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[roach]

Life-threatening flooding at Point Dume up the coast to somewhere else, i forget

[roach]

On Sunday, August 20, 2023 at 7:27:41 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
> Life-threatening flooding at Point Dume up the coast to somewhere else, i forget

i told bob to high tail his little ass back here (to me), where it's warm and safe. i say warm cuz i am cuddling under a nice wool pendleton blanket i bought, i have used it all summer, to stay warm from the floor fan blowing on the bed, no air conditioning (never turned it on this year).

[roach]

bob, it is COMPLETELY ABSURD for you to be involved in any of the handling of this emergency at your house/estate. you have so many people working for you, you've worked your whole life, you have only the best professionals (i think?). you are EIGHTY TWO YEARS OLD, you DESERVE A BREAK.

YOU DESERVE TO TAKE A VACATION FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

if you are having fun, and LOVE YOUR JOB, and never want to stop, then you are a liar, all your songs that you say you believe in, you have stolen away my life, that's FRAUD, that's EXPLOITATION, that is BREACH OF CONTRACT, we had an understanding, there were some bumps along the way, but i needed you, chaim was of no practically useful help really, when i needed you back SO_BAD, every single thing i did, i think if there is debate/discussion about it, i mean, you think i would *want* to be with anyone else besides you????? i *thought* jim *was* bob dylan!!!!!!!!! i was higher than a bird, like you say....i felt sorry for him, his story, about a hole in his heart (physical), etc....it was insane i was so high, and it fucked me up mentally for a while, all of august, all that writing, i had nothing else, everything else that month outside of writing was TOTAL AGONIZING SICKNESS. i was SO_SICK. and i tried to move on cause of the slip of the lip, in the board and care, and you never came. but then toom came out, so then the letter. and you sent it back. that was the last straw. forget you. and i tried to move on as best i could, it was SO_HARD, and then when i finally found enough peace to start to read some poetry some more (i read some in wla) i read something which reminded me of you, and the rest is history.....

camareo spanish hills (sp?) it says from point dume to there.

[roach]

i can't recall if my call to him was before or after jim. i was still totally crazy in the way i was which brought me to you...i had a jokerman in my head... :-//// i really did...that's how i got there in the first place.

[roach]

you promised me a life, bob. you're 82. how many years do you have left?

are you seriously just going to leave me behind, the world's biggest fucking joke? just like you said. you oughta be a fool about me?

why the fuck should i be a fool for no good reason about a junky rock n' roll star? i did it cuz i thought i believed in you as a human being, that you could act like a human being.

[roach]

sorry for typos, i have the text enlarged, and it's hard to see, cuz of my meds, it's a side effect, i've had it before, it goes away, it's just when you start it.