, 2016 at 6:16:47 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
> On Thursday, March 3, 2016 at 5:59:35 AM UTC-8, Will Dockery wrote:
> > On Monday, February 29, 2016 at 1:42:04 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
> > > On Tuesday, February 23, 2016 at 11:26:28 PM UTC-8, Will Dockery wrote:
> > > > On Tuesday, February 23, 2016 at 9:14:20 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
>
> > > > > i'll be having turkey breast soon, originally fresh off the bone, with a sign that now says, "Defrost Me."
> > > > >
> > > > > and cranny-berry sauce, too, here in my little nook, in this corner of the world. :-///
> > > > >
> > > > > best royal regards,
> > > > > alice, the good witch of the South :-)
> > > >
> > > > Wow, that sounds tasty.
> > > >
> > > > I ate a few Buffalo Chicken Wings with black coffee.
> > > >
> > > > :)
> > >
> > > do you eat the buffalo wings with blue cheese dressing? :-D
> >
> > No, didn't even have any bread or celery... the cupboard was barren.
> >
> > :)
>
> where'd you get 'em? were they frozen, you made them yourselves?

They were in Brian Mallard's freezer.

I house-sit and take care of his cat, Poindexter, whenever he's out of town, which usually also involves brewing up a pot of coffee and looking around for left overs to get rid of for him before they go bad.

Yesterday, it was 5-6 nice, frozen chicken wings.

:)

[Rachel]

We used to get them from Spring Street Café, I think it was called, IIRC. It was across from Haagen-Dazs, in P'ton.

[Rachel]

i shouldn't be so excited about this ( :-////), but i'm having the rest of my amy's chili, medium heat, with added chopped yellow onion, melted lite cheese, and sour cream on top, with chili cheese fritos from 7-11 ("small" bag :-///). and FIVE see's truffles, two butterscotch, one café au lait, one vanilla cream, and chocolate cream (my least favorite), i was just kinda sick of the same old song.

HELLLLLLP! lol :-////

[Rachel]

i didn't eat breakfast.

it's still too much, though, isn't it? :-///

(and i had spirulina in a glass with lemon and stevia)

[Rachel]

the only reason i got so much chocolate, was for my special friend... lol.

actually, that's why i got the milk chocolate buttercream, for more chocolate itself, although it really should have been dark, but that's not as tasty. :-(((

ohHH!!!!!! i forgot to save my butterscotch for last!!! :-/ :-)? (i had one of them earlier, too)

[Rachel]

yesterday i had kale salad, and i'm having the rest of it tomorrow, so please bugger off.

[Rachel]

i had tj's non-fat greek yogurt with defrosted frozen blueberries for breakfast.

then kale salad for lunch.

then for dinner, i have an errand, and then we're going to olive garden next door.

i'm getting the portobello ravioli, with (and this isn't on the menu on computer, but we were there the other day for same errand, and i looked at menu) substitute their cream lobster alfredo. and also we're gonna get (he doesn't know this yet) mozzarella sticks for appetizers, and of course, their breadsticks! :-D

oh g-d, ok, after this, i have to stop being so lax in what i eat calorie wise. i need a diet SO BAD. :-/// i don't hate myself or anything, or think i'm ugly, i'm just big, and i wanna be lighter on my feet, in my step, and in my thoughts (although i'm pretty happy these days, save for the fight i just had with this guy in the poetry group. i criticized his poetry, i thought he had a healthy strong ego, but i think me and my stupid comments, criticism, have hurt his feelings. i thought he could take it....seems like he's really fragile, like me, sort of...i don't even know who he is :-///// some guy who lives near long island... :-//////// he's trying to pass himself off as bob, and he's making me all confused, my head is twisted and fed with worthless foam from the mouth. :-((( what should i do? :-//// i'm very confused these days. here, there, everywhere... :-((( (except in my own little non-virtual world. i'm so alone... :-((( )

[Rachel]

TIME FOR KALE SALAD!!!!!! :)

[marcus]

On Friday, March 4, 2016 at 3:33:32 PM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
>> TIME FOR KALE SALAD!!!!!! :)

Kale has become quite popular nationwide. I've had it a few times. It's OK, but I prefer Swiss Chard. Kale is a bit bitter and the texture takes getting used to.

I worked with a few vegetarians and vegans up until recently. They liked Kale, but they also ate a lot of quinoa and avocado. Tofu was high on their list as well. I like Tofu, but it depends on how it is flavored. Fried in a sesame ginger sauce is great, in it's regular form in soup is also good.

Just to make this on topic...do we know what Bob eats? I'm thinking he's an omnivore.

"I like to do just like the rest, I like my sugar sweet
But guarding fumes and making haste
It ain't my cup of meat."

Marc

[Rachel]

his cup that they fill with meat, after he waits in line for food, at the orphanage? like oliver twist, getting his cup of gruel? like bob dylan dressed as a beggar, out in the cold, begging for food, probably high on cocaine, trying to make some perverted point about people?

i like kale, think it's delicious! can't stand chard. blech! used to put it in my green smoothies, but it was so nasty, i cut it out. hey, i just discovered this new amy's kale and quinoa i think it is, soup. it's DELICIOUS! highly recommend!

remember, don't eat before lying down, *especially* greens. wait at least two-three hours. (for your colon)(and also apparently, GERD).

avocado is VERY good for you. one of the healthiest fats there is. along with olive oil, and fish oil (omega 3s), and nuts and seeds.

[Rachel]

HURRAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S *OUT*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DING DONG, THE DOC IS DEAD, THE DEVILLED DOC, THE DEVILLED DOC, DING DONG THE DEVIL DOCTOR'S DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE'S GONE WHERE THE GOBLINS GO, A WAY BELOW BELOW, AND SING. AND SING THE SONG, OF

HEY HO, THE DOC IS DEAD, THE DOC IS DEAD!!!!!!!!

otoh, i mean, i don't know anything about strategy and calculated chess moves and all that, as to how to get the "best person" in office, etc... or make the best choice, i should say... but i couldn't STAND him.

[Rachel]

had naked kale, and having roasted red pepper tomato soup heated, doctored up with special secret ingredients, and baby carrots with cracked red pepper hummus, for lunch.

thank you for caring.

[Just Walkin']

On Saturday, March 5, 2016 at 4:20:54 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
> had naked kale, and having roasted red pepper tomato soup heated, doctored up with special secret ingredients, and baby carrots with cracked red pepper hummus, for lunch.
>
> thank you for caring.

Naked kale? Not even with dried cranberries, feta cheese and walnuts?

You must be on a diet!

[Rachel]

No, only the kind where you try not to GAIN weight.

It's a green drink, from the company NAKED. :)

[Rachel]

i remember what it was. after i said porque mi papa, she thought it was my father's card, she pointed to it, like your papa? and so i tried to explain, that he went to Heaven... ha ha ha.

[Rachel]

I should say, I added olive oil to my soup. That's really tasty, but honestly, I do it for health reasons, and diet reasons. (Getting enough fat.)

But don't even ask about what I'm doing about eating dinner tonight... :-///

I'm feeling bad, like I've been too lax with the goodies (not just desserts, but that, too).

:-//////

well, it's just once. in a blue moon...so to speak...

[Rachel]

hey, can i say this? i feel SO BAD about this.

the lie i told about who i saw in the gym. i mean, it was like the biggest thing that ever happened to me, after meeting bob. people you only know through peepholes, or whatever.

i was trying to protect witold, and not say he was telling me who was who, etc...

and also, when i didn't recognize, or see.

i tried SO HARD, to think, how can i say this, how can i say this without lying, and i honestly honestly honestly couldn't think of anything, although later i recall i was looking back, and saw, wow, i see what i could have written here, that would have conveyed what i wanted, without having to resort to untruths, and i was so disappointed in myself, that it wasn't even totally necessary!

and it meant so much to me, it was so exciting, at the time, to see these stars, (star-hungry?), or rather, that i thought they were there (they were, just not m.d., whom i wouldn't even want to MEET, he looks mean, and like a snob.)(i mean, i'm sure i could, but i wouldn't like the person who i would have to be for him to like me, probably.) i had no desire to hang out with these people really, maybe i thought about it a little, but really, it was just exciting to see them! (for the first time in my life! lol)

i just couldn't believe i was seeing all these people from movies, tv, and music, etc...

sorry.

g-d, never you'll never believe me again. :-(((

i just couldn't believe i was in the same place, with all these people. it was almost surreal.

[Rachel]

whom :-(

[Rachel]

hey, you wanna hear something funny? (if you didn't stop reading years ago, after i told a couple fibs. :-/// :-((( )(by the way, the only other one, *on my conscience*, and THIS IS ALL, as far as i recall, is i told it wrong, on purpose, to make it better, i was just trying to make a good story, it was so stupid, i'm so sorry, and i shoulda, to be HONEST, and more accurate, shoulda just said, the MUSIC fell to the floor, crashed to the floor. see, it was all these tapes, but not my most precious bob dylan tapes, displayed all in a row, or as many could fit, in the entertainment wall, on top of the box that had three rows which you pull out, filled with other cassettes. in fact, the ones on the very top above were the least listened to, random, whatever they were. i'm sorry, that was an UNNECESSARY out and out fib. but i mean it, that's IT!!!! everything else over the past, what, 10-15 years of writing, is true. :-(((( oh well. :-(((( hey, doesn't bob dylan own the music anyway? :)? :-////// )

this is a non-sequitur.

so my doctor, at my request, is helping me understand the plight of the palestinians, and their claims (or lack thereof) to the land of israel.

and it's going really well, we make a great team, he confuses me, i challenge him, he gets annoyed/angry, we work it out, move on, i ask questions, for some reason, he is amused no end, i don't know why, and sometimes i surprise him (i think) (and myself), with things i remember and seem to already know about israel history which i learned over 30 years ago.

anyway, so i was basically trying to see if there was any cause here for empathy here, trying to enlighten myself, and i was kinda seeing where they were coming from, even though i wouldn't say i would know what to *really* do about it now, but anyway, and he goes, and it was so funny, not ha ha funny, but really hilarious, he dismissed me with the wave of a hand, and goes "oh, get off your soapbox."

[Rachel]

HEY BOB DYLAN!!!!! ARE YOU *OUT* THERE?!!?!?!?!!?!

GUESS WHAT?

THERE'S A GREAT BIG COOL PIC OF RICK HARRISON FROM PAWN STARS IN OUR LOCAL BIG MAMA'S AND BIG PAPA'S PIZZERIA!!!!!!!!

AND BOY, IS THEIR TIRAMISU GREAT, TOO!!!!!

YOU LIKE THAT SHOW, RIGHT?!?!?! :-D

ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU COULD COME OVER AND HANG WITH ME WHILE WE WATCH A MARATHON, AND THEN WE COULD WALK OVER THERE, AND GRAB US EACH A SLICE, AND SHARE A TIRAMISU FOR DESSERT!!!!!!! WHADDYA THINK, BUD?!?!?!?!?

YOU GAME??????????

:-D

;-)

[Rachel]

okay, i shall not tell you what i have consumed for my transient dinner, but let's just say, i polished off a 2-liter bottle of diet coke, as well.

BURP!

ah, survival! ;-) :-////// ???????????????????????? :-/////////////////////////////////////////////

[Rachel]

quote from john oliver (i think his name is), probably talking about trump, i'm not sure, didn't catch it:

"please f*ck off, i have a banana!"

[Rachel]

hey, more good news!

the curly fries from big mama's and papa's pizzeria (on the super huge boxes there, the deluxe party edition, it says big mama's and big papa's :) ) anyway, they heat up super great in the oven. the are still crunchy and greasy and delicious, dunked in ketchup and mayo, the belgian way! :)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxxooxoxo

[Rachel]

hey cool, jonah hill is on snl, why didn't anyone tell me????

[Will Dockery]

On Sunday, March 6, 2016 at 3:02:10 AM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
> hey cool, jonah hill is on snl, why didn't anyone tell me????

It is 3am here, just got home... missed it all.

Who is Jonah Hill?

[Rachel]

oh will, please. i'm so tired....sigh....

okay, he's an actor. in lotsa real funny and cool movies.

[Will Dockery]

I had fish for dinner, left overs with rice maybe coming soon.

:)

[Rachel]

btw, where the $%(# were you 'till three in the morning, you ol' party animal?!?!?!?

[Will Dockery]

On Sunday, March 6, 2016 at 3:20:52 AM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
>
> btw, where the $%(# were you 'till three in the morning, you ol' party animal?!?!?!?

No place special, these days I'm more animal than party.

:)

[Rachel]

What animal are you? :-D

(don't cheat. pick one off the top of your head. then you can look it up. i'll play now...)

okay, what animal would i be?

not a hyena these days...

um...

i think i would be a pet rock. :-)

okay, that wouldn't be on a list, so i'll try again...

sigh...

a lion, a tiger, a bear, oh my? :-///

no, i guess not.

okay, if i could be an animal, i would be my little baby puppy custard, (Gold-Rush Lady Cuthbert), the pick of the litter, purebred golden retriever, my little puppy, the cutest/prettiest one of them all! :-) top of the line! :-) (just because i loved her SO MUCH. :-) )

(i never said, i found out, looking up on line. the line that was fed to me by the breeder, when we went to visit the not yet weaned pups, was that charlie had just died, "a couple days before they were born." i took that to mean TWO days. :-(((

oh well, it was a nice story. :-(((

[Will Dockery]

On Sunday, March 6, 2016 at 3:59:36 AM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
> On Sunday, March 6, 2016 at 12:36:44 AM UTC-8, Will Dockery wrote:
> > On Sunday, March 6, 2016 at 3:20:52 AM UTC-5, Rachel wrote:
> > >
> > > btw, where the $%(# were you 'till three in the morning, you ol' party animal?!?!?!?
> >
> > No place special, these days I'm more animal than party.
> >
> > :)
>
> What animal are you? :-D
>
> (don't cheat. pick one off the top of your head. then you can look it up. i'll play now...)

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I was told once by one of those mystic card reading type folks that I had the spirit familiar of a Wolf, which I kind of liked good, although if had picked, I might have said a "puzzled panther", and my old friend Frank Saunders wrote a poem about me casting me as a "Psychedelic Cheetah" back in 1996.

:)

[Rachel]

okay, thank goodness i'm finally tired.

i'm going to bed.

laila tov (g'night)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxxooooxoxoxoooxoxo

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

[Will Dockery]

Sounds like a good plan, really... good night, my friend.

<shuts off the r.m.d. lights & locks up for the evening>

:)

[Rachel]

in case you're wondering what's *not* on my conscience, that WAS on my conscience (not ever present or anything, but it was a BIG secret at the time, that i ignored, then told someone...) anyway, it's one big thing, and one little thing.

1 BIG THING: in that rhyming piece which predated TOOM and "Love and Theft," i wasn't aware of any L&T connection at all, the only thing that stood out for me was toom, and i thought that was so amazing (:-//) that.............i capitalized it. :-//////////////////////

2. little thing: i was more sorta talking to myself when i did this, but that poem was really rachel, do you not see? and i added in a rachel, trying to tell myself, and the world, i shouldn't be doing this on the internet, this is wrong. (about as wrong as bob singing about me). from 30th anniversary video, rachel rachel, the law, crossing arms over a computer screen.

that's it. :-////

and i mean it, i think the only other thing, but it was a JOKE, and i thought it was OBVIOUS, but then n.s. once said when i made an outrageous ridiculous claim, just f*cking around, then said, later, just in case, i'm only joking, and he goes, "thank you for remembering me," so i was thinking, o-m-g, is anyone possibly taking this either 1. seriously or 2. thinking that *i* think i'm serious, and neither was the case. it was really the only other thing out of my whole time online that was on my mind!!!!!! i swear on my f*cking life. (although, remember when that happened, i was googling archives, and saw the story about shooting star?????? i was shocked. but i think/hope/pray/certainly as best i can remember, i was being totally cocky that night, fried out of my mind, blown away that that was the first shooting star, and thought, like i said (ho hum), wouldn't that be so cool, timing wise, okay, that's definitely what happened! (being delusional, i swear that's the only time i can remember :-/////// doing something like that. it's weird, the thing on my mind, back there, was the scaduto thing, oh okay, i'm babbling i didn't say yet, saying about being on stage in that picture, it was a silly speed trip JOKE!!!!!!!!!!! (maybe not even speed, just wild imagination, tripping out on ideas...) someone just reminded of that. it's funny, cuz that was the only other thing on my mind, i swear!

[Rachel]

More than singing about me, AFTER he sang all about me, he shouldn't have sent back my mail, rejecting me, and then telling me to f*ck off. THAT was entirely unacceptable!

(and if i ever sue the bastard, he shouldn't have sung about me, either. all those songs belong to me. those are my blood, sweat, and tears, too. and so much pain....so much pain... he shouldn't even be allowed to sing them anymore, OR even ever sell them again.)

[Rachel]

unless he gets his pancake ass back here fast.

[Rachel]

i'm supposed to be HONORED that that heroin junky hooker banging celebrity rock star used me to fuel his massive corporate empire, while i sit here and suffer for him and wait for him in confusion and delusion and rejection???? oh excuse me, i'm sorry, he's the honorable folk singer who wrote blowin' in the wind, and fought for civil rights, and has an oreo daughter, and is the self-proclaimed poet laureate of rock n' roll.

and i just sit here. and wait. and hope. and pray. and try and be good. and try and be nice to him.

forget it.

fuck him.

asshole.

you fucking prick.

you fucking asshole rock star junky hooker banging prick.

i made the biggest mistake of my life, thinking that you were nice.

disgusting.

you disgust me, bob dylan.

this is what i wanted to say on my way home today.

Subject: Dear Mr. Dylan

Dear Bob,

I made a mistake.

I thought you were nice.

Sincerely,
Rachel, the woman you and your corporation have been jerking around for 21 years.

[Rachel]

how many people have you paid off to keep up your lies about me, and this whole internet hoax?

[Just Walkin']

On Thursday, March 10, 2016 at 8:41:48 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
>
> how many people have you paid off to keep up your lies about me, and this whole internet hoax?

Keep it up and maybe LeoK will ask you out on a date.

[Rachel]

my life is so *shitty* (yeah, you guessed it), i may as well turn to the computer, for my fantasy a day, to keep insanity away, like grandma says.

so it's all bs. oh well. :-((

:-////

[Just Walkin']

All bs??? I didn't know you liked Bruce Springsteen! I thought it was only Bob Dylan for you!

[Rachel]

Well, sure, I like lots of people, but sometimes, you just have to throw in the towel, and say, this is the man for me, and shut the door, as it should be.

This isn't a Roman orgy!!!!!!

Or is it? :-////

[Rachel]

I actually wrote that in one of my notebooks, when I was on speed, on Curson. ( i wrote it later, here)

Bored in the USA, i was Bored in the USA....

[Rachel]

anyone care to join me for some indian food? ??? Jump right in!!!!!

[JD Chase]

Love Indian food, Rachel. But sadly, it doesn't always love me! ☺️😉

[Rachel]

On Wednesday, March 16, 2016 at 1:41:38 PM UTC-7, JD Chase wrote:
> Love Indian food, Rachel. But sadly, it doesn't always love me! ☺️😉

aww. :-(((

even when it's not spicy?

like samosas? i just had one. mmmm.....

and i order dishes that i split up into two, and freeze, and have restaurant indian food whenever i feel like it! haven't done it for ages. but i needed to get my mind off my shit house etc...

[Rachel]

so this was my menu:

i had samosa, both of which i ate.

i had sag paneer, without the chunks of white cheese, don't find those tasty. and paratha, my fav. bread.

and then i took the lamb dopiza (introduced to me off the menu by keith gubitz), and divvied it into two, and stuck in freezer.

same with the bharta, into two, in freezer.

and more of sag paneer saved for later, for dinner, and more paratha, and the vegetable soup, which was complimentary, and is sooooooo good!!!!!

[Rachel]

okay, so all you people who have been following my forays into food, and perhaps have heeded my calls to call off the sodas, diet or otherwise, or at least severely cut down (i cut them out), as they are sickness magnets for cancer, i have only but recently discovered what *seem* to be these *healthy* diet sodas at trader joe's! i have yet to research them, but they sure are delicious!

especially diet black cherry soda. wow.

and then there's diet ginger ale. yum.

and i had a diet tangerine lime, that wasn't so great. me, not so crazy about lime.

and i believe there are a few other flavors.

just thought i'd bring it to your attention.

[Rachel]

On Wednesday, March 16, 2016 at 1:41:38 PM UTC-7, JD Chase wrote:

> Love Indian food, Rachel. But sadly, it doesn't always love me! ☺️😉

Well, what do you love, that loves you back? :-D jc...(jes' curious...)

[JD Chase]

Big bowls of noodle soup at Japanese restaurants! ☺️ The last time I really felt sick with a severe headache and a feeling of nausea, a large noodle soup did wonders for me, felt SO much better afterwards! 😊